i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Saturday, November 27, 2004
MOVED.

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Friday, November 26, 2004
ytd's trng was changed to tdy.
wasnt planning on going.
had bridgetjones show tonight.
slept through the day till bout 5.
got a call from laura bout why i wasnt at trng.
they scolded me.
so i rushed down to delta in half an hour.
thats not bad lah.
pack change and cab down in 30min.
mom said she would fetch me after trng for the show.
played rly badly for the match.
no idea why nordin even put me as last man.
hurrr.
after trng, mom called and scolded me.
she blabbered on bout why i went for trng.
when bloody hell it was only 8.
and she frigging allowed me to.
and the show was in 1and1/2 hrs.
had to run out in the middle of cooldown.
i wish she'd realise how embarrasing it was for me.
it became my fault that the show was called off.
like for the gazillionth time since i was born 14yrs8mths,
she kept blaming me.
like i ever wanted it to happen.
i knew i shouldnt have gone for trng.
like so what if its the last day of selections.
im not getting in! get over it.
first i wasted my money on taxi fare.
which so happens to be 11.50.
then i played badly in that crescent match.
and i got scolded for doing nothing after trng.
kanasai lah.

2nd dec coming soon.
gonna be missing twice of the intensive trng,
if i get in.
hope i dont screw my part.

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Thursday, November 25, 2004
i just realied on tues terence was on the same bus as me!
ahahahs.
i dint know actually till he called awhile ago.
no wonder a part of me found him so familiar.
he dint say hi cause he was scared it wasnt me.
so embarrasing. i found him familiar,
so i sort of stared at him for like 1min.
hahas.
:P

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im bloggin because my other blog is not done yet.
and ive got nth to do now.
i actually blogged ytd but the post disappeared.
i realised my posts bout milocup and trngs always seem to dissapear.
so much for coincidences.
though its only the second time lah.
theres intensive trng next week.
mon tue wed thurs. thats if i get in for the milocup.
and if i do, my show clashes with trng.
it sucks.
but like ive got a choice.
2nd dec in just about one week.
pfffft.

trng in the morn tdy.
coach wasnt here.
he went to KL to play some match.
told us ytd during nats trng.
he got some GRAYS travel bag and spore tracksuit.
its damn nice.

okay. lets seeeeeee.
ive got nth on now and tmr.
oh theres night trng.
but ive got bridgetjones diary with manda.
oh hell.
actually that woman hasnt texted me if shes going.
hahahas.

my perfect christmas present from my mom;
that LoveSong cd by DianaWarren.
the songs in there are like, awesome.
my n7260 phone.
some $150 shopping voucher can alr.
like it'll ever come, but wtheck.
what i want for christmas.
(:

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Monday, November 22, 2004
over at laura's the past few days.
mahjong till rly early in the morn.
but i wasnt as good as them,
slept at arnd oneplus whn the rest slept at five.
had this terrible fever too.
hurrrr.
it was fun lah.
cept that i quarelled with my momma.
now shes not talking to me.
it always happens near christmas.
just like last year.
ming4 ku3 ah.
friendly with crescent tdy.
draw 1-1.
played very badly. :l
pfffft.
and i cant hit.
not when everyone is staring at me.
but coach kept making me hit.
like, talk to the hand cause the face dont wanna hear it?
hurr. whatever.
town ltrs with meixian rui and laura.
left for class at 4.
and i got my costume today!
its like awfullyyyyy beautifulllllll.
the top is like, oooooh. some disco shirt lah.
and the bottom is jazz pants.
(:
our item is the fourth one.
and i think im gonna miss trngs.
oh whatever.
but the costume is rockin'.

im gonna change my template and web like soon.
so no more blogging for me till then.
its irritating doing one blog thn blogging for the old one.

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Friday, November 19, 2004
your gonna miss me for three days.
cause im going to a concentration camp.
har har. :D
shit. that wasnt funny.
manda you see lah.
its your fault ive become like that.
(:
that wasnt funny either.
hur. whatever lah.

off to a so-called chalet at laura's bukittimah house.
with the u-16 team.
we're gonna watch the whole of ren wo au you.
thn play mahjong the whole night.
i just learnt it ytd and i evn won 3 games okay!
thats just beginners luck but what the heck.
i won.
and tonight im gonna win xinni.
hahas. we agreed on the train.
gonna meet meixian first
than get the tapes from zhewei.
so WITHOUT ME they cant start.
i feel so important.
ahahahas.
okay. off to pack stuff!

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Wednesday, November 17, 2004
i will not eat the whole day,
strain my eyes,
sleep late,
prick my fingers,
do everything i did again,
if you tell me i mean something to you.
thn you get a coaster.
(:

i guess noone knows what the hell im talking about.
shits. whatever.
till that day comes,
id be lying in my coffin.

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Tuesday, November 16, 2004
i just got back from class,
and my maid says my dog broke his arm.
saw it bandaged.
now i realised my dad did it.
he was beating my dog for barking.
thn beat too hard, didi fell and broke his arm.
like please lah, hes so small and my dad still beat until so hard.
its like so cruel okay!
hurr. im so friggin' pissed!
now everytime he walks, he whines.
like how sad is that?
)))):

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happy birthday ken!

went for ken's bday ytd.
but had tanning session at sentosa in the morn.
met ken and manda.
thn julius at the train station.
the sun was like mighty gorgeous okay.
we were all burning on our towels. hehs.
tanned for a few hours thn went into the sea.
bathed and left sentosa.
thn i had rashes on my back.
cause i think the tanning oil dint come off.
i was scratching like some monkey okay.
i swear i looked retarded. hurr.
embarrasing shit man.
went to ken's house and bathed.
borrowed his clothes.
its huge but super comfy. hehs.
started jumping on his bed.
karina manda and me went crazy.
hahas. took retarded pictures okay.
as in retarded alright.
but it was damn fun.
thn everyone came.
laura came too! :]
and ken pushed me off the bed whn i was jumping.
now ive got a orh-ba-kak.
poos.
had dinner downstairs.
went up to play xbox.
never played it before.
played the soul something game.
anyhow press some buttton also can win.
tyco one lah.
supposed to stay over with laura but my mom dint allow.
laura's dad gave me a lift home.
now im tanned. :D

amandakowyingli;
i love you alot boringbestfriend. -fuzzy wuzzy hug.

lauratansiru;
you, my hockey bestfriend, shall be loved forever and that i want to trash you on that game again,
:D mega love.

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Saturday, November 13, 2004
sometimes i wish things wouldnt be so complicated.
if it were to be simpler,
that would be so much better.
if only you knew how much you mean to me,
you would realise why im feeling this way.
spoken to ding about it and he says everything was wasted.
shits. it sucks to always expect what i dont want to expect.
hurr.
im pretty sure bout how i feel,
but thats only for me to know right?
thinking about everything sometimes makes me so angry.
like screaming into a pillow and pulling out all my hair.
cause if being friends is your choice,
its fine with me if that means you'll stay a lil longer.
bring me back to 270604,
back when all our memories piled up till lately,
i havent been talking to you.
its 12am now. lets make a wish.
- ---- --- ----- ----- -- ----.
<3.
hurr. who am i kidding.

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rui and laura came over to stay on wed.
laura came cause she was homeless.
hahas.
rui, she just came to help out.
with presents.
had alot of things to do.
laura was supposed to stay up with me,
but she was the first to sleep.
thn rui.
and i was left stitching alone till 230am.
woke up at 830.
they were talking as usual.
haha. watched some tv.
laura and i worked on someones present.
turned out not bad though.
thn left fer vjc match at ccab.
i did like terribly bad.
hurr.

had trng ytd at nyp.
the sun was scorching.
did some yseful tanning.
and i think ive gotten darker.
hehs.
at least my neighbours says so.
tdys yuhan's bday.
and everyone's here at my house.
its noisy but i like noise. (:
cut the cake just now.
they are going out alr.
feel like going but just now was too lazy to move.
now theyve left.
shikes.
and im rotting at home.
oh wells.
theyre gonna play pool.
not like i can go in.
and some lan game.
like ive got any interest in that.
hehs.
okay. offff.

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Monday, November 08, 2004
my mom is getting on my nerves.
its my room for goodness sake.
hurr.
really, its spoiling my ears.
whn she doesnt get the correct channel,
shes goes, 'bloody hell' 'stupid' 'idiot'
so its my fault you got the wrong channel.
whatever.
my moms bunking with me cause my grandma moved in.
and she took up the big room.
not like i blame her.
but sometimes my grandma is naggy.
oh whatever.
i have to clean up my room tmr.
cause my mom says its like a pigsty and its dusty.
well, too bad i love living in a messy room.
its not my fault, you cant blame me.

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babycakes,

you just dontknw,

how im gonna let you go.

na's birthday ytd.

she seemed like she was throwing some wedding banquet lah.

manda and i were like WOAH.

evrything else was pretty alright.

cept fer this two pple who popped that popper into my eye.

oww. poo you.

went down to play pool with bel.

shes damn good lah.

hahas. jaime and i were like amatuers.

thn liane came with her bro and his friend.

we bowled till like 945.

left the club at bout 10.

yeap. happy birthday na! (:

trng in the morn tdy.

sun wasnt that bad.

thn started painting our hockey boards.

anf the sun was like PHWOA.

burning.

the pitch was like hothothot.

my butt was burning on it.

im red now. again.

cause as usual i dont get tanned.

which is so irritating.

they're going to watch princess diaries tmr.

i wanna go too but i alr watched it.

shikes.

please notice chrispine!

hahas. (:

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Saturday, November 06, 2004
that post below wasnt supposed to be just one word.
but blogger is screwed lah.
my long post to just like that.
hurr.

opne house today.
went to rui's house early in the morn.
worked our butts off the whole morn.
rushed to schl to do up the board.
it looks pretty fantstic now though.
quite proud of it lah. hehs.
forgot there was trng tdy.
so dint bring my stuff.
felt so redundant.
ended up ushering people.
from one end of the sch to the other.
in the bloody hot sun.
came back and tanned with amanda.
talked bout random stuff.
shes hilarious okay.
im red now. not tanned.
i nv get tanned. shits.
went to watch princess diaries after trng.
its super sweet!
and chris pine.
thats what i call drop deas gorgeous okay.
hes like omg, -fanfan.

hope this post gets posted.
i just did this rly long one and my com bitched.
Cannot Find Server.
pffft.

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Thursday, November 04, 2004
trng today.

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Wednesday, November 03, 2004

drifting back to a time gone by;

you were in my life

i just realised i got the matches wrong.
hahas. the vjc match is btwn my schl and thiers.
tdys match was just against the U-21.
and i also just realised i called told ms tan the wrong name.
sounds complicated, but its like this.

ms tan or mrs tan called my house;
tan; whn are you gonna hand in the reply slip?
me; wht reply slip?
tan; the trip to the sci centre.
me; oh. i wasnt in schl.
tan; so?
me; so what?
tan; so whn are you gonna hand in?
me; mmm. i dontknw?
tan; can you make the effort to do so?
me; i dont have the reply slip.
tan; ask your parents to write a letter.
me; okay.
tan; so when can i have it?
me; mmm. thurs?
tan; okay. you know where i sit?
me; no.
tan; beside ms leong.
me; msMOLLYleong isit?
tan; yes.

like oh my god.
i said MOLLYleong.
and that tchr who called was like YES.
okay. so i need to write a letter for my mom.
shes too lazy to write one.

just got back from trng.
played in the rain tdy.
super fun.
hahas. we were soaked like transparently bad.
watched ren wo ou you.
that yiling is a horrible stich okay.
hurrr.
shes so irritating.
going for three trngs tmr.
the cdiv from 8-10,
bdiv from 10-12,
thn nats from 6-8.
awesome.
not going to die only.
my shoes are soaked.
and its gonna stink tmr.
so how do i train.
rahh.

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we were sleeping just you and me

with a smell of tulip tree

under the starry sky on a romantic balcony

i want to watch wimbledon.
hahas.
they said its nice.
hurrr. but bestfriends are nowhere to be found.
):
na's birthday this sunday.
hrmm. no idea what to get her.
shikes.
shall go on our shopping dates with manda soon.
and we shall go watch wimbeldon.
(:
thn head to american club fer na's birthday.
thn i wont have to rot at home this sunday.
trng ltr on.
match with vjc.

and i realise that i wont have to spend alot on books fer next year.
my bro and my neighbours are giving me books.
seen them alr.
not that good condition,
but its still alright lah.
at least i dont have to spend that much.
mmm. bro just got back from his O's exam.
and he wants the com.
so yeah, poooffinggg offfff.
:D

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Monday, November 01, 2004

i want a love i can feel

that's the only kind of lovin i think is real

don't wanna be going by something i heard

cause baby, action speaks louder than words

training in the morn tdy.

met up with the pqs fer breakfast first.

walked to schl.

handed in the forms.

chose my combinations.

just that its kinda stupid.

hurr. whatever.

im gonna live with that fer another two years.

i cant help it if i hate it.

training was alright i guess.

just that coach insulted me. ):

maybe in a joking way lah.

went fer mass with laura and her mom.

all saints day.

saw quite a few people.

and amanda, you wouldnt guess who i saw.

AGAIN. -stares.

started pouring whn we reached ctk.

it was freeeeeezing in there.

lauras mom gave me a life home.

so here i am.

going town fer my class ltr.

thn maybe go to taka.

see mr ng.

hes there at the subaru car thing.

i dontknw if hes still in though.

haha.

hope he is. (:

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