i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Wednesday, September 29, 2004
we formed the jungle connections.
and we've also got the fellowship of Physical Education.
hahaha.
manda is the apeeee queen.
im the elephanteee queen.
tab's the monkeyyyy queen.
kel's the lost girl in the jungle. (:
damn funny.
mrs kuek dint come in for sci ytd.
so tab kel me and manda went out.
started playing.
manda did some ape thing.
and i did some animal thing
thn all of us did it.
laughter is the best medicine.
get a dose, everyday.
hahaha.

fellowship was the best lah.
had some tent pitching during pe.
and i was holding some huge long pole.
so when i reached the field,
i was like: 'gandalf is here!'
thn rui is aaragon.
grace is my eagle.
claire is tim. haha.
karina is lagolas.
thn still got alot more lah.
xD

anyhows,
ive only started on my geog.
how very prepared i am.
pfffft. :l

-

isolated \

Monday, September 27, 2004
manda dint come to schl today.
so jen ho and i did the home ec thing.
ponned pan's lesson.
stayed in the lib till recess was over.
we had to print.
so had to steal papers.
super funny lah.
jen and i took a stack each.
and the lib aunty came out when i was walking to the com.
she asked me why i had so much paper.
had no choice so i acted as if i dint know the lib rules.
she said i had to pay for the paper,
and she took the whole stack away from me.
was so glad jen had one stack with her.
walked back laughing,
and jen was there tearing alr.
hahaha.
thn the aunty sort of saw us laughing,
she walked towards us.
we had no time to hid our papers.
jen just stuffed it by the cpu.
that aunty saw it anyhows.
and we just burst out laughing.
so ho sai and tab tried getting paper.
but everytime any of us went near the photocopying machine,
that aunty got outta the office and stared at us.
we were left thinking of ways to get paper.
i forgot how,
but we finally got the papers.
(:

oh and i dont like mrs seet.
she made me take out my shirt cause i wasnt wearing blouse.
it was me and chai.
i dint want to take it out.
since mrs seet only had one period with us,
i asked chai to go to the lib with me.
and we just stoned there.
thn everyone said mrs seet was fuming in class.
so me and chai went back.
and mrs seet was screaming at us.
she took our bags and was like safegaurding it.
we had to follow her to one unity.
she wanted to take my blouse out.
cause i changed shirts with na.
i alr had a blouse but she still dint buy it.
thanks to na her blouse button got stuck.
so i couldnt take it out. (:
i was spared the embarasement in front of sec ones.
but we still had to stone till 245 in one unity
we skipped one period see.
pfffft. :l

anyhows, im supposed to be studying.
but ive got no mood.
im lazy i guess.
oh wells.

i love you, is that okay?

-

isolated \

Sunday, September 26, 2004
joel is leaving to somewhere far away from here.
for two whole years.
i'll miss him so badly.
):

-

isolated \

Saturday, September 25, 2004

today was good.

end post.

isolated \

Friday, September 24, 2004
everything is pretty much weird now.
i dontknw.
but it just feels funny.
not just schl but everything.
oh wells.

am glad i went out with my bestfriends.
(:
not very far just bishan.
but we did spend some time.
talked to manda while waiting for kate.
hahaha. we started taking pictures.
oh. we were on a picture taking frenzy today.
BESTFRIENDS, SITTING PARTNER, RUI and TAB
took pictures.
hahaha.
uploaded them alr.
so if those pple mentioned above wants it,
tell me!
and im waiting for amanda to get her bum online
to send me the racial harmony day photos.
it was so long ago.
but that woman just uploaded them.
heh.
going for colors award tmr with rui and pok.
laura's receiving for the team.
gotta wake up so early.
pffft.

-

isolated \

Wednesday, September 22, 2004
ehh. today was okay.
manda and i were just avoiding ms lim.
heh.
and i passed my home ec test.
it was just by a teeny weeny borderline,
but i still passed.
so it still calls for my smileys.
(((:
stayed in schl for awhile with kel cheryl pok and qin.
thn manda came from her thing.
went to macs to meet kate.
signed up for some ez link thing.
its a steal lah.
they give you 500 points free.
and with that FREE POINTS,
you get to claim burgers.
hahahah.
so go sign up.
its damn good. (:

trng tmr again.
beep test.
gotta pass if not must retake.
:P
my life is getting boring.
oh wells.
and i think life is weird.
esp the people.
strange things going on.
-looks at laura.
okay. ive said my piece.
good night all.

-

isolated \

Sunday, September 19, 2004

i wonder where you are

i wonder what you're thinking of tonight

i wonder

maybe you're alone

maybe you've been crying just like me

i wonder.

i don't know why i lost your touch

maybe i wanted to be loved too much

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

i wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before.

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

it's been a rainy afternoon

and now i'm staring at the moon, thinking

we got too serious too soon.

i told you every day

i told you every night in every way

i love you.

maybe you've got scared

maybe i had nothing else to say

but i love you.

so baby, now my life's a mess

'cause i couldn't love you any less.

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

i wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

it's been a rainy afternoon

and now i'm staring at the moon, thinking

we got too serious too soon.

it's not right, it's not fair

missing you, baby, cuts like a knife

what if you were the love of my life.

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

i wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

we got too serious too soon

i wanted to be there for you, like no-one else before

too serious too soon

i wanted you to love me

it's been a rainy afternoon

and now i'm staring at the moon, thinking

we got too serious too soon.

<3.

isolated \

Friday, September 17, 2004
i passed my geog paper!
ahahaha.
it was a pathetic pass but im glad i did.
(:
stayed in class with manda for recess.
shes on some oatmeal diet.
watched her feed on her oats.
it looked kinda... mmm. not the kinda food
manda would even eat.
but she actually ate it today.
hahahah.
molly dint come for lesson today.
had free period with no tchr.
damn funny.
we started measuring diff parts of our body.
it began with manda taking the measuring tape
to measure her waist.
thn kate and i decided to do.
and tab too.
followed by rui.
kel was the expert.
she started measuring our hips and boobs.
ahahahahaha.
super hilarious.
esp rui.
:P
thn tanyenting was late.
so kel told the class to play some trick on tanyenting.
the whole class went to the blacony and hid.
our class was ultra co-operative lah.
karmen was so excited know!
my ex-partner's super cute.
shes our dearest monitor somemore.
hah.
thn tanyenting came.
kel and tiong went outside to tell her our class was not arnd.
tanyenting actually bought thr story.
we dint want to have that compre test see.
but in the end tanyenting kept us in
till our test ended.
pffft.
so the plan wasnt exactly that good.
but it sure was fun.
twojustice rocks lah. (:
walked out with manda and kate after schl.
sat in macs.
talked and started taking close up pictures.
ahahaha.
left bout 3 plus.
home now and im bored.
manda was supposed to send me sth.
but she still hasnt.
probiscus monkey.
ahahha. inside joke.
-laughs.

-

isolated \

Thursday, September 16, 2004
our home ec practical ytd.
realised at the last minute,
we did have enough stuff.
so we got out of schl.
mariasng and molly had no lessons with us.
damn scary.
but kel was so experienced.
manda and i just followed.
got all out things and came back in an hour.
and molly was in class alr.
we were super late.
so decided not to go in.
they werent doing anything anyways.
half the class was sleeping.

home ec assesment was damn funny.
first part manda and i were crapping like mad.
wasted so much time.
and the time limit was one hour.
we had six dishes to prepare with the help of jen and peiyu.
had a whole lot of fun.
manda's brownies were damn good.
she forgot her butter.
but it still tasted good though.
and my shepard's pie.
shannon and char said it was good. (:
dint get to try jen's and peiyu's food.
we went over the time limit by an hour.
ahahaha.
but mdm mah was damn nice.
:P
she stayed with us even till after schl.

today was pretty slow.
the lessons were boring.
and i slept really late ytd.
got back at bout 1045 after trng.
thn my mom gave this lecture yada yada.
was tired today.
but still got by.
manda and i dint go for recess.
ate during clit alr.
went to the canteen.
and again, half the class was buying food back to class.
the only difference was that we ate in the canteen.
so anyways,
manda and i did some production.
some moving head thing on the table.
super funny.
i was laughing till my stomach ached okay.
tab was our camera woman.
ahahahahaha.
we did this successful video which lasted 10 secs.
we're gonna get our six pacs soon right?
hahaha.
went for trng after schl.
my back's aching.
theres gonna be a match against some australian schl
next tuesday.
(:

-

isolated \

Tuesday, September 14, 2004
i love cheryl's new hair color.
it rocks lah.
(:
okay so anyways,
second day of schl and it seems pretty alright.
ju eng home ytd.
crapped alot with manda and tab.
thn had prata.
i still think the thomson prata nicer.
oh wells.

rushed our home ec project today.
went to tiong bahru plaza to get the food with manda.
we were super lame lah.
that woman full of shit okay.
(:
had fun today though.

and our eoys are in 19 days.
pffffft.

-

isolated \

Sunday, September 12, 2004

so god bless your fcuking past

and to hell with your glory

the looks are always so deceiving,

the truth is always misconcieved.

>:(

isolated \

ate tepanyaki today after church.
yummy. (:
went town with manda to meet liane.
they wanted to pierce thsier cartilage.
joined them to see them cry or scream actually.
cheap thrills. heh.
damn freaky. :l
after seeing them pierce,
got a lil tempted.
did my third hole on my left.
thn walked to heeren.
manda and i took a rly long time deciding
whether to get the mambo bag.
and we got it in the end!
(:
now i feel so broke.
ive got no more money for the week alr.
i used the money meant for my belly pierce
on my bag.
and i also used up my allowance for next week.
godd. im damn poor now lah.
off to liane's hse ltr.
her dogs are damn huge.
watched "bring it on again".
mom came awhile ltr.
suppsoed to give manda a lift home.
but i dontknw why she decided not to come along.
haha.
schl starts tmr.
pffft.
i havent done any work.
at least i dont rmb any work given.
oh heck.

-

isolated \

Saturday, September 11, 2004

you and i in a little toy shop

buy a bag of balloons with the money we've got

set them free at the break of dawn

'til one by one, they were gone

back at base, bugs in the software

flash the message,

"something's out there"

floating in the summer sky

99 red balloons go by

99 dreams i have had

in every one a red balloon

it's all over and i'm standin'

in this dust that was a city

if i could find a souvenier

just to prove the world was here

and here is a red balloon

i think of you and let it go.

yours truly ;

isolated \

Friday, September 10, 2004

when every word you ever said came true

all she missed in this,

was you.

met manda at 10 in the morning.

headed to town.

shops were all closed.

so we ate at spinelli.

good cakes they sell. (:

anyways, we talked.

for a while.

till we got interrupted by a call.

hahaha.

walked arnd town.

checked out alot of shops.

and we're gonna do sth this sunday!

its gonna be pain but i hope i wont cry.

heh.

went back to amk.

headed to the lib.

met alot of pple there too.

laura rui lorraine and siewmin were there.

saw jialun and her friends.

and a few other pple lah.

had a hard time looking for a table.

met ken a while ltr.

thn finally found a table.

and joshua came last.

so we studied.

and i just realied im stupid.

godd. :l

went to long john for lunch/dinner with manda.

we talked again.

this time it was more meaningful. :)

walked back.

and the journey seemed shorter.

talked and talked.

joined ken and joshua.

did more work.

and i dont understand a single shit lah.

cabbed home with manda and ken.

talked some more in the cab.

and im making this public on behalf of manda and ken.

gabrielgohshuliang of Raffles Instituition,

you suck.

so if your his friend,

and you go running to him,

telling him what teresachong said,

i dont care.

i want him to know anyways.

somebody just had to tell him this.

-SCOWLS.

isolated \

Wednesday, September 08, 2004
learnt something today.
nv go into an empty bus,
no matter how bad you wanna sit down.
okay. so this was what happened.
i was waiting for a bus to come.
and i was rly late alr.
so two double deckers came.
one was full and the other empty.
so i obv took the empty one.
and a few stops ltr,
this old chap came up the bus.
and i was like "hmmmm. right."
so i just sat across him.
the seats were like facing each other that kinda thing.
and that bloody ji ko peh took out his phone,
and faced it to me.
and for your information,
the bus was empty cept for some other old man,
who was actually sitting beside that ji ko peh.
and that old man stared into the ji ko peh's phone,
and started shaking his head.
so i figured he was another of those deprived pple,
manda and i had of in church during mass.
was rly angry at first.
thn i got scared. heh.
so i changed seats till i got off at amk station.
and that ji ko peh got off at amk station.
sort of ran across the road to meet
rui laura and meixian.
told them bout that ji ko peh.
pffffft.
met pok in the station thn made way to town.
rahhhhh. that old thing so pian tai. :l
so anyways, met xinni and ivy in town.
watched 13 going on 30.
uber funny.
hilarious. you should watch.
that guy matt in the show is kinda cute.
but the one acting in cinderella story cuter. (:
met a whole lot of people in town. heh.
leonard's rly deaf.
saw him at the bus stop and was screaming my head off,
but he dint respond.
until like my 7th time calling him.
hahahaha.
thn went to take neos.
im still feeling damn guilty.
its a long story but i pressed "okay"
before they could choose the pictures.
shikes.
im so so so so sorry
):
walked arnd for awhile.
thn went for trng.
mr pak hit my back!
he kept on scolding me for not bending down.
my back rly hurts okay.
first it alr aches from the constant bending,
thn he had to hit it.
pffffft.
okay. ive had enough for the day.
night everyone.

-

isolated \

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

i paint a picture of the days gone by

when love went blind and you would make me see

i'd stare a lifetime into your eyes

so that I knew that you were there for me

time after time you were there for me

yours truly ;

isolated \

Monday, September 06, 2004
woke up at 615 today.
mad right.
we were meeting at bishan park to jog.
so met everyone.
and rui and yuai came late
cause they couldnt find the place.
and we spent 2 hrs waiting for them.
ended up cycling instead of jogging.
rly fun.
gotta have more of these again.
rui and lorraine sat the twin bikes.
they were hilarious.
hahaha.
rui kept tripping and fell in the end.
cuts and bruises but she was still laughing.
mmm. laura went home.
siewmin and yuai left.
so me rui meixian lorraine went to amk central.
had to get my books.
now ive got 10 yr series.
pfffft :l
its so bloody thick lah.
see alr dont even wanna do.
but still bought it all the same.
so ex know!
now im broke.
gonna have my class ltr.
kinda looking forward to it.
cause we're learning steps to the performance.
(:

-

isolated \

Sunday, September 05, 2004

through the sleepless nights,

through every endless day,

i wanna hear you say

"i remember you"

isolated \

mass today.
manda and i were a lil late.
heh.
mass-ed with laura manda chris ken joshua and kelvin.
and kendricktan took my place.
):
okay. so anyways,
manda and i dont like a certain person.
firstly, hes dao.
secondly, hes vulgar.
thirdly, he thinks hes rly cute.
fourthly, hes fugly.
fifthly, he tries to be cool. typical poser.
lastly, we just dont like him.
there. what we dont like about yada-yada.
mass went on.
and i totally forgot bout the gum i had in my mouth.
and only rmb-ed whn we had to take communion.
so i swallowed it.
boy, it felt bad.
so sticky.
ewwww. :l
lunched with manda.
the rest went to delifrance.
thn met laura and ken at mini toons.
ken wanted to ____.
and i was supposed to tell him its not right.
but whn i said its okay, i was just kidding
it was kinda embarrasing,
cause i said ____ really loudly.
hahaha.
towned with everyone
but manda went home.
kendrick is very very very irritating.
he keeps saying i lied to him.
which i did not. DID NOT.
and he keeps talking bout (da-da-da-da-da)
rahhhh.
i wish i could gag him.
went for a show with my mom bro and uncle.
the rest went off.
was supposed to meet them after my show,
but they all went home.
so watched garfield.
super funny. xD
dinner at suntec.
drove my brother back to the hostel.
hes super lame i tell you.
we were both screaming in the car.
can you imagine.
one 17 yr old screaming like a girl.
hahaha.
and my mom got a headache in the end.
home now and my dad wants me to get assesment books.
pffffft.
like i'll ever finish the book anyways.
:l

-

isolated \

Saturday, September 04, 2004
new album.
added new pictures to the hockey album too.
(:

-

isolated \

thin long sharp the blade was brought forth
gently placed on human skin
slowly coming closer to the eye

too afraid to move a muscle
too afraid to say a word
the panic makes it hard to breathe
short stab makes the knife penetrate the eye

leaning backwards to see the eye drip
filling up with blood inside

all this time he keeps on blinking
smearing the eye down his face
stringy messy bloody gore

time to hurt his other eye
piercing gently
slicing just an inch or so the eye bursts slowly drips down the chin

not a sound stunned by pain

both his eyes are punctured smearing out stringy tissue and blood dripping down
sitting up with his face all smeared gasping with an open mouth
still no sound no sign of pain no movement not a single moan

watching
this spectacle makes me laugh

strike again with more aggression
with a single violent blow, face is damaged nose is gone now he screams

finally this fucker suffers he's lashing out
attempts to fight
blinded by my work on his eyes

he's not hard to throw down
weeping begging for a swift end

poking stabbing in his gut
blood starts gushing
stab some more...

i stand up taking aim
heaving body weight upon
his kneecaps
legs bend

crippled bum left behind
broken bones
punctured eyes

leaving with a big grin
my work is done.

how sadistic people can get.
and this actually came from a song.
hahaha.
found it kinda amusing though.
xD

-

isolated \

Friday, September 03, 2004
got back my math paper today.
and i passed damnit! (:
hahaha.
expected to fail or sth.
cause i did the paper with my swelled eye.
and since it was on graphs,
thought there might be inaccurancy and all.
heh.
had geog paper after recess.
cheat my feelings one la the paper.
make us study 10 chapts,
and only two questions came out.
was writing like madcause there were many parts to one question.
mrs seet made us change our whole seating arrangement,
just for a test.
pffft.
i sat right in front.
under mrs seet's nose.
best seat anyone could ask for.
yeah right.
but it wasnt all that bad.
i had alot of wind.
cold wind especially.
it was raining see.
shiok lah.
haha.
and in the middle of the test,
mrs seet made me put on my pinafore.
so i had to go to my actual seat,
get my pinafore,
go back to where i was supposed to sit,
and put on my pinafore.
with everyone staring at me in fact.
what a waste of time.
she just couldnt wait till i finished my paper.
but i managed to finish the paper all the same.
hope i can pass this one.
had trng after schl.
was supposed to go for dinner after trng
but siewmin's dad could fetch me home.
some of them got angry i think.
oh wells. :l
and my whole body's aching.cause of ytd's trng.
with mr pak.
he made me bend donw the whole trng.
and now my ass is hurting.
esp my back.
i look like some old lady walking.
:X

karina;
hey dear!
hope you're feeling alright now?
you've been doing pretty well for all your math papers.
so theres actually nth to worry bout.
i should be the one worrying then.
heh.
for your geog paper right,
if you lost four marks,
thn i flunked the whole paper alr.
so dont make me worry bout my paper too.
:Pbout your dog,ive got no idea what to do.
but it will come back someday.
im sure it hasnt gone far.
it has to reason to leave such a darling owner alone.
so cheerup alright?
whn schl reopens,
i wanna see karina give me her widest smile!
and not crying okay? :D
I LOVE YOU BABE!

-

isolated \

Thursday, September 02, 2004

as all of us unite as one,

without you this couldnt have been done.

you've been more thn just a coach, a guide,

but also you've been our shining light.

there you are leading us on,

never once did you mourn.

tirelessly you gave your best

but we constantly put you to the test.

the million thanks will never be enough,

having to part is just too tough.

but never will our memories fade,

especially the impact that you have made.

our love for you is as endless as the sky.

because of you,

we've learnt to fly.

LOVE ;

Under-16 girls 2004

i miss dahlia.

a whole lot.

had mr pak as our coach today.

i dont like him

cause he picks on me and rui.

our team did that poem for her.

i really want dahlia back as our coach.

mr pak's like mad over serious-ness.

and we've gotta run 5 rounds, no, we've gotta sprint now.

not that its bad,

but its rly tough.

and trng days are crazy.

tues fri and sat are sch trngs.

wed thurs and sat are for NATS.

only day which had no trng is mon.

and im not completely free on that day actually.

so it leaves me with sunday.

how pathetic can my life get?

rahhhhhh!

isolated \

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

did some geog today.

but couldnt get into epebble.
rahhhh.
thnk god i got all the ppt alr.
though i dont think i saved it,
i highlighted everything alr.
need the answers for the workbook and i cant get in.
how frigging frustrating. :l

showed my mom my term marks.
she was so disappointed.
i would be too if i were her lah.
havent showed my dad yet.
hes gonna skin me alive.
then i'll be grounded.
and i cannot afford to get grounded.
theres alot of things left for me to do.
mom sent me a msg just now.
saying that i gotta do much better next term,
and if i do well,
i get my mp3.
actually now i want my shopping spree.
but thats not the point.
she also ended with a jiayou. :D
mom, if you're reading this ;
im sorry. ):

you're the million reasons why

theres love reflecting in my eyes.

isolated \

came across this rly touching story. (:

girl: slow down. im scared.
guy: no this is fun.
girl: no its not. please, its too scary!
guy: then tell me you love me.
girl: fine, i love you. slow down!
guy: now give me a BIG hug.
[so the girl gave him a hug]
guy: can you take my helmet off & put it onyourself? its bugging me.

(in the paper the next day):
a motorcycle had crashed into a building becauseof break failure.
two people were on it,
but only1 survived.
the truth was that halfway down the road,
the guy realized that his breaks broke,
but he didn'twant to let the girl know.
instead,
he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time,
then had her wear his helmet
so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

-

isolated \