i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Tuesday, August 31, 2004
being eaten alive by depression.
maybe its not good to be too sensitive.
hah. what a word to describe.
sensitive.
whatever happened to the indifferent me?
part of it is still there i guess.
the rest... well....
someone took part of the indifference away...

-

isolated \

Monday, August 30, 2004
~~fcuk that ppr~~
god.
i barely passed that damn thing.
shits.
ive gotta work much harder now.
i did try.
but the results dint show.
ROARRRRR.
fcuk it lah.

-

isolated \

Sunday, August 29, 2004
rushed to meet manda today for grocery shopping.
rach dint turn up for class today.
so it was me lynn cheryl and manda.
headed to the old folks place.
it wasnt a home.
it was like some door knocking thing.
the people were so unappreciative okay.
oh wells.
back to church after debrief.
lunched with lynn, julia, manda, phonsy, greg, matt and joshua.
phonsy and joshua left halfway.
met isabelkoh there too. haha.
matt greg julia and manda took neos.
while me and lynn waited outside.
couldnt take any neos with that eye see.
talked with bel outside.
that girl is one cheeky girl. heh.

went home.
stoned for awhile.
thn met manda for mass at 530.
gab joined us.
sat somewhere in front.
cause joshua was serving. wanted to disturb.
haha.
after mass, manda and i got mad over this hymn.
went over to pray at the mother mary statue.
thn waited for lincoln and joshua to come down from the vestry.
manda went home and i joined them for dinner.
wanted to go home but joshua said he would treat dinner.
so wtheck. free dinner. (:
went to sakae.
i ate so little!!! only three plates know!
it was pathetic counting it as a dinner treat!
and lincoln dared me to eat wasabi.
the dare was worth two bucks.
so i ate the wasabi and i earned my two bucks. (:
but it was super hot.
i teared a little. haha.
crapped till 9.
went to delifrance.
mom called.
cabbed home and theres sch tmr.
how boring.
dont wanna go to sch.
pffft.

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isolated \

Friday, August 27, 2004
what am i doing home at 315?
quaking eye swell aint going down.
im supposed to be shopping for groceries
with manda karina and julia now.
but im home.
cause its too embarrassing.
and those groceries are meant for old folks.
ive gotta visit some home for church activity.

went to schl late today.
took the chance to sleep in actually.
heh.
wasnt supposed to go to schl.
but i had to take the friggin math test
or else my math term mark is a fail.
so i took the test,
and i screwed it.
the time was too little.
from what i know,
not all the pple finished the paper.
the grpahs were madly difficult to do.
esp the curves.
i did it in the last 5 min.
i doubt i'll pass.
but at least i did try.
pfffft.
and im hungry again.
hahah.

signed, sealed, delivered

im yours.

isolated \

Thursday, August 26, 2004
i got disfigured on the last trng for dahlia.
a hockey ball came flying right to my eye.
and its swelling real bad now.
went to see the doc.
ive got an mc.
but my eye's so pain and its SWELLING damnit.

i'll miss dahlia.
gave our presents to her.
i was videocamming the whole thing.
too embarrassed to be in the video.
stupid eye.
cried. cause it really did hurt. ALOT in fact.
):

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isolated \

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

risking it all in a glance

and how you got me blind is still a mystery

i can't get you out of my head

i don't care what is written in your history

as long as you're here with me

i don't care who you are

where you're from

what you did

as long as you love me ;

and i wish you do.

isolated \

manda and i dint do morning jog today.
cause i had stomach ache and manda had fod poisoning.
so we walked.
and it so happened we were the last pple.
and alan ho was like
"i want to see you two after this."
so were like "shit."
thn we continue walking.
and miss lim shouted over the mic and pointed us out.
rahhhh. in front of the sec twos, she was
"those two girls strolling right at the back"
manda and i turned arnd.
"yes, those two who turned arnd,
i want to see you after morning jog."
and were like PFFFFT!
walked half a round,
and alan ho stopped those pple walking.
he dint believe us lah!
so pissed! rahhhh!
got this lecture from ms lim.
she wants us to run again tmr.
went to the mpr after that lecture. pffft.
had home ec test after recess.
i might pass actually though it was still hard but wth.
went to rui's hse after sch with laura meixian and obv rui. haha.
did our thing for dahlia.
super funny. heh.
i think its pretty neat though. (:
hope she likes it.
tmrs the ~~last training~~ with her.
):
im so gonna miss her lah.

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isolated \

Tuesday, August 24, 2004
the closest thing to perfect
but the farthest thing from me

manda and i took a slow walk back to class.
in hope of mrs tan not being there.
so when we climbed up the stairs,
i spotted mrs tan.
and i think she saw me.
so i told manda and we went the other way.
but mrs tan ended up walking in our direction in the end.
heh. she finally approved my belt.
though its still the same belt ive been showing her.
but the thing is she doesnt know ive got two pinafores.
had math.
mrs seet was going through some new chapt.
so im lost again.
whats new.
had pe.
today was damn fun.
we played basketball.
there were 12 people in our grp and we had split 6,6
to play against each other.
i was in a diff team from manda.
and i couldnt be a forward cause i couldnt shoot.
so i stayed with grace behind.
shes damn cute okay.
the way she defend.
super cute! haha.
thn rui scolded me for doing nth.
so i decided to mark manda.
and i held manda's hand throughout the game.
haha. damn funny.
we started some cat fight thing.
mr ho was looking at us like we were some physco people.
thn manda got so scared she ran to karina.
and kell alomst scored an own goal.
ahahaha. that woman's damn funny.
geog after pe.
ms ng was in a good mood today.
thn recess.
and i bloody forgot to bring money to schl!
so i drank ice milo while looking like nerds with manda.
studying for science in the canteen.
manda was testing me on sexual reproduction.
and those sec fours beside us started laughin.
haha. so embarrasing. :l
had the test.
i screwed it okay!
whatever i studied dint come out!!!
was super pissed. after the test.
stupid molly.
purposely give until so chim.
went arnd looking for classroom for ycs meeting.
ended up having it in our class.
melissa got us lunch.
had indian rojak and golden chicken.
super yummy.
just abit messy lah.
and next week i gotta say the prayers!
oh man. its gonna be so embarrasing.

stayed in class with manda and kel after ycs.
talked for quite some time.
went to the canteen.
supposedly to study for home ec test tmr.
but manda and i gave up.
now its 9 and manda is alr sleeping.
that woman. heh.
mmm. im hungry. ):

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isolated \

Monday, August 23, 2004
i stay to watch you fade away

mmm. schl today was slow.
cept for all my friends. (:
had pur eng compo test.
sth bout describing yourself.
its one of the most ego-istic cimpos ive ever written.
made me sound like some angel.
which i dint think i am.
or rather dont sound in the compo.
but wtheck. i just need to pass.
thn it was chi enrichment.
damn boring.
had to come up with some topic with reen to tell the class.
pffft. it was so embarrasing.
elit after recess thn chinese.
slept during chinese.
maybe i just dozed off.
today's lesson was lame lah.
had to answer some questions based on ke wen?
so i just slept.
tau huay shop with kate after schl.
meant to study but we ended up eating and talking.
heh.
talked till 330.
cabbed to kate's hse to get some notes.
cause smart me left my notes in schl!
rahhh.
kate's sister is damn cute i tell you.
go see. haha.
walked out to the bus stop with kate.
bused to town.
had my class.
and ms wendy decided to change the song we were supposed to practise on
to some song from the movie honey.
mmm. sounds good though.
so theres a science test tmr.
and ive not started since i just got back.
and some UN-NECCESSARY people are bugging me.
pfffffft!

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isolated \

Sunday, August 22, 2004
tonight it's very clear
as we're both lying here
there's so many things i wanna say
i will always love you
i will never leave you alone

sometimes i just forget, say things i might regret
it breaks my heart to see you crying
i don't wanna lose you
i could never make it alone

'coz i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
gonna live forever knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love

you keep me standing tall
you'll help me through it all
i'm always strong when you're beside me
i have always needed you
i could never make it alone

'coz i am a man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
gonna live forever knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love

just like a knight in shining armor
from a long time ago
just in time i'll save the day
take you to my castle far away

i am the man who will fight for your honor
i'll be the hero that you're dreaming of
gonna live forever knowing together
that we did it all for the glory of love

glory of love ; north

-

isolated \

combined class for cath class today.
had some game show thing.
damn fun.
manda rach and i were just stoning behind.
heh.
the group names we came up with were hilarious.
there was "muffin people" courtesy of francis.
and "X", i think gerad james thought of it.
"screw ups" typical matthias.
ours was "bigbirdsflock"
how embarrasing. :l
they were saying the loser group had to do some forfeit.
so we counted the points and foud out that we were third.
was quite happy.
thn at the end, "screw ups" were winning like mad.
cause they were last.
and we became last. pfffft.
supposed to write "i love jesus" with our bums.
jennifer decided to be nice and made us write "daniel"
cause daniel, our cathecist dint come today.
it was so embarrasing.
mass laters.
with quite alot of people actually.
leonard and julius skipped cath class.
mmm. walked to the bus stop with rach and manda.
rach was being so physcotic! haha.
she was singing that alicia keys song.
hahaha.
met matthias and joshua in j8.
went to pastamania for lunch.
and i will declare that matthias is an UN-GENTLEMANLY WOMAN!
first, he dint leave any pizza that joshua bought to share, for me.
thn he wanted to share a pasta with me.
so i said okay since i was patheticly broke.
i thought he would be nice to get sth i like.
and he ended up getting some mussel pasta with white wine.
i had to eat plain pasta.
cause i dont eat mussels.
it was so pathetic okay!
can you imagine plain pasta?
hahahahah. he owes me one. i dont care.
oh and a note to matthias ;
you should go,
its good exposure. heh.
ayee. doubt he reads this anyways.

after lunch, we all started laughing.
i dontknw how, i think its cause rach sang her song again.
and manda did her snort laughter. HAHAHAHA.
realised that rach was getting unwanted attention with her singing,
told manda how i would hit rach with the extinguisher.
she burst out laughing.
and there were laugh-able things going on.
i think manda and i will have our 6 pacs soon.
haha. laughing works the stomach muscles.
(:

he hugged mandy to him
and glanced at the jigsaw,
still scattered all over the table.
that was how i felt inside right now;
scattered in pieces,
noone wanting to put me back together.

Falling For Mandy ; Chris d'Lacey

read this book laura lent me.
really nice.
got that from there. (:

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isolated \

Friday, August 20, 2004
oh. so we're not humans lah.
and we werent there lah.
thanks alot.
we actually thought you cared.
but we were wrong.
how disappointing.
pffffft. ):

-

isolated \

town after schl.
some hockey celeb.
mmm. it was fun.
thn got kinda boring after awhile.
so left with pok, jess, yuai, lorraine, siewmin, abby and daphne.
walked arnd heeren.
im eyeing this mambo bag.
its damn nice.
donations are accepted. (:
i need that bag.
walked to cinni cause laura said seniors were there bowling.
realised that the bowling alley was closed.
and there were no seniors there.
walked back to heeren.
they were taking neos.
so fine. we waited and waited and waited.
till we all got tired.
so went home first.
together with toylyn and edeline.
we were scaring each other with ghost stories.
hahah. edeline was freaking out.
cabbed home. really tired now but im still watching tv.
no trng tmr.
so theres only tuition.
(:

-

isolated \

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
How do you feel about life right now?
- i dontknw. im bored la.

Do you know ur best friend's friendsterpassword?
-haha. no. i wish. *hint hint.

Do you think long distance relationships works?
- no.

Are you an emotional person?
-mmm. maybe.

If u had one last breath to say something to someone you love and what would you say?
- i love you and really mean it. (:

Do you believe in best friends?
-yeap. ive got prove. :P

Ever felt so jealous of your friend?
-haha. yeap.

What colour underwear are you wearing rightnow?
- its pink. haha.

What was the last thing you did other then typing those keys on the keyboard?
-ate butter croissant at the tau huay shop.

Who's right next to you?
- the cpu.

Who was the last person you ate out with?
- kate, nat, gwen, qin and michelle.

How many buddies do you have on your list infriendster?
- 181. :l

How's the weather right now?
- gonna rain soon.

Last person you spoke to on the phone?
- my brother. he called from the hostel.

Last Person who text you?
- my girlfriend.

Last person you texted?
- mom.

Lost a friendship over something stupid?
- we quarelled over sth stupid but we dint lose it. (:

Tongue-Kissed someone?
- sick. no.

Pissed someone off before?
- yea. heh.

Been really depressed before?
- tell me who hasnt.

Faked being sick to miss school?
- tried. my mom dint believe me.

Last time you said 'I love you'?
-in all gbksi write but havent said it in awhile.

Wat time did you wake up today?
- 0545.

Current Taste:
- water. im drinking.

What's your ringtone?
- its on vibration mode.

Age?
- 84

What are you wearing right now?
- pe attire. havent bathed yet.

Who do you consider your closest/bestestfriend?
- a few. not alot.

Are you too shy to ask anyone out?
- yes. -hides.

Kisses or Hugs?
- hugs.

What is the first thing you notice about theopposite sex?
- eyes.

What is the first thing you think of when youwake up?
- bloody hell. 10 min more can anot.

How many times do you let the phone ringbeforeyou answer it?
-i dont count. i ans when it vibrates.

Current longing?
- wallet. pencil box. shirts. bag. slippers. n7200.

Current desktop picture:
- the picture pqs took in desaru with our backs and pointing to the stars. (:

Identify somethings surrounding yourcomputer:
cup. handphone. wallet. cpu. bro's cologne. bag. dad's glasses. my dogs.

okay. im this bored. haha.

isolated \

caipok came in for cme.
and she started scolding us bout some hamper thing.
rahhhh.
elit test ltrs.
screwed the whole thing lah.
i dont even know the damn story la! :l
glad its over alr.
thn had to go see mrs seet with pok and the rest.
went to the guidance room.
and mrs seet had her sewing machine ready.
hahaha.
she started sewing our belts for us.
looks really hard to unpick.
but its rui's second pinafore so its alright.
molly's lesson.
was late and she started scolding us for not knowing
where our waists were.
and she called our class sinful.
hahaha.
manda and i started laughing.
cause we were going through genetic stuff and DNA.
so i was like"i wonder how molly's parents look like."
and manda burst out laughing.
that woman's damn funny.
then we were just saying all the lame things.
and manda was laughing till she cried. HAHA.
recess with manda and kate. (:
chi after recess.
had to see caipok again.
home ec ltrs.
damn fun. slackest period.
manda followed me to the toilet.
i tied my hair. and manda was saying how smelly the toilet was.
and i said it smelt like shit actually.
before that we saw ___ walk out so manda said
it might be ___'s shit.
thn suddenly we heard the sound of someone opening a pad.
so it might've been that girl shitting.
both of us were like OH SHIT and ran out of the toilet.
hahahaha. damn funny.
went back to the home ec room.
and manda did her toot pe attire.
her pants were damn high.
kel and manda called me a milkmaid.
wth lah.
we had alot of fun there.
another f and n coursework to do.
the first project we were supposed to do hasnt even been done.
mdn mah said in the whole level only our grp havent hand in.
hahah.
now its jen's turn. cause shes the leader for this project.
hahah. mdm mah brought us to the resource room.
she allowed us to do research on the project.
but we all ended up going online.
stayed back for science after school.
gained some knowledge.
feeling a lil bit smarter lah.
-big wide smile.
kate came thn went back to class.
helped manda with her art.
and manda said i did well! (:
mmmm. tau huay shop with kate, qin, nat, gwen and michelle.
funny lah. bus-ed with kate and nat home.
realised that nat takes the same bus as me!
major bitching with nat after kate left.
i bitched to nat bout nat-knows-who.
and nat bitched to me bout i-know-who.
gotta have more of these sessions.
get rid of my anger for her.
shes really irritating. -ROARS.
home now. stoning.
theres ting xie tmr. learning ltr or sth.
im bored. :l

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isolated \

Tuesday, August 17, 2004
molly scolded us a bunch of irritating people.
ROARRRRS.
she said we were childish. pffft.
caipok scolded us today too.
the tchrs are all scolding us today.
pe today was fun.
bball.
and our class has the new record of 8 pple!
of some ABC game for bball.
played a game with rui's team.
we won 2-1. haha.
thn grace piggy-backed me from one end of the court to the other.
haha. shes rly nice to be on. very comfy. heh.
got back geog paper.
im uberly amazed i passed!
-big wide smile.
headed to amk library with rui meixiana and laura.
had to study for lit test tmr.
i dont even know wth macbeth is bout lah!
and laura's full of knowledge.
study halfway we all got restless.
ate at the cafe.
the food looked so good but tasted real bad.
i got crazy taking pictures of everyone.
all of them appeared in the pictures cept me. HAHA.
i walked arnd the lib. it was huge.
bused with meixian.
we were being super lame.
i dontknw how we managed to do so.
we started comparing hair color.
cause the sun was so hot we decided to see our natural hair color.
meixian's hair is red know! haha.
mine's golden brown.
thn we compared tans.
she said im transparent! hahaha.
im a ghost. (:
and she started telling me how many tanlines she had.
when she finished she was like" oh yar. my sports bra line too."
and i was like"ssssh."
cause she said like really loud.
at first there was noone at the bus stop.
but thn this guy was walkin to the bus stop and he heard it i think.
cause he stared at us.
hahah. home now.
i still havent touched my lit stuff.
the words are so difficult to understand.
stupid macbeth.
SCREW SHAKESPEAR!

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isolated \

Monday, August 16, 2004

roses are red
yellow and white
where have you been all my life
violets are blue
and i will be too
if you leave
cause i just met you

(:

isolated \

Sunday, August 15, 2004
without your mask, where will you hide?

was up at bout 830 today.
thn laura said she wanted to go to sfx.
her brother was having some cd thing lah.
met in ctk first.
manda did her haircut!
without me!
we were supposed to go together.
but oh wells.
had to inform daniel that i wont be going for class.
cause my godbrother was performing.
-looks at laura. haha.
cabbed to sfx.
church was pretty big. bigger thn ctk.
hanged arnd the place. the thing started at 1045.
and we were there like at 9 plus?
we walked arnd like doofoos not knowing the place.
which was actually true lah.
the church is cool okay.
there was a clinic there know!
i mean which church actually has a clinic?
okay. maybe cept for sfx that is.
saw COUGH COUGH and laura got uptight. haha.
went up to the concert hall.
front part was boring lah.
the kids were cute though.
thn it was the choir thing alr.
saw marie and marjorie perform! haha!
i doubt they saw me anyways.
the songs were nice. liked the circle of life.
laura's brother did the hakuna or whatever that is thing.
damn funny. hahahahaha.
shikes. just dint bring my camera.
ended at 1135.
wanted to rush back for mass.
but laura dint want to.
so now we're going for the 6pm mass on tuesday.
lunched with laura.
went to macs for ice cream first.
thn to the market.
met my maid. she was buying lunch for my dad.
laura went to meet her brother and his friends in macs.
felt so extra.
and COUGH COUGH was there as well. heh!
-coughs even louder, laura.
cabbed home with laura.
mmm. brother went off to the hostel alr.
which explains why im online.
okay. im bored.
my dad wants me to catch up on my work.

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isolated \

Saturday, August 14, 2004

trng today.
slept in till 11 until laura said they were meeting at 1115.
rushed and was late. shikes.
mmm. bus-ed to delta.
short trng today.
was quite simple trng actually.
its another two more tngs.
and dahlia, no more our coach.
):
penalty flicks at the end of trng.
the goalie was injured.
and i wanted to try how it feels like.
so i became the goalkeeper!
haha. the helmet was very sweaty. heh.
not like i wasnt. which was very uncomfortable to add.
and i saved a ball!
hahaha. they were amazed. heh.
they said i looked funny with the hand gear.
i wasnt fully padded up see.
dahlia only let me do three times.
maybe i should try out goalkeeping.
its damn fun i tell you.
but i hate the pressure thats all.
so maybe i should just stick to my position now. heh.
stayed for the combined schl vs recs match.
left at the last part.
had tuition.
mmm. todays tuition was fun actually.
but i was rly tired.
almost slept.
i had the girl who is in love with my girlfriend seated in front of me.
two hopeless gays behind me.
and rachel the super ah lian right next to me.
so you can imagine how noisy my side was.
newman was going on bout his gay story.
how those ba phongs chased them.
it was hilarious actually. got the whole class laughing. haha.
girlfriend came like an hour late.
haha. some schl function he had. hahahah.
uncle gave me a lift home.
slept in the car.
and im burnt again.
cause of the sun today.
and jon is gonna make fun of me tmr.
its called peng can or sth.
pfffft. :l
oh wells. combine class tmr.
dont feel like going.
but ding asked me to go. so alright.
im feeling so dead. haha.
shaggggggeddddd lah.

isolated \

Friday, August 13, 2004
now theres no welcome look in your eyes
when i reach for you.
and boy, you're starting to criticize
litlle things i do.
it makes me just feel like crying,
cause baby, something beautiful
is dying.

tanyenting asked kel to shutup today.
i dont think its right to ask students to shutup.
tchrs arent that big yet. to me at least.
ms ng threw manda out of class today.
she wasnt listening in class or sth.
and according to ms ng,
manda slammed her pencil on the table.
it looked quite accidental to me.
but ms ng thought manda was angry.
maybe she was. i dontknw.
recess was free.
i thought it was some hockey meeting.
but it ended up being a treat from mr tan.
cause of our champ title.
he was apologetic for not going down.
so he treated us food. (:
molly's period ltr.
bio chapt 6. heh.
watched videos.
it wasnt as sick as i expected.
the cartoon was lame lah.
and adolessence activates the equipment!
i learnt that today for bio chapt 6.
got back chem papers in the drama studio today.
mrs kuek said 60% of us failed.
some girl scored full marks. pffft.
i expected my marks anyway. :l
i need a change of seats alr.
before that, it was fine.
but now its irritating me.
manda and kel should know why. heh.
stayed in schl till 220.
waited for sec ones to finish thier test
thn go down to delta.
watched the c div boys finals.
went down with everyone.
laura and meixian joined us ltr.
was rushing for the RI and yuhua match.
expected to see some good moves.
only spotted some.
RI won. yuhua's fourth.
thn sengkang and northland.
they were fighting for first or second.
that must've been the most exciting match
of the year for me.
laura and i wanted it to be draw.
we wanna see penalty flicks see.
and it rly was a draw. 2-2.
sengkang scored a last minute goal.
and the 14 min of golden goal ended with a draw too.
so we managed to see penalty flicks.
it was good.
but northland still won.
left after that. rui gave a lift.
and i saw, -cough cough. haha.
stupid pok lah! keep teasing me.
that meixian and laura also. pangsaii lah!
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
ive totally forgotten what happened in schl.
so i'll just blog bout the finals we had today.
okay. so i left early from home ec.
and kel dint want me to leave. haha.
i was freaking out i tell you.
this match was like so bloody important.
prayed on the bus with the whole team.
thought bout how to go bout playing the match.
reached delat early.
watched teckwhye and yuhua play.
thn it was out match against northland.
goddddd. my heart was like THU-TUB THU-TUB.
damn fast. :l
game started and within the first few min we scored one goal alr.
got quite high la.
thn meixian scored another one cause of a penalty flick.
thn minfang.
second half northland scored one goal.
so WE WON!
the seniors came running in and hugging everyone.
heh. we were all elated. (:
northlanders cried.
it was quite sad lah.
cause dahlia was thier coach.
ayiah. very complicated lah.
but i just hope she would remain as our NATS coach.
took pictures and prize giving.
mmmm. realised i played like shit today.
shikes. i barely touched the damn ball.
i tackeld like someone stepped on my foot.
pffffft. and i did just so so so so badly.
if we got the champions, its because of the rest of the team.
and ~~not me~~.
but we still got the champs anyhow.
forwards, midfields, backs, siewmin and lorraine did well.
back to schl ltr.
mended the challenge trophy.
cause *ahem* dropped it. heh.
and chaiping has become a butt hitter.
haha. stayed arnd the pitch.
realised it was quite late.
so dint go for dinner with the pqs.
damn. i feel so bad.
i really wanted to go.
but i was tired and still angry for playing so badly.
rahhhhh!
im sorry!

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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
realised how pathetic my gbk is.
maybe i should just disable it.
they dont even sign anyways.
pfffffft. ):

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Monday, August 09, 2004
went down to suppport RECS.
had 4 a-side comp.
we were all supposed to play.
but ms lim gave us this lecture during the desaru trip.
all bout the "behind the scenes" thinggg.
oh shikes.
it looked so tempting to play.
it was like once a year indoor thing.
pffffft. and ms lim had to go on bragging bout that.
which we all have heard enough.
RECS dint get through.
but the seven of us stayed on to watch.
crescents won! (: haha.
and SCC won for the boys.
went to siewmin's hse.
it was pqs day.
ended up talkin bout the match this wed.
our finals. woooshh. its scary. :l
left at bout 930. the rest stayed on.
busy doing the presents now.
it looks kinda screwed though.
home now.
bored. my bro has some friends over.
he always does and i nv do. rahhhh.
steamboat dinner tonight.
i think its cause my dad strike toto.
hahahaha.
and i want a new phone!
i already have one in mind.
7200. im so in love with it now.
heh.

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Saturday, August 07, 2004
i actually do have alot to blog about the trip i had.
but my brother had to make me so pissed after i came home.
not like i will state what happen.
but i hope he reads this ;

i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you
i hate you

yours truly asshole.

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Thursday, August 05, 2004
mmm. racial harmonay celeb today.
deco was awesome. (:
came to class feeling all the atmosphere. heh.
changed into my malay thing with tab.
gosh. we looked like walking bananas.
it was so long.
i kept tripping over the thinggggg.
heh. manda and i were audience but we ended up performing.
cause it seemed so fun. and it was. (:
i sang and did the tamborines.
it hurt so much when i did the tamborines.
cause everytime i banged it,
my finger hurt so much.
had to change the dressing a few times.
but it was really fun.
we were all taking pictures.
i nv did think it would be that great la. heh.
celeb was until 1045.
stayed in class for recess.
there was leftover food. bestest food. :P
rui pok and i laid out the mats and we slept.
we were rly tired. :l
i slept all the way from 11 to 1230.
woooot. it felt damn good.
kel woke me up. ):
mrs seet came for lesson. pfffft.
in her badddd mood as usual.
she went through graphs.
which i was lost as usual.
art was slack la.
i realise i cant paint for nuts. haha.
oh wells. lunched in macs.
laura went to cut her hair with meixian.
stayed in macs with rui and pok.
bus-ed to delta for trng.
dahlia helped me bandage my finger again.
it looked kinda sick though.
with the skin hanging and all.
to think james actually asked me to preserve my skin.
pffffft. haha.
trng was okay.
cept that my finger, obv, hurt alot.
it just kept on bleeding through the bandage.
mmm. a few more trngs with dahlia, thn ~~bye bye~~. ):
home now. packing for tmr's desaru trip.
got a match with teck whye first.
thn take a coach to desaru.
but we've gottta carry our hockey gear with all our camp
barang to desaru. rahhhhh.
mmm. i wonder how am i gonna play tmr's match.
with that disabled index finger of mine. :l
-frowns.

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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
home ec test today.
cooked claypot rice.
it actually tasted good okay!
haha. mdm mah said ours was good.
(:
stayed back in class to practise for tmr.
though i wasnt involved la.
but decided to help rui out.
we were all waiting for caipok
to come down and view our performance.
and i was scraping my table with a penknife.
cause kel had to pay 8 bucks for drawing on her table.
and i dint wanna pay.
so had to scrape.
thn i was happily scraping so i drew out the blade till it was the longest.
and i think i did it abit too fast.
the penknife sliced my finger.
and it started bleeding like profusely.
blood was gushing out.
like PWHAO!
it was kinda freaky.
my whole finger was numb.
i asked claire to follow me,
but that woman, was staring into space.
so i called pok.
and pok was so freaked out! haha.
but shes the sweetest.
she brought me all over to look for antiseptic.
and she had to hold the tissue on my finger.
with all my blood stained on her hands.
mr ng gave me the bandage yadayada.
and pok cleaned my wound for me.
thanks dear!
siewmin bandaged for me.
trng ltr.
couldnt rly do anything.
cause everytime i hit, blood would just come out.
and i had to change the dressing like three times.
went to class after trng to check out the deco.
it was great.
rui siewmin and i helped out.
did a whole lot of things.
just that the finger was quite inconvenient for me.
deco was really nice.
though some other classes deco is nicer,
but am still proud of the people who stayed back today.
(:
wish i could stay longer but siewmin's dad came alr.
and he gave me a lift home.
missed tabby's pizza. ):
theres trng tmr again.
i wonder how am i gonna train with that disabled finger of mine.
pfffft.
home now and the finger is still bleeding.
its quite amusing actually. haha.
and im scared to take the bandage off.
oh wtheck. :l

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
oooh. ive got a new album!
and new pics uploaded to school.
(:
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mrs seet wasnt in schl today again.
so first two periods we spent sewing again.
pfffft. i sewed it. mrs tan dint accept.
thn went back to class. gave out the malay things.
for racial harmony. pfffft.
pe after that.
arch of my foot had cramps so dint do.
thn when i wanted to do,
cause rui's grp short of 4 pple,
that mr ho scolded me okay!
he thought i was lying.
and he scolded me in front of the class.
wth la. thn everyone told me he was just as asshole.
twojustice rocks la. (:
thn mr ho came up to me and apologised. HAHA.
geog lesson ltr.
was a lil late. ms ng went through soem stuff.
had photo taking during recess.
molly's lesson. spent it studying for geog test.
thn geog test. RAHHHHH!
screwed the bloody test lah!!!!!! ):
i so wanted to pass this.
and now... shits.
stayed back to show caipok the dance item.
wasnt involved but pok and rui were so stayed back too.
im the shifu for grace! haha.
she dint know how to use the tamborines.
cause the songs they were singing was all languages.
so i was playing with it.
and rui said it sounded good with the songs.
so now im teaching grace!
(:
haha. manda and i are audience.
we get to go arnd the level and eat all the food. (:
collected our track suits.
its cool :P
went to ps with rui laura and pok.
ate at bk thn had to go spotlight.
had to get sth for pq day.
i spent such a long time just to get inspiration.
and took like one hr deciding on what to get.
but now rui laura and pok know what im doing alr. ):
oh wells. theres still meixian lorraine and siewmin.
left ps bout 6.
waited at serangoon bus stop for 147 to come.
15 min passed and i saw four 147s pass me.
was wondering why it dint stop.
and when i checked the bus numbers on the board,
147 doesnt even stop at that stop!
so i waited all that time for nth.
walked down to the other bus stop,
took 70 home.
my maid just came back with fish bee hoon from the market.
eating dinner alone.
now isnt that nice?
used to it anyways.
pfffffft. :l
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Monday, August 02, 2004
mrs tan dint believe i sewed my belt!
rahhh!
waste my time at the sec one bench and sew.
she doesnt know how embarrasing it is.
:l
got back chi paper today.
i passed! (:
haha. dint do well but its a small paper.
so its alright.
rui dint come to schl today.
mmmm. mrs seet dint come too.
so last period was slack.
its three now and im home.
now isnt that early?
not going for class in town and trng.
hafta study for geog.
i gotta pass.
and im gonna do better then her, yes karina?
its time for me to start studying anyway.
havent been touching my books.
shikes.
okay. offffff! (:

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Sunday, August 01, 2004
mmmm. match ytd with crescents.
won them 2-0. (:
so we're in the semis now!
stayed for trng after the match.
it was alright.
just that i really cannot bear to see dahlia go.
):
tuition ltrs.
gwen dint come.
had to sit with a couple of irritating people arnd me.
pfffft. :l
and my girlfriend says that rachel's hair look like they use a bowl to cut it.
-laughs.
hes the best la.

church today.
class today was soooo dry.
i almost slept. was yawning. :l
went down, passed leonard his stuff.
mmm. went up. freaky guys werent there anymore.
thank god.
sat at my corner today. (:
massed with the normal people.
kendrick is the meanest being okay.
he dint wanna sit in front of us because of ____.
had a fever during mass.
felt terrible.
and i couldnt kneel down properly,
cause of my bruises.
both knees okay!
godd. it hurt like hell.
lunched with manda julia rach matt and joshua.
today's neos was a disaster okay.
i was nv seen cause SOMEONE kept blockin face.
stupid matthias chia.
only one neo had my face.
oh wells. the camera was small anyway.
home ltrs.
watched tv. felt tired. so slept.
just woke up.
and theres a bloody geog test this tuesday.
i dint bring my textbook home.
how nice for me to study WITHOUT my textbook.
pfffft.
schl tmr.
the weekend passed so fast.
dizaru trip this friday.
heard the hotel is in a terrible state.
oh wells. just hope i dont start bleeding on that day. :l
ahahahahahs.

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