i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Friday, July 30, 2004
changing her life with your love,
has been so easy for you.
lucid words you said,deranged her deep inside.
she thought in all innocence that you cared.
you had something so real,
an embryonic infatuation captured her rugged heart.
the enticement was too zealous for her.
she'd yearn you'd be her cavalier forever more.

now that heart-rending affliction tortured her fragile heart,
leaving it tarnished and ruptured.
as she cringed and thought bout their supernatural love they shared.
it was your chivalry which enticed her.
to you, it was synthetic.
but to her, it was genuine.
she'd yearn you'd be her cavalier forever more

-

isolated \

sudden inspiration i have.
took me two hours to do that though.
ahahaha. quite proud of it actually.
(:
and gareth had to criticise it like crap.
rahhhhh!
nvm. manda said it was good. -smiles extra wide.
schl today was alright.
reen was in schl today!
and was LOST again in math class.
hate graphs. and the silly gradients. :l
thn ipw.
presentation in the drama studio.
and i hate jonathan cher.
to think people actually think hes cute.
pfffft.
he called me out when rui asked me a question.
and made me so embarrased.
):
watched the video of our match we had with yuhua ytd.
tmr's with crescents.
hope we win.
thn trng at delta.
i dont want caramello to go!!!!!
-cries.

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isolated \

Thursday, July 29, 2004
schl today was boring.
reen wasnt here.
manda wasnt here either.
but it was pretty alright with pok and rui.
had some math thingg.
australian test la.
dint know how to do the back part.
wtheck.
eng laters.
tanyenting was super slack today.
thn clit.
tanyongming let us watch crouching tiger hidden dragon.
chai bought food for us.
thn recess with kate!
talked quite alot. haha.
but manda wasnt here. ):
chinese.
pffft. got back our ting xie.
got zero la!
wth man.
caipokk loves my name or sth.
she keeps saying ZHANG MING ZHI!!
bahh. and she made all those pple who got zero stand.
thnk god she only had one period with us.
math. mrs seet was super early.
and i dint understand a single thing.
im so lost in math. :l
art was slack.
i was painting like mad. haha.
and the supposedly amanda portrait,
became some warrior thing.
-laughs.
match with yuhua at NYP.
they were so violent!
and vulgar too.
but we still managed to score a 2-0.
so i guess we're in the semis! (:
cabbed to delta for NATS.
was bout an hour late with rui laura meixian pok and vinnie.
after trng, dahlia had a talk with us.
she said she might not be coaching us anymore! ):
and she started tearing.
a few other pple cried too.
i kinda teared la. i mean its quite sad what!
dahlia's my idol know!
and when shes not our coach,
some korean coach called mr pak is taking over.
and hes pretty strict.
warm-up is 6 rounds.
late another 6 rounds.
so every monday i have to run 12 rounds.
cause i'll be late every monday.
I WANT DAHLIA BACK
AND I DONT WANT MR PAK!!!
)))))):

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isolated \

Wednesday, July 28, 2004
you shine like the stars in the sky,
you shine like the reflections on the water,
you shine like the moon ends in the night time

went to reen's play ytd.
it was great.
but the best thing was that reen did awfully well!
she looked so cute on stage! (:
well, obv since shes MY partner. haha.
there were really touching parts too.
but it was awesome! :P

morning jog this morning.
dint run though.
walked with kel and manda.
and mrs sng scolded us for sitting down.
but we went to the place where sec twos
always sit if you dont run.
so we all got scolded for nothing. :l
pffffffft. bias-ness.
back to class.
mrs tan called the normal pple out agn.
rahhhh! she finds a kick in seeing us sew at
the sec one level.
its so embarrassing and doesnt she get sick of it?
i am.
made me miss 15 min of math.
and i cannot miss it since im so lost on
what mrs seet is going through.
eng lit laters.
mrs sng was late.
so me, manda kel tab and tiong wanted to buy food.
when we came back,
sng was alr there.
and she locked us outside la!
i think shes having her menopause too.
one min so happy the next min face so black.
so we sat outside a full period.
molly's lesson next.
molly is so ego.
she calls herself a pleasant woman.
she thinks shes nice.
and she also thinks that smiles sweetly.
like HELLO????
menopause activated during science.
ohhhhh boyyyy.
shes got it man. :l
recess.
and caipok was behind me.
she was like: zhang ming zhi! na ge shi shen me?
and she pointed to my sports bra.
so i said: shi na ge yun dong chuan de.
and she started touching it.
cause it was a lil exposed at the neck part.
and i told her: lao shi. ni bu yao chen qi!
she then lifted up my shirt la!
embarrasing know!
then class.
it was caipok's lesson.
unfortunately so. had to see her again.
dint go through anything.
damn funny.
we were all playing with her.
for the first time. haha. (:
thn the rest went for lunch cause they were going
to the sports meet.
hockey pple couldnt go cause theres comp tmr.
and we had to train today.
i so wanted to go!!!!
and we were all stuck in schl till 3 whn coach came.
trained. pretty light.
match tmr with yuhua.
hope we win though.
thn after match gotta rush down to delta
for NATS.
stoning at home while everyone is screaming
at the national stadium.
):

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isolated \

Sunday, July 25, 2004
so if you see something funny
the next time your eyes meet mine,
that's because im first time.

church today.
class was kinda boring.
rachel wasnt here and manda too.
the activity outside class was much better.
haha. lynn and i were always lost.
-LAUGHS.
and we spent so much time downstairs
looking for debbie and all.
but actually they were upstairs waiting for us.
pfffffft. :l
mass laters. freaky guys were behind us again.
but they moved of halfway through.
realised i have alot of test next week.
tmr theres elit and eng.
elit's on macbeth. and im like [???] bout macbeth.
chinese is on tue,
and i dont even have the ci yu book.
shikes.
reen called after mass.
she said shes gonna be acting in some show.
and wanted me to go down and support ! (:
which obv i will la.
so anyone who wants to go down,
TELL REEEEEEEEENNNNN ! :P
but i can only make it on tuesday cause the rest
of the days have trng.
looking for pple to go down with me.
lunched with laura.
couldnt make it actually,
but my mom said she could give me a lift home
at 2 and fetch laura home too.
so ate lunch.
yeap. we talked alot. -winks.
but we promised each other not to tell anyone alr.
(:
home now.
brother's leaving for hostel in awhile.
but hes still on the com and not changed yet.
oh wtheck.

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isolated \

Saturday, July 24, 2004
just got back from tuition.
today's tuition might just be one of the
fun-est tuition i had.
science was alright.
stuff was boring but people were great.
thn math.
that was the bomb.
we had newman.
haha. that gay-assed shit guy.
and wee tao.
and mr tan was in a good mood today.
so everyone was damn noisy today.
and i was freezing today.
aircon was blowing straight at me.
thn trained to j8 with james.
it was fun la.
hes the lamest guy ive ever seen okay.
-laughs.
he gave me his schl badge.
actually no,
he found it in his schl hall.
so it wasnt exactly his.
walked arnd j8.
planned on eating dinner.
but i had only 2bucks in my wallet.
and he had 0.
so we walked arnd watsons with growling stomachs.
and we started lookin at gels and waxes.
i started knocking down everything.
so embarrasing. :l
and james has pokey hair.
very very hard i must say. haha.
mom gave me a lift home.
and james was way past his curfew.
my mom wanted to give him a lift home,
but that ass's phone was off.
JAMES READ THIS :
MY MOM WANTED TO GIVE
YOU A LIFT HOME.
BUT UR PHONE WAS
ENGAGED.

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isolated \

shes dreamed of this a thousand times before
but in her dreams she couldnt love him more
she would give her heart until the end of time
he's all she need, her love, her valentine

got up at bout 11 today.
no trng today.
no schl trng and no NATS.
i dontknw if its a good thing but i
finally get to rest.
quarters on thurs.
and the only trng we have left for schl is wed.
anyways,
was having my breakfast.
and my bro came.
figured that he off to stay in the hostel,
is actually good.
i dont seem to be quarelling with him anymore.
we were actually having breakfast together.
he was talking to me bout my hockey.
which obv i was interested in elaborating on.
so i told him bout the match ytd.
and he asked if i could score any goals.
and i was like blahblahblah.
and yadayadayada-ing away.
thn he asked bout my studies.
he seldoms or never asked bout my studies before.
so i told him bout my joining the NATS as well as SRC.
and he said bout my grades and all.
told me what subjects to take next year and all.
it was quite reassuring talking to him like that.
felt really good.
since i never had any talks with him like that.
(:
science and math tuition ltr.
training home with my babe.
-laughs.

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isolated \

Friday, July 23, 2004
its rui's birthday today ! ((((:
happy birthday rui !

schl today was fine.
some stupid spotcheck today.
caipok is so unreasonable.
kell was so pissed.
caipok caught me and kel cause we had no hooks?
pfffft.
mrs seet and tan too.
rahh !
its not that i dont wanna sew the belt.
its cause i only have one belt!
too poor la. haha.
the periods today were boring.
forgot bout my geog mindmap.
made to stand for one period.
along with pok manda and kel.
i looked quite silly actually.
my belt was pretty high and i was holding this textbook,
highlighting like nobody's buisness.
cause apparently, ms ng was going fast today.
reen said i looked like a nerd. thnks lah ! (:
recess with manda and karina today !
molly's lesson ltr.
left at 12.
had comp.
missed the experiments. ):
headed to delta.
first half was a 0-0.
thn second half we had a 7-0.
it was kinda like a miracle or sth.
i couldnt believe myself.
seeing the whole game from the back.
could tell everyone was fighting thier guts out to win.
rui, pok, abby, laura, meixian, minfang, winnie,
audrey, me, siewmin and lorraine
to me, this was the most victorious victory lah.
its amazing. haha.
siewmin and i were elated man.
lorraine was the best.
just stand there and model.
hahahahaha !
and i got injured again !
and its at the same spot rui hit me !
this time, it was weiloo.
haha. she sent another ball to my foot.
same leg, same place, same bump, new injury.
-whines.
now the bump is bigger.
stayed in schl till bout 6.
thn home.
bro is back again.
he dint have dinner.
and my maid bought me chicken rice.
so i shared with him my chicken rice okay !
haha. he looked quite sad lah.
there he was eating bread,
and here i am eating chicken rice.
so i gave him like 3/4 of my rice.
haha. hes out again.
watching a 930pm show.
its "i, robot" or sth lah.
supposed to go,
but too tired la.
so house is quite quiet now.
cept that my dogs are barking every now and then.
but thats better than silence.
havent given my bro his chocolates yet.
haha. cause last week when he came back,
he made me so angry.
so i ate the chocs up.
and i just bought him new ones.
and they are lying on my bed now.
looks rly temptin though. mmmmm.
oh wells. the entry is gettin long.
off now !

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isolated \

Thursday, July 22, 2004
you shine like the stars in the sky,
you shine like the reflections on the water,
you shine like the moon ends in the night time.

today was the slackest day okay.
first it was art.
mr foo helped me with it.
that chaichai bought food for us.
started eating while painting.
thn tanyenting wasnt in schl today.
so eng period was free.
manda and i went to get food.
kel was feeling kinda ill.
bought biscuits for her. (:
ate and talked.
manda was busy snapping pics.
that woman is mad.
thn clit.
watched crouching tiger hidden dragon thing.
tanyongming was blasting the bloody show.
tried sleeping and could hear pple fighting.
pfffft.
recess. kate went for comp.
so it was me and manda.
chinese ltr.
ting xie.
caipok is gonna fail me.
i dint know how to write anything lah !
kel's paper was the best.
totally empty.
but all i knew was those common sense words.
even pri kids could write them.
shits. fail alr lah ! -frowns.
assembly laters.
had some racial harmony talk.
lunched in schl.
bused to delta.
had trng. did do very well.
joan got pretty fed up. so was cookie.
wtheck. they were alright after the game.
and rui injured me !
-cries.
she sent this really hard flying ball to my foot.
and it was the side.
which means the bone was there.
i could even hear the sound.
now its a lil round.
pfffft. :l
comp tmr with siling.
laura says we gotta win.
i dontknw how they count it,
but laura said it as if it were imp.
so we've gotta win ! haha.

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isolated \

Wednesday, July 21, 2004
he was all the things she thought she knew
and she thought they could be
all this time he was pretending
so much for thier happy ending

karina's the sweetest being alive !
her gbk entry is the epitome of sweet !
ulitmate recognition for karina ! (:

just typed this super long entry
but it got erased.
pffft.
but im gonna type it all over again.

cabbed to schl this morning cause
it was raining.
and the taxi driver was so irritating.
he asked me which way to go.
but i normally take bus to schl.
so i dontknw the road name.
and i just told him to go straight.
but he was like "i want to know the raod name."
pissed man.
what a way to start the day.
morning jog later.
did the indoor route.
manda me and tab were pratically walking.
and there was this part we wanted to crawl.
and some SPECIAL people laughed at us.
maria sng wasnt in schl today.
so elit was just bout playing arnd.
i forgot what i did but it was fun lah.
molly's lesson next.
she keeps using the microphone.
its irritating me.
-frowns.
recess with kate.
FINALLY.
caipok's lesson after that.
did some cd rom in class.
the exercise was for us but
caipok was controlling the mouse.
it was boring.
almost slept until caipok called me.
she called me by my english name.
firstly she pronounced it wrongly.
forgivable since everyone does that too.
secondly, i nv did know she knew my english name.
portscher wasnt in schl today.
so home ec was me, myself and i.
haha. lame.
but yeah, i was doing myself.
jen and peiyu helped.
they are mad. (:
i was halfway washing and thn they'd just pop out
and help me.
awwww. haha.
manda's sponge cake was like a discus.
HAHAHAHAH.
it was like PHWOA.
so was mine. -hides.
had two cakes to bring home.
met portscher in two loyalty.
that idiot.
never come and help me.
gave her one cake.
she was so touched.
haha.
went outta schl with pqs.
had to take pic for my SRC thing.
than decided to have a haircut.
pok and meixian had thiers too.
i told the lady to LEAVE my fringe.
cause i badly wanted them to grow,
so i dont needa use my clips anymore.
but apparently she CUT my fringe.
and now it looks somehow like manda's.
which also means ive gotta use MORE clips.
now my ponytail's short.
which is good la.
cause it doesnt irritate my neck anymore
during trng esp.
was late for trng.
like an hour late.
cause of the haircut.
coach made us run 6 rounds.
but we ended up running 4 rounds.
which is bad enough since the rest dint even do warmup.
bus-ed home.
msged my ding on the way.
let out some things.
felt damn good.
but he refuses to tell me anything.
which i feel im supposed to know. -winks.
but wtheck.
trng tmr.
rui and i left our shoebags in schl.
haha. airing it lah.
so no needa bring so many things to schl tmr.
another strenous week of trng for me again.
-fainttttsss.

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isolated \

Tuesday, July 20, 2004
how can we ever be free again
after all the shouting and crying,
trying to hurt one another for nothing
things will get better again

molly leong is getting on my nerves.
science today was a load of crap.
the way molly uses her microphone is retarded.
bahhhh.
that ass. :l
talked to manda today.
sorted out everthing.
that asshole.
idealistic bastard man.
rahhhhhh !
YOU LIAR !
-screams.

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isolated \

Monday, July 19, 2004
fifty thousand tears i cried,
screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you
you will just be someone my heart used to cling onto
but i guess all these are too profound for you to fanthom.
LIAR.

-

isolated \

Saturday, July 17, 2004
talk to me thats what my love is here for
cant stand to see those tears in your eyes
i'll do anything to make it right again

havent touched my com in awhile.
which explains my lack of daily bloggin.
realised i had trng everyday for this week.
cept for tmr that is.
and im all red now.
ive got 5 different tanlines now. :l
which happens to be very unsightly.
esp for one.
rahhhh !
so damn obvious.
which is why i make it a point to wear jeans.
okay. enough of crap.
quite alot of things happened. -winks.
ahahahahs.
but im satisfied with it actually.
:)))))))
hmmmm.
ive got nth much to blog on lah.
pfffft. im very tired. :l

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isolated \

Wednesday, July 14, 2004
there's a girl in my mirror
i wonder who she is
sometimes I think I know her
sometimes I really wish I did

there's a story in her eyes
Lullabies and goodbyes
when she's looking back at me
i can tell her heart is broken, easily

cos the girl in my mirror is cryin' tonight
and there's nothing I can tell her
to make her feel alright
oh, the girl in my mirror is cryin' cos of you
and I wish there was something
something I could do

if I could, I would tell her
not to be afraid
the pain that's she feeling
the sense of loneliness will fade

so dry your tears and rest assured
love will find you like before
when she's looking back at me
i know nothing really works that easily

cos the girl in my mirror is cryin' tonight
and there's nothing I can tell her
to make her feel alright
oh, the girl in my mirror is cryin' cos of you
and I wish there was something
something I could do

i can't believe it's what I see
that the girl in the mirror
the girl in the mirror is me

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isolated \

math in the mornin.
got back our class test paper.
only four pple passed lah.
haha.
sat with manda today cause minglu left ld.
she started laughin whn she got back hers.
i also started laughin.
thn she asked how much i got.
damn pathetic lah.
i did the whole damn paper and i only got 2.
all the questions wrong cept for one.
and manda left the whole paper blank and
did one question.
she got it correct.
haha. and it was a 3 mark question.
HAHA. thn the both of us started laughin agn.
elit ltr.
mrs sng was in a bad mood.
came in started scolding everyone.
sent me back to my seat.
thn halfway through the lesson,
reen couldnt find her phone.
she panicked, so did i.
we were lookin all over for her phone.
thn she borrowed my spare phone to msg her mom.
thn mrs sng saw and took the phone away !
i dint rly mind since it was the lousy phone.
thn after class, mrs sng talked to reen.
that poor girl came back crying.
i would too if my phone was lost.
mrs sng returned my phone.
and she wanted to talk to me now.
thn she started screamin at me.
say i cant lend reen my phone,
and not use it during lessons time.
pffffft.
like almost the whole class uses it lah !
bahhhhhh !
molly leong's lesson next.
i think shes gonna have her menopause or sth.
terrible moodswings she has.
came in scolding pple again.
spent one period scolding.
and there she was blaming us for wasting her time.
pffffft.
shes damn ego.
"i will only be angry if neccessary,
i can smile,
im sure you want to see me smile all the time right ?"
than she gives that smile which irks me so much.
home ec !
cooked siewmai.
haha. damn funny.
kel was doing all the odd jobs.
and i realised that black thing on the prawn is not shit,
but intestines. eeeeeeeewww.
it tasted damn good.
but manda puked. :l
hope shes alright now.
math remedial.
screwed man.
dint know a single thing.
trng latr.
coach dint come.
watched the video of the match we played ytd.
slacked arnd. nth to do anyways.
siewmin and i werent really needed anywhere.
decided to do some flicks.
thn got scolded so sat on the pitch.
while meixian and laura went to beg mrs chan to
let us take part in the SRC comp.
actlly mrs chan quite mean lah.
just cause she wants to go to dizaru early,
thn she forbid us to go for the comp.
the comp falls on the same day as our sports trip see.
pfffft.
walked out with siewmin.
bought chocolates for my bro.
haha. i dint even knw why i even bought for him.
was thinkin of passing them to my mom,
so that she can pass it to him whn she visits.
chocolates gives him energy see.
so whn hes studying,
he can eat and stay awake !
haha. lame lah.
currently in a stoning mood now.
okay. this entry is long.

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isolated \

Tuesday, July 13, 2004
got locked out of class during math.
why ?
cause manda and i were takin a slow walk back
from the track.
pffft.
tab and kell too.
but only for a lil while.
got back in bout 10 min ltr.
thn pe.
played hockey !
damn fun man.
we were playin nonsense lah.
and tab was attacking everyone.
even our own team.
haha.
the game was so messy ! (:
but it was still fun.
alan ho was like helpin every team against us.
idiotic thing.
science after recess.
stupid molly leong.
she was smiling the whole time.
so act cute. rahhhhh !
thn she starts her lecture.
"girls, today i dont want to get angry."
and she STARES at me.
thn she continues...
"i dont want anyone to talk during my lesson,
and i dont want to scold anyone."
and now she FROWNS at me.
rahhhhhhhh !!!! cynical bitch !
science test next.
screwed the whole bloody test lah !
the answers were all rubbish.
pfffft.
i'd be glad if i passed,
which i doubt i will anyways.
oh wtheck.
match with swiss cottage today.
we won 5-0.
thank god.
that schl's coach is a bloody SORE LOSER !
he does dirty tricks just to waste time.
why ?
because if we score 6 goals,
thier schl would be out.
and with all tht time they wasted,
we might've scored another two more goals or sth.
shits.
was damn pissed lah.
but my babe managed to clam me down.
haha. pffffft.
siewmin gave me a lft home.
yeap. home now.
brother just called just now.
i thought he was gonna say he missed me or sth.
but apparently it was asking my maid to get his clothes.
haha. shikes.
now i think hes bout to sleep and im still
hammering away on this keyboard.
pfffft. nites all.
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isolated \

Monday, July 12, 2004
happy birthday manda !

today's my darling bestie's birthday !
gave manda a surprise.
but it was kinda spoiled by kelly.
haha.
but i hope she liked the present
from kate and i.
and the cake too !!! (:
courtesy of laura helpin as well.
schl as usual.
i think the schl should just sack caipok.
shes paid to teach us right,
and she made us form our grps and teach ourselves.
not like its bad,
but i'd rather the schl fire her butt off.
and not forgetting molly leong.
pfffffft.
than eng lit.
i just rmbed im lady macbeth.
and my husband is rui ! haha.
ayee. i cant rmb the lines.
shikes. whatever.
thn math. i hate the topic.
its so stressful.
bus-ed to delta.
had a match with england.
the jerseys were damn cool.
there was this singapore flag on it.
but the skirt's damn short.
won them 3-0. (:
never did expect us to win though.
took pictures after that.
i wanna upload but my com is seriously bitchin on me.
now the programm for my cam is gone.
shits. :l

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isolated \

Sunday, July 11, 2004
the greatest distances in the world
is not btwn the north & south poles
nor is it btwn the moon & the sun
but its e fact tht im next to you
but you dont even knw i love you

im supposed to be bloggin at night.
but joshua wants to see sth new.
so fine. there you go.
SOMETHING NEW. (:

late for church today.
actually i wasnt that late.
just 10 min late only.
girls were all wearing black and blue.
coincidentally.
haha. we've got telepathy you see.
after class, canteen to meet up with everyone.
thn went up for mass with,
manda, lynn, rach, julia, joshua, gareth, ken and joel.
dint get to sit at my corner today. ):
some bastards were sitting there instead.
mass was damn freaky.
cause at first we had our protectors,
but apprently, ken was showing attitude [haha]
and they moved one bench away.
those bastards behind were like... RAHHHH !
it was freaky.
both me and manda were damn scared.
my leg was shivering okay.
im serious. :l
when mass ended, it was raining.
joshua's mom wanted to give us a lift to j8.
but laura and i wanted to run in the rain.
so rach and manda followed joshua's mom.
i gave up after awhile.
dint want my hair to be flattened.
so i borrowed laura's jacket as shelter.
rach said i look spastic with that jacket over me.
haha. thanks alot lah.
got my lunch treat from joshua.
and after that he was broke. hah.
lunch was pretty embarrasin for me.
shikes.
watched mean girls.
manda dint watch. but it was still fun all the same.
the shows damn bimbotic. but got some parts quite funny.
show ended bout 4 plus.
and joshua has a fetish for stepping on my shoes.
im serious. he keeps on stepping on my shoe.
and it always trips me without fail.
mom came and gave laura a lift home.
came home.
my brother's off to stay in the hostel.
im actually starting to miss him.
now ive got noone to talk to.
not like i tell my brother everything,
but at least theres someone lah.
and when my mom's in a bad mood,
at least my brother's here.
shikes.
i wish my brother dint go to the hostel.
pfffft.
but good thing is hes coming home twice a week i think.
so i guess i'll be seeing him soon ! (((:
NATS match tmr with some england country.
kinda scared actually.
oh wells.
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
two justice rocks like shit
ive got support !!!
at least now i know everyone hates molly.
YAYY ! :D
thank god.
(:
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and even if the sun refused to shine
even if romance ran out of time
you would still have my heart
until the end of time

trng in the morning at nyp.
thn rui laura and i were walkin together
and happily singing brother john.
SUDDENLY something just went splat.
i thought it was some leave.
thn i saw my shirt.
it had green dots all over !
followed by rui's scream.
she had birdshit on her bag !!!
how unlucky.
i had shit on my shirt lah !
and i was on my way for trng somemore know !
tell me how to wipe my sweat ?
pffffffft. :l
after that,
went to delta for NATS trng.
left early cause i had to rush for tuition.
reached there bout 1o min late.
gwen and nigel had food to munch on.
and that actor xianbin came today.
-laughs.
science ended early.
nigel came up with this crazy idea to go take neos.
gwen and i were like [???]
so okay lor.
xianbin came along too.
took neos.
xianbin is gay.
in every pic he was kissing nigel.
what is the world coming to.
was late for math.
shikes.
was damn tired after trng.
so i wasnt really concentrating
until james sent me a msg to wake me up.
HEH.
after tuition had to go to somerset.
so trained with james.
that idiot is so idiotic.
pffft. haha.
but hes hilarious.
had fun in the train.
dinner at some restaurant.
home now. and im all red.
cause im badly sunburnt.
pffft. :l
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Friday, July 09, 2004
was talkin to vanessa,
she said whn i left class,
everyone was rolling thier eyes at molly
when she lectured them.
haha. esp chloe.

vanessa ;
stressed out! bahhhhhhh- says:
just dun care abt her! 2 justice supports you! (:

chloe;
thou shalt not hate //imnuts!!!!! says:
e whole class hates molly larh.
thou shalt not hate //imnuts!!!!! says:
everyone were on your side.

my class rocks lah.
i bet molly is the one with no friends.
how sad.
shikes. its getting to me.
PFFFFT. :l
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all the lies we told
in the games we play
and the longer i think it over
the harder it is to say

ive got ALOT to blog about.
so if you dont like reading,
too bad. (:

schl today was thrash.
was late cause transport came late.
and caipokk put the blame on me
when mrs seet asked if it was her period.
caipok : sorry orh. today na4 ge4 zhang1 ming2 zhi1 late.
we were supposed to take temp today.
pffft. thn english next.
dint bring the summary thing.
tanyenting kept picking on me.
answering all the questions. :l
thn science.
molly leong.
RAHHHHHHHHH !!!!!
i so hate her now.
i was eating some bread and she just nice caught me
whn i put the bread down.
so she made me stand.
and she asked me to give her reason why i ate.
so i said hungry.
thn she said recess cannot eat ah.
and in my mind i was thinkin,
like as if she hasnt eaten during lesson time whn she was schooling.
she started scolding me in chinese.
i was damn pissed lah.
i dint knw whether to laugh or just remain dao.
cause smiling can normally resolve everything. haha.
decided to stay dao.
cause she was being dao to me as well.
she wanted me to apologise.
so i did.
thn she dint accept lah.
physco maniac know !
thn she sent me out of class to eat my bread.
obv i dint eat cause she bloody spoilt my appetite.
came in five min ltr.
she was still talkin wht happened to me.
and she's 15 min late today and blamed me for wasting time.
ARGGGHHHHH !!!!
and when i wasnt in class,
she asked the class if i had any friends,
and if im always like that.
like WTH ???
but the class spoke up for me.
esp amanda and kell. ((((:
thn molly talked to me after class.
pffffft.
from today onwards i officially hate molly leong.
I HATE HER !!!
i cant take it alr !
shes such a bloody bitch okay !!!
-screams.

to __ ; you are seriously such a loser. pffft.
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
there are two kinds of love,
our love and god's love
but god makes both of them

that sounds damn spiritual right ?
haha.
anwyay, schl today was alright lah.
assembly as usual was boring.
thn during clit,
amanda tab kell and i were damn bored.
so went to the water cooler.
and there were these few pri kids playing
"what time is it mr wolf."
haha. so we decided to play with them.
they were damn cute lah.
kell and manda were the wolves.
and everytime they said "dinner time" and "ROARRRR !"
the girls would just start screaming and screaming.
thn they'll run away. haha.
went back for clit after a long time.
haha. started playing hangman.
had no idea what tanyongming was talkin bout.
tab's one were all tough ones.
BUT i still guessed it anyways ! (:
after recess was assembly.
it was boring.
some science thing going on.
but bernice and mersa were sitting with us.
so it was actually fun.
haha. bernice kept making me laugh.
retarded lah.
after assembly, met up with rui, pokk and meixian.
whn i went there,
they were all rapin each other lah !
so i obv joined in.
pullin blouses apart.
haha. lucky i was wearing pe shirt.
thn did some other stuff.
canteen for lunch.
thn headed for NATS trng.
got out hockey allowance today !!!
YAYY !!! :D
im $33 richer.
but i cant spend it. pffffft.
im saving money you see.
sheesh. home now.
im damn tired.
but i still blogged.
for those who comes to my blog daily.
(:
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
baby, baby, he'd get down on his knees for her
if she'd only love him like she used to
they had a love, a love you dont find everyday
and it just slipped away.

molly leong as our bio tchr.
pffft.
shes damn lame i tell you.
ytd she comes into class, and she goes,
"class, whn i count one, two, three,
raise up your notebooks okay ?"
and thn she starts counting and we have to
raise our notebooks.
sheesh.
her voice is so monotonous.
just like the girl who screamed on the viking.
-looks at amanda. (:
today's lesson was not that good either.
whole lot of notes to copy.
and agn it was sooooo boring.
the jokes she says are like [???]
the worst part is she laughs at her own jokes.
and whn noone laughs she says we must have some
humour during lesson time.
just ytd, she wanted us to be serious. :l
and whn we are busy copying notes on the transparency,
she just takes it off.
pffffffffft.
caipok's lesson next.
mass change of places.
tab got changed to sit with michelle.
reen and i, sarah and chloe, were the only pairs
who wasnt moved i think.
thats what everyone says. haha.
reen says we are fated. tht girl's damn cute.
tab and michelle sitting in front of me,
tiong and daphne behind,
and pokehh and kell way behind.
GREAT ROW HUH ! (: people damn funny.
this term's gonna be fun.
thn home ec next !
we were baking sheperd's pie.
did with kell.
i was chopping the onions and tht kelly was talking to me,
so as i chop chop chop chop chop,
the knife cut my thumb lah !
now its red and the skin has peeled.
its hideous and awfully painful.
shikes. all kelly's fault lah ! (:
so changed duty.
cooked the chicken now.
was waiting for kelly to pour the oil in,
thn she dint tell me she was pouring in,
and the oil all splat out lah !
thn my hand abit not holding the pan only lah.
so had hot oil on my hand. ):
hazardous. haha.
cooked cooked cooked.
tried my work. mmmmhmmm.
it was good naturally. haha.
but rui said the chicken was nice.
i cooked the chicken okay ! haha.
thn math remedial.
it was alright.
trng ltrs.
coach came in a bad mood,
so it was supposed to be a serious kinda trng.
but meixian laura and i couldnt help laughing at some parts
and coach ended up laughin too. haha.
penalty shots at the last part.
first time i did it. haha.
lift home from siewmin's dad.
theres math homework.
but i dont hafta hand in tmr,
so i'll just do it tmr.
and i wanna catch mean girls !!!
amanda !!! sunday okay ? (((:

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Tuesday, July 06, 2004
oh. i forgot to add.
ive got the cutest sitting partner okays !
reen's damn cute.
she wanted to get me this really belated birthday present.
so i told her get me earsticks from thomson plaza.
and she was like okay !
so today she came to schl with my present.
and it was this box lah.
so i opened it.
and there was this really pretty ceramic box.
lifted the cap of the box,
and saw four packets of earsticks inside !
hahaha.
and her card's really nice too.
i tell you, shes damn cute okay. (:
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theres just one more thing i need to know
if this is love why does it scare me so
there must be something only you can see
casue boy i feel it when you look at me

assembly this morning.
amanda kell and i decided to visit the toilet.
laughing like mad in the toilet.
casue manda was doing her ultraman thing.
hilarious.
you should ask manda to show it to you.
and her newest, latest move is the barney song !
so we spent like 15 min in the toilet lah.
went out after ms choo gave her famous speech.
and mrs tan called us out.
so we were like shit.
mrs tan was like asking how come we spent
so long in the toilet.
manda cocked up sth tht kel had constipation.
so she went on and on talking bout the time yada.
thn she started checking our belts.
shikes man. in front of the sec ones
she had to embarrass us. :l
went back to class.
caipokk wanted to see us again.
went up to two loyalty.
it was supposed to be a lecture but i,
upon seeing caipok's bright blue shirt,
burst out laughin. manda started laughing
and so did caipok. haha.
so it bacame some laughing thing.
haha. funny shit.
after recess mrs tan wanted to check our belts agn.
agn another embarrasing moment outside
three loyalty. :l
went back and had to resew the buckle.
thn caipok dint want me to stand cause
i asked manda to help me.
i dint knw how to sew you see.
manda dint exactly do a very good job either. :)
thn caipok volunteered to help me sew. haha.
caipok. sewing. doesnt go.
so anyway, gave her belt.
she said she could sew, so i trust her.
thn she couldnt poke the needle in
and she gave an excuse saying
the needle to thick lah, cannot go in.
stupid know. i ended up sewing it myself.
pizza after schl. courtesy of kelly.
major bitching in class.
rui, pokeh, meixian, manda, me and bel was just listenin.
ycs after that.
left early cause had to go tan tok seng.
met gab at novena with manda.
i couldnt visit his grandfather
though i rly wanted to see him.
wanted to see his condition and all BUT gabriel dint allow.
so wtheck lah.
so went to starbucks first.
thn gab came.
said some jokes and those lame things lah.
and gab keeps saying im slow.
idiot asshole.
just cause i said the wrong ans for 26 divide by 3.
PFFFT.
thn on the train back,
he kept making fun of me again !
if your reading this gabrielgohshuliang,
YOU ARE A BITCH !
HAH HAH HAH ! :]
home now.
i think ive got math homework.
but guess wht.
i dint bring my textbook home.
trng tmr.
ayee. nvm. i need a tan anyways.
i hafta be tanner than kendrick.
or else he'll keep braggin on and on.
wait and see. I WILL BE. (:
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Monday, July 05, 2004
just a little word
such an easy way
but the longer i think bout it
the harder it is to say

mom woke me up at 730 in the morning.
to walk my dog.
TO WALK MY DOG know !
she woke me up so early to walk my dog !
can you beat that ?
pffft.
and after walking my dogs,
i couldnt sleep alr.
shikes.
went online at 8.
and noone was online.
how pathetic.
everyone was sleeping thier heads off.
cabbed to my uncle's hse with my dad and brother.
had to pray to my grandfather or sth.
but i dint do it lah.
had lunch.
came home. packed my stuff.
ive got class in town ltr.
thn rush for trng a delta.
doing weights today.
shikes.
my bro went out to watch spiderman 2.
pffft. i wish i coould go out as well.
stupid schedule i have.
):
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Sunday, July 04, 2004
you soul is like a secret
that i could never keep.
when i look into your eyes,
i know that its true.

i actually do have alot to blog about.
but after that phonecall i got from phonsie,
ive got no more mood.
so im gonna sum up the day in random scribbles.
class today was alright.
got my present from phonsiee.
thnks. (:
mass with manda, karina, rach, lynn, julia etc.
thn lunched with manda, rach etc.
home now.
stoning like shit.
okay. ive really got no mood to blog.
shits. :l
and you are the cause of it.
for not believing me.
thank you very much.
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Friday, July 02, 2004
it began in all innocence
then one day holding his hand
i realise my head's been in the clouds
while he's been taking a stand.

ytd's dinner was damn fun.
haha.
and rui eats oyster ommelete but she doesnt like oysters.
makes any sense ? no. haha.

youth day today.
had lessons first thn went to the hall.
had some one min performance.
the most embarrasing moment of my life.
pffft. :l
thn got the glitter off my head with the help of manda and karina.
walked out to the bus stop.
saw daph and yuwei.
they were sick man.
yuwei had his hands all over daph.
sheesh. and not like yuwei is some hunk or anything.
sorry daph if ur reading this but you deserve better. (:
town ltr.
met greg for spiderman and he said only one friend came,
but ended up the whole gang came.
and nigel was there too !
haha.
i hope hes reading this cause if i see him tmr,
hes gonna die.
i was waiting for the movie to start so i
stood while the rest sat and there was nigle happily snapping
pictures of me. how very smart of him.
watched the show.
it was good.
personal preference.
very good i mean.
but there were scary parts lah.
the show was damn long.
after tht greg went off and karina had to leave
so we all left.
and unfortunately we met greg and his friends agn.
walked out together.
tht small idiot kept making fun of me.
):
hes gonna get it on sunday too.
he and lynn ah. cheekycheeky.
home now. waiting for my dinner to arrive.
tmr theres a match with regent.
at 9. and i gotta get up at 6.
sheesh. thn trng from 1-3.
tuition from 5-7.
argh.
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