i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Wednesday, June 30, 2004
i am nothing without you,
just a shadow passing through ;

morning jog today.
forgot bout it and wore blouse to schl.
so i looked like a bloody idiot running
three rounds in my blouse. shits.
thn caipokk cam in for lesson.
she keeps on scolding karmen now.
pffft. :l
thn had elit test.
damn difficult lah. at least to me.
thn recess. everyone was quite moody.
thn amanda left for home at bout 11.
she had severe stomach pain.
tht lucky ass skipped home ec test.
so did kelly.
but home ec was still fun lah.
peiyu and jenn were crapping with me.
funny people man.
mdm mah got pretty fed up with us.
but she looks damn cute whn shes angry.
thn whn she was scolding,
three of us burst out laughing.
ahahahas. hilarious.
after schl stayed for math remedial.
thn hanged arnd class with rui pokk and meixian.
waited for kate until bout 250.
went out to macs for lunch.
talked alotalotalot.
told her things, she told me things and we discussed things. (:
felt much better after talkin to her.
were talking bout almost everything we could think of.
funny man. haha.
left at bout 450.
home now. finished my math and art work.
i doubt my art work will pass.
oh wells. :l
i dont draw anyways.
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isolated \

Sunday, June 27, 2004
i gave my all
but i think my all may have been too much
cause lord knows we're not geting anywhere
seems we're always blowing whatever we've got going

woke up at 12 today.
panick-ed cause i thought we were meeting at 1215.
thn ken called saying it was 1315.
so had conference with ken and manda !
all arranging bout the outing.
thn to idle some time,
i started on my art work.
happily do until forget the time.
so i took a cabby there.
and even when i was late,
i let this woman with her son take first know !
good deed number one. (:
thn josh called saying he was there alone.
as usual, amanda and ken were late.
thn when i got off the cab.
and old lady came and say
"xiao meimei, wo mei you qian chi fan, ke yi gei wo
liang kuai qian mah ?"
and i only had like 17 bucks today lah.
so fine, gave her two bucks.
good deed number two. (:
met ken and josh. amanda still havent arrived.
thn laura said hi and christine ran away.
ken said she was scared of me.
wth man.
so josh and i were making ken chase chris.
which was quite retarded lah.
called amanda. thn the same old woman went up to ken
and ask for a dollar !
the SAME WOMAN know !
i got cheated of my two dollars lah ! :l
amanda finally came.
cabbed to town.
ken paid. ahahahs.
walked to lido.
bought tics for hp3.
i dint watch it with kate ! ):
had bout half hr to spare.
had lunch.
crapped alot. alot i mean.
we were all laughin like shit lah.
looked quite spastic also. haha.
and ken kept on stepping on my shoe.
idiot.
went in for the show.
sat front row.
it was okay lah the show.
i wouldnt say i enjoyed it
cause ken and josh kept scaring me at those scary parts.
what asses.
my necked ached like shit.
it was quite late.
had to go for mass.
wasnt late for mass though.
cept tht ken kept on trippin me.
he thinks its really fun.
pffft. immature. :l
went for mass with amanda, john and daniel.
they were cathecists, so we couldnt talk that much.
but everything was okay lah.
just tht some people were an eyesore.
came home after mass.
shikes. schl starts tmr.
so does my comp.
i dont wanna got to schl !
i dont want the hols to end ! ):
but the good thing is i get to see all my friends agn !
esp kate.
but i havent done my work yet.
oh. wtheck.
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isolated \

Saturday, June 26, 2004
i remember it was summer time
and it hadnt rained for weeks
the only water falling down
was the tears on both her cheeks

trng this morning. :l
the weather was fine lah.
mom forced me ta put sunblock.
why ?
cause she said i might get skin cancer.
pfffft.
after trng, we were throwing bottle caps arnd.
ahahahas. i dontknw who thought of it but its fun.
thn rushed for tuition.
late for science again.
im quittin science alr.
first it doesnt fit my trng timings.
starts at 3 and my trng ends at 3.
second, im not learning anything.
sorry to say tht but its broing too. :l
oh wells.
thn math class ltr.
my sexy babe was late today by a few min.
haha.
math today was good.
i listened to mr tan okays !
just tht i forgot to bring my claculator.
and he kept on calling my ah moi.
wth man.
thn after class, my sexy babe was downstairs. (:
passed him my songlist.
walked out. and compared our height and tan.
and obv im darker AND taller.
he cheated cause of his hair and shoes.
went to heartland mall i forgot for wht so i came out.
thn saw my sexy babe again. ahahahs.
and he kept on insisting hes taller.
man. babes dont accept facts graciously do they ?
:P
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isolated \

Friday, June 25, 2004
i wandered around the streets of this town
trying to find the sense of it all,
the rain on my face covers the trace
of all the tears i'd had to waste /

met my mom in town today.
went for lunch at nydc.
the food there's really good.
:)
i wanted to go shop.
cause according to my bro, today's
the last day for the singapore sale.
but i dint in the end.
pffffft.
my mom had gym and i dint wanna shop with my aunty alone.
she'll keep saying,
this too ugly, that too expensive.
i'll just die shopping with her.
and ltr on i think theres charesmatic.
amanda says it might be cancelled.
she hasnt told me yet.
but i doubt anyone's going anyways.
might as well idle the day at home.
shikes. :l
schl's gonna open on mon.
early mornings again.
boring day
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isolated \

Thursday, June 24, 2004
something is hurting
way deep down inside,
showing the scars of
the ghosts that are hiding ;

ive got trng again ltr.
theres gonna be a friendly with northland
at NYP at 4-6.
thn rush down to delta for NATS trng
from 6-8. :l
what a day.

im done with math, chinese jian bao
and the close passage.
im halfway through art.
and i havent touched the rest yet.
-screams.

ive got a bloody hanging com.
i think it has some virus or sth.
it will restart itself over and over again.
pffffft.
thank god ive got one com in my room.
now my brother has no com to use.
my dad's gonna ask the guy to come over and repair the com.
i just hope all my documents wont be gone
or i swear i'll just cry. :(
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isolated \

Wednesday, June 23, 2004
stoning the whole day at home
been on the com since the time i woke up.
and i havent touched my work yet.
maybe i'll do it ltr
with tht little time i have left. :l
pfffffft.
my muscles are aching.
i think its because of monday's NATS trng.
we were doing weights.
now my arms, legs and butt is aching.
shikes.
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isolated \

Tuesday, June 22, 2004
this is a story of a girl ;
who cried a river
and drowned the whole world

met amanda in the morning.
she had hotcakes for breakfast.
thn matt and greg came.
follwed by rach and lynn.
and josh was last.

trained to pasir ris.
i think we were noisiest there. :)
amanda and i were taking pictures like mad.
ahahahahhas.
we've engaged a couple of models too.
:P
thn bus to escape.
amanda and i were taking pictures like mad.
ahahahs.
bought the tickets.
greg wanted to warm up first.
so we went on the viking.
josh and matt were saying the cath high pledge
while on the ride.
hilarious. ahahas.
thn after the second time,
josh got all pale. :l
so he sat down whn we all went for wet and wild.
amanda and i were soaked. :S
went on more rides to dry ourselves.
josh dint sit much cause i think he was scared or a lil sick. :l
amanda matt greg and i were sitting almost everything.
there were new rides too !
tht ride was horrid.
i cracked my neck whn i sat the first time with greg
and i also cracked my neck the second time i sat with amanda.
it was like slamming you onto the sides.

thn lunched.
greg and lynn were the cheekiest pple alive !
-winks at amanda.
thn wildwildwet ! (:

josh dint wanna go at first
cause he had no change of clothes
and he ended up going
cause we persuaded him to. :)

went in grandly cause we had complimentary passes
and whn everyone was waitin
we just strode in.
ahahahhas.
amanda and i wanted to do it again !
went into the "shiok pool" thts wht they call it.
splashed water on each other.
ahahahs.
thn bought the floats.
went into the pool again.
overturned matt greg and josh alot of times. (:
thn went to some wave pool.
i almost got drowned okays.
cause it was deep and there were floats everywhere
and i got squashed in between and swallowed alot water.
it was really messy.
coughed like crap.
amanda and josh helped me up. (:

thn matt and greg went for some ride.
we all wanted to go but we had to take off our shirts
so we stayed with josh who was so shy to expose his body.
ahahahs.
finally, they came back.
so amanda matt greg and i wanted to go on some other ride
and rach lynn and josh went on four rounds of the
"shiok pool".
and after tht, played arnd again.

got quite late so we all changed.
and greg was fightin with me over the
FUNKEY card. idiot.
cause we thought we could bring it home
but we couldnt in the end. :(

ate rach's brownie on the way out.
it was really yummy.
walked out to the bus stop and
josh bought me durian ice cream. (:
and i kept on faking matt tht it was chocolate ice cream
cause they added coloring till it became yellow.
matt actually believed for awhile,
thn ltr lynn said it was durian.
and i was like its chocolate.
even amanda and josh said it was chocoloate.
matt dint believe so he just snatched
the ice cream from me and took a bite.
ahahahahs ! hilarious. :P

trained to ang mo kio.
the rest stopped at bishan.
they went for dinner.
home now and ive got alot of work to do.
shikes.
i dont want the hols to end ! :(

today wouldve been funner -looks at amanda and josh. if
karina came. :l

happy birthday karina dear !

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isolated \

Sunday, June 20, 2004
accidentally in love ; counting crows

church today.
met rach and matthias at the bkshop.
and amanda as usual was late.
ahahas.
went up for mass.
josh was alrdy there.
dint sit at my corner today.
:(
mass was really fun today.
amanda was laughing her head off.
cause i told her i dreamt of me
having white hair.
and she just burst out laughing.
i swear it was so embarrasing. :l
thn after the our father,
josh needed to go to the toilet.
like real badly.
ahahahs.
matt was like,
"joshua needs to go to the toilet."
and when we all looked at joshua
he was like sitting side ways.
hilarious man. (:

lunched with amanda and rach.
josh and matt had to leave.
so anyways,
had chicken rice.
yumm. :P
after tht walked arnd.
saw jane.
walked somemore.
we were looking for something you see.
left at bout two.
lookinf forward to tuesday !
karina's birthday ! :D

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isolated \

Saturday, June 19, 2004
some people just have no originalty.
no brains of your own.
monkey see, monkey do.
thats what you are.
i would love to write your name here,
but it wouldnt be nice.
and you wouldnt want your name here
anyways.
im saving you some face,
be grateful. :)
-looks at amanda.
that woman knows who im referring to.
HAH !

anyways, trng todays.
pffft. :l
bloody hot sun too.
but i think ive got a tan alrdy !
i'll ask amanda tmr. :)
after trng rushed off for tuition.
was a lil late for science.
boring as usual. :l
thn math ltr.
met my hot and sexy babe.
he passed me my static-x cd.
:P
thank you babe !

talking to amanda now.
shes hilarious okays !
bitching bout tht un-original person.
pffft.
AND we are talking bout tmr !!!
:)))))
ahahahahs ! im mad ! and so is amanda !
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isolated \

Friday, June 18, 2004
I LOVE LAURA !
:)
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isolated \

in the shadows

trng again this mrning.
met everyone at amk at 1130.
almost overslept. pffft.
delta by bus.
the journey's like one over hour.
crazy.
all of us slept in the bus.
friendly with cresents today.
played three matches.
won the first and second with
cdiv and bdiv respectively.
i think we drew the last match.

went for desert after that
with laura rui pokehh and meixian.
and on the way,
rui hit my eye with her stick.
it was really painful.
since she just went PWHAO !
now theres this bump near my eye.
:( -frowns.

thn after eating,
i told rui "you are going down !"
as in shes gonna get it from me in a joking way.
and she was like "going where ?"
ahahahahahs. tht woman's damn funny.
thn we saw this crow with the parts dislocated.
matthias's kinda thing. :)
and i was like
"look birds wings !"
and rui was like
"the birds are shedding thier wings."
haha ! laughed again.
rui's full of crap lah.
took bus home again.
over an hr long journey
since i lived the furthest.

trng tmr again.
meeting 915.
having tht hr long bus ride to delta again.
thn ltr rush off for tuition. :l
someone tell me wht kinda holiday is this ?
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isolated \

Thursday, June 17, 2004
just got back from schl trng.
getting sick of them.
every morning is trng trng and trng.
and at night trng AGAIN.
gotta have trng later at 6.
i dont even have time to sleep.
actually i do lah. but 2 hrs ?
thts pathetic okay. :l

OH. and phonsiee's going to australia today.
i think hes gonna leave here at 3pm.
and he gonna be back with alot of presents
on the 29th. :)))))
today's the 17th.
which means theres bout 17 days
till i get my presents from him.
-grinnnnnn.

I WANT SUNDAY TO COME !
for two reasons actually.
-winks at amanda.
she knows the first one.
and i also wanna talk to john.
badly do ):
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isolated \

Wednesday, June 16, 2004
from loving you ;

from that first look i knew,
i found heaven in your eyes.
but who was to know,
the way it would go
i have no ~~regrets~~
glad i let you in,
wouldnt have missed one single moment
i would do it all over again.

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isolated \

heal me im heartsick

ive got a match ltr on with si ling sec. and im still waiting for ken to bring my shoes which he conviniently forgot to return me on sun after leaving for home. he said he was coming at 1. and where is he now ? ive got no idea. :l my links arent done yet. so it looks a lil weird for the meantime.

im tired. of everything. i wish tmr was sunday. thn i can talk to daniel or john. :( at least they understand. -frowns.
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isolated \

Tuesday, June 15, 2004
i wish i could go back to camp.

i miss all the people there.
i miss the talks cathecists gave no matter how boring they were.
i miss the mealtimes.
i miss phonsie and his silly bean bet.
i miss john who keeps on making fun of me and amanda.
i miss the bus rides.
i miss daniel and john's lamelamelame jokes.
i miss walking into the hall of courtyard FASHIONABLY LATE with amanda.
i miss the toilets there even if they were dirty.
i miss the aircon though it wasnt cold.
i miss the beds though it was hard.
i miss bedtimes.
i miss rachel and her monkey song.
i miss my bananans.
i miss amanda's curly beard.
i miss rachel irritating all of us at night with her torchlight.
i miss jigsaw puzlles and chess. -laughs.
i miss melissa scolding us fot not sleeping early every night.
i miss daniel and his 'punggol park' story.
i miss praise and worships.
i miss the times we spent in the hall be it play or prayer.
i miss st francis xavier minor seminary.
i miss john's chin ko bang.
i miss the milo there.
i miss cathceists picking on nicholas.
i miss calling bernard pufferfish.
i miss gabriel being the tree.
i miss pearlly and cheryl being the pigeon and sparrow.
i miss the facils.
i miss my group.
i miss going to matt's house.
i miss his chair.
i miss his guitar. :)
i miss his room.
i miss playing on his grand piano.
i miss his hospitality. -laughs.
i miss lynn breaking his dad's glass.
i miss the long hours we spent at his house.
i miss josh teaching me how to play the guitar.
i miss my debut concert on 'mary had a little lamb'.
i miss everyone clapping for me even if the song was bad.
i miss thier enthu-nes.
i miss the intro josh did for me.
i miss the six tissuers.
i miss camp so darn much.
i wanna go back to camp ! but i gotta wait till next year. :(
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isolated \

Sunday, June 13, 2004
cc2 camp

just got back from it not long ago. but anyways, i dint expect the camp to be that good. there were prayer sessions and those spiritual stuff like writing letters to god and talking to him. first day was mainly on ice breakers. played double whacko. damn funny lah. all of us were practically picking on joel francis and kendrick. ahahahs. and kendrick kept picking on me. stupid ass. went to our bunks. it wanst exactly wht i had in mind cause the room was small, the beds were pathetic, the aircon was brown and old and the room stank. though we had beds and air con but compared to other rooms, ours was the lousiest. pffft. the toilets were small and really smelly. i dint expect good toilets anyways. had other sessions in the hall which thank god was air conditioned. wrote letters to our parents as well as to god. it was very spritual and practically everyone cried there. daniel and pearlly also said a prayer for those who knelt down. some got slain which was kinda freaky lah. and daniel gabriel and john were really nice. they saw me and kept on praying for me behind me. like they would either touch my shoulder or head and pray. cause the room was dark and everyone was there so all the cathecists were praying with thier students. the session ended late so we all slept late and all of us were talking like crap throughout the night. next day was the more imp day of the camp. was the mass part and that was whn we were gonna pass our parents the letters. laura and i left for awhile for NATS trng. got back at bout 2 plus. in time to watch the vidoe clip put together by our cathecists. it was all bout our family photos. it was good lah. thn talks again. played arnd. and as usual joel and francis got into some trouble there. haha. left for cath high. mass was in the auditorium. sat with my mom and uncle. passed them the letter. teared a lil. :( went back to camp site and jon talked to me after supper. hes really nice. talked for quite long actually. told him alot of things cause he himslef found out anyways. went back to the dorm at 11 plus. amanda was downstairs with some other pple. they were bitching bout gabriel. haha. slept late again. woke up early today but was still the last to wake up. :l breakfast thn to the hall again. and we had praise and worship which was really good. grace cried and so did daniel. it was my first time seeing daniel cry though. they hugged. thn after praise ad worship we had to leave alrdy. john called me out and brought me downstairs to talk. im telling you hes really nice okays. had to get on the bus so john said he would continue in church. went back to church and john was damn retarded on the bus lah. corny man he. hes a cathecist and he still behaves like a small kid. ahahas. got back to church gabriel said he was gonna treat all of us lunch but i had to go see john first. talked agn with him in this room in church. thn left after bout half an hr ? and everyone was waiting for me for lunch. felt so grand. ahahahahs. amanda, lynn, rach, kendrick, matthias, joshua, lincoln, alphonsus went for lunch at pastamania. and some uncle there scolded ken over some lame thing. hes so irritating. after tht was planning to watch hp3 but amanda lynn julia and rach dint knw if they could watch whereas the rest could watch so they spent the time discussing to watch or not. and tht made us miss the 315 show. so we ended up going to matthias's hse to watch love actually. after watching like the first 10 min i dint exactly knw wht was goin on went up to matthias's room with amanda to check out his guitar. strummed notes which dint even existed. thn matthias and joshua came up. joshua taught me how to play mary had a little lamb. took me quite ahwile to learn but i got hold of the notes anyways. so i went down with him to play for everyone. ahahs. it wasnt tht embarrasing since i knew everyone there. so joshua did an intro for me and i performed a mini concert. ahahs, lame shit lah. but it was really fun. hanged arnd until 6 plus. learned a new song too. its called whereever you go. but i only learned the first part. still got a long way. :) went down with lincoln joshua and lynn. amanda and rach went home the other way. walked to interchange and took bus home. oh and thank you matthias for your hospitality. -laughs. im tired and tmr still gotta go for trng. im gonna die soon lah. pffft. :l
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isolated \

Thursday, June 10, 2004
my blog is screwed at the moment so if you see something funny on your com, its not your com, its my blog. :l
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isolated \

Wednesday, June 09, 2004
sentosa ytd with the pqs minus lorraine. met up at amk station. took a train to harbour front. shopped around world trade center. haha. bought quite a lot of things lah. got tics too. cost us 14 bucks. which made us so broke. but it was quite a good deal actually. since it covered our entrance pass + cable car ride + dolphin lagoon + underwater world. so anyways, we took the cable car to sentosa. took loads of pics up there. the view was good. scenic. :) meixian was scared. ahahahas. she sat in the middle and kept asking us not to shake the thing. shes scared of heights you see. haha. rui was quite scared too lah. so she also sat in the middle.

reached sentosa and it was like so darn hot lah. like scorching hot man. :l good time to get a tan. took a monorail to the dolphin lagoon. the dolphins were really pretty and smart too ! the show was nice. took a lot of pics again. and those pple there were daylight robbers okay. i mean they were charging 1.50 for a cup of diluted milo ? which wasn’t even a big cup. it was smaller than the cup uncle mobeen uses in our canteen. :l we dint have much of a choice anyways. that saved our life. we were thirsty. show ended.walked to the monorail. now took to underwater world.

the touchpool was damn cool. laura rui and i were fascinated by the starfish. took pics of each of us holding onto the starfish. ahahahas. and there were pple grabbing onto the pufferfish and trying to take them out. wth ? there was a sign saying not to grab them and another sign saying not to take any life things out of the pool and there pple still doing the opposite. madness. these pple just cant read signs can they. went in. woah, there were many kinds of fishes. ahahahs. took pics again. and rui went on the travelator three/four times ! shes easily amused you see. and the fishes look like ten times thier actual size cause of the glass. it was either concave or convex. im not sure but wtheck lah. it just looks bigger than normal. spent quite alot of time there. laura and i were laughing like mad idiots on the travelator. something bout elbows on the handrails. -laughs. hilarious shit. and there was a shark which kinda scared me a little. ahahas. left at bout 4.

went to the beach. built a star sandcastle. it turned out better than i expected. we werent one of those aritstic freaks cept for rui lah. so it was actually quite good for out standard. took pics again. thn played beach volleybal. we were actually quite embarrasing cause we were missing all the balls that came our way. ahahas. lucke there werent many pple. sat around. i forgot wht time we left but all of us were really tired. like dead tired. the journey home was quiet, got kinda bored. dropped at amk station with laura rui and meixian. they walked home and i took bus. long day man but fun. :)

today
trng in schl. the warming up was crazy. sprinting from end to end. and miss lim came and watched. :l coach wasnt here. so was laura. and rui had to do everything. dint do very much. but something did anger me for ahwile. -frowns. amk central with pokehh and meixian. walked arnd. finished everything by 3. waited with meixian for her mom and her sis. they were watchin harry potter. and saw ____. spoiled my appetite. pffft. :l i just hope i dont see ____ anymore. camp's in two days and i havent packed anything yet. and tmr i wont have time cause ive got NATS trng. which will start early and end at 9 again i guess. im getting sick of those trngs. its taking up so much of my time. thinking of just telling dahlia -winks at laura and pokehh. that i wanna quit. but i shouldnt quit. its no good. bahh. dontknw lah ! :(

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isolated \

Monday, June 07, 2004
face to face and a thousand miles apart

i changed my email add and started tricking everyone but it seems like they all know its me ! bahh. esp rui and audrey. ahahas.

// face to face and a thousand miles apart ; says:
hey
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
who are you
// face to face and a thousand miles apart ; says:
your secret admirer
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
teresa
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
...
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
sorry
// face to face and a thousand miles apart ; says:
pangsaii
// face to face and a thousand miles apart ; says:
how you knw ?
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
correct?
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
i knew it !!!
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
yeh
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
clever
// face to face and a thousand miles apart ; says:
eeyer. how you knw ?
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
i dint
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
gut feeling
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
and it
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
was
TOMORROW ! ((: says:
set to away

see wht i mean ? they say its because of my status and the font i use. but how would they knw its me ? only like a few measely pple got punk'd. which was so pathetic. :l anyways, just got back from trng not long. supposed to go make my ez link with rui but boht of us were dead tired and i had to be home early to bathe and all and ltr go out agn so jess and siewmin were angels okay. they helped us do ! :) ive gotta leave soon for my lesson in town and ltr on ive got NATS trng at delta until 8. godd. i hate mondays. :l
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isolated \

Saturday, June 05, 2004
the warmth of your smile leaves me purified

just got back from tuition. it was sooo boring. esp since my hot and sexy babe wasnt there. haha. was supposed to do my ez link card today but i blooddy forgot to bring my birth cert and a pic of me so i went all the way yishun for nothing. sheesh. met pokehh and gillian. said hi and left. went for tuition. the air con always got problem one lah. even my sexy, hot babe agrees. haha. he says the air con is either too hot or too cold which is so damn true. bahh. came home and realised my bro took my radio. hes always doing that and it so pisses me off okays. now before i eave hse i will dismantle the radio and lock the plug in my drawer. hah. thn he cant take my radio anymore. anyways, my dog just went for an op. now he has this plastic cover around his head to prevent him from lickin his wound. he does look cute with that thing around but that poor thing cant walk or see properly and he keeps banging his head into the bed. but its just a slight bump lah. :( i hope he'll be alright tmr.

kate, you rock. got that everyone ? KATE ROCKS MY SOCKS by deleting ~~his~~ blog ! ahahahs. iloveyou dear.
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Friday, June 04, 2004
teresa
hey ! katie here ! :P hahas.
i help ya deleted a ~~bastard's~~ add already !
find out who da hell is that ~~bastard~~.
cant stand it everytime i see ~~his~~ add which already doesn exist at all.
hahas. alright i'm off ! see ya real soooon !
tatas`! :)))))

xx lovesmyteresielots xx

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no doubt ! :D
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so tonight i'll ask the stars above,
how did i ever win your love.
what did i do, what did i say ;
to turn your angel eyes my way.

woke up past lunch. the sleep was good. spent the day stoning at home. im supposedly to be at the hillsong concert now but oh wells. :l not that im very keen on going but its after all free and i at least wont have to stone at home. pffft. anw, did some work thn used the com. i mean how could anyone resist the temptation when the com's just in front of you. used for quite a long time. had to change my email add. and karina was sucha sweetie to help me. thnks dear ! ahahas. shes damn cute. trying to get into friendster but tht thing is so lag either that or my bloody com is slow. and i thinkits my com. bahh. tuition tmr ! :( i dont wanna go. and my posts are getting boring-er and boring-er each day. :l pffft. my life aint that interesting you see.
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
if you take me straight to heaven,
i could never fall.
'cos loving you is what i'm made for,
i'd glady give my all and all.

woke up so early today. and again cause of my mom. pffft. i wish i could sleep in my own room thn i wont get awaken by the blasting of the tv at 7 in the morning. woke up early also for another reason. had to check the timings for any show available. rui laura and i were planning on watchin a movie. so i dint know wht movie they wanted, i just cut out the pieces of newspaper. met them at amk station with meixian. and i again lost my ez-link card. godd. im so pissed. its like my second time and meixian said i hafta pay twice. -screams. my wallet's so big and i just had to put it in the pocket ! sheesh ! :l so anyways, had to pay cash for all my transport. ripped quite abit off me. argh. went to PS. checked out the timings and apprently none of them suited our schedule. so we ended up eating at BK. thn walk walk. took train to delta after that. meixian pokehh and lorraine had a match. laura rui and i watched the match. the score was like 11-0 or sth ? we were winning like shit lah. haha. and lorraine got the best player award. cause the ball dint even enter the D. which meant she dint make any mistakes. haha. i dont think you know wht i mean so wtheck. had the NATS selection ltrs. boy, the trng was tough and needless to say, tiring as well. but it was alright lah. im not sure if all of us got in but we got the paper for the athlete's agreement ? wtheck. :)
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HELLO !!
im here
finally changed the layout
okay so i know the picture sucks
im bad with pictures
its called the experimental process yeah ?
trying out diff things.
if you wna change the picture
i have no objection
ask somebody who's better than me to do it alrights /
anw, so i think the layouts okay overall
except for you know, that thing, the PICTURE
and one more note
i simply slaved over your links
you got so many la..
and i had to go through them what, 5 times
to find out where the error was?
lol
anw, if youve got complaints
send them to me
you know my email right ?

xD - audrey
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Wednesday, June 02, 2004
oh yeah. ive got new pics ! haha ! :)
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and even if the sun refused to shine,
even if romance ran out of time ;
you would still have my heart until the end of time /

was planning on waking up late today but my mom just had to scream at 1030 cause my dog pee-ed on the floor. and i ended up waking up. pffft. so much for wantin to skipping my lunch hour. :l left hse for lunch at cafe cartel. the food there is really good. esp the fish and calamari. thn brought both my dogs to some dog party ? i dint wanna go but my mom said it was gonna be fun. like fun ? right. so anyways, went to the place. it wasnt as fun as my mom described it to be but wth. both my dogs were shivering the shit outta them cause all the other dogs were so huge and they were this small. haha. and there was this dog which was eleven years old and whn it stood up it was at my waist. it was damn huge. the hair was like drooping down and all. the best choice to film some dog ju-on show.

stoning at home now. tmr's the selecttions for the NATS. laura, rui, pokehh, meixian and i are going. boy. if, a big IF, we ever get through we'll get an all expense paid trip to malaysia to play in the big match with them. but oh wells, i doubt i'll ever get through anyways. just try my luck tmr then. :)
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Tuesday, June 01, 2004
so turn the music way down low,
let me see you in the glow

just got back from some cath camp. it was alright. was with cheryl tan, cheryl seah, karina, shar and bel. it was really fun. esp during the luches. haha. and that silly bel had to leave in the night. pffft. and the worst part was that she brought home the cuttlefish tht was meant fer us to eat in the night. and thn ms lim scolded five of us fer bathin without telling the tchrs. okay, so it was late in the night and we bathed in the pe rm toilet which was quiet BUT the tchr said we could go bathe or go eat supper so obviously we go bathe first thn ltr no needa queue up for the toilet wht. and ms lim had to give us a lecture which ripped of half an hr of our sleeping time. whichc meant that we slept at 12 plus. so anyways, everythin was going realy good untilsome people had to irritate us. pffft. shar was damn pissed cause those three pple step on our phones never say sorry. thn at night whn it was alrdy 12 plus they kept on makin so much noise whn all of us were damn tired. pffft. the worst part was that we were supposed to be in the canteen by 715. had to wake up so early and there they were friggin laughin away. thats wht i hate bout camps. the sleeping times. :l

home now and my bro has his friends over here. so is ____. :) there are like 3 guys and only ____. not extra lah. but had a good look at ____. okay lah. not that bad actually. my bro is one lucky chap. but abit chorlor only. haha. the rest is pretty good.

abby >> you are ?
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