i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Sunday, May 30, 2004
what a price we pay
for the things we say,
and the closer i get to you
the further you move away /

church today was really fun. started off slow but jon came in pullin nicholas on the shirt sayin he couldnt handle nicholas and daniel was so happy he pushed nicholas on the chair and asked us to ask nicholas questions. and if he couldnt ans them, daniel would cut his hair. haha. so grace started asking questions which i dint even know and nicholas's hair was really cut off. haha. and nicholas went out with holes in his hair. it was really hilarious. but daniel dint really cut alot though. the whols process was damn funny.haha. thn daniel said that we were gonna play gamnes. at first cheryl and i thought it was gonna be lame and all thn after awhile it started getting fun. and daniel said i was slow and blur. like wth ? thn we started playing some tiger, hunter, man game. ahahahas. damn funny. everyone started picking on me cause tht game was bout fast reaction and apprently eveyrone thought i was slow. pffft. canteen after class. ate tau suan. mmmhmmms. mass with alot of pple today. haha. amanda, karina, lynn, julia, jaime, ken, joel, matt, joshua, gareth yada yada. forgot thw rest. so it wasnt that boring today. haha. peace time was havoc behind. so many pple. hoho. but it was fun. :) cabbed to j8 with amanda. gave matt and joshua a lift there too. lunched at food court. talked with amanda. we were really retarded after that. -winks at amanda. had good laughs today in church anyhows. -grin.
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Saturday, May 29, 2004
i did my best
but i guess my best wasnt good enough.
back where we were before,
back to being strangers ;

town with kate and amanda after schl ytd ! kate and i did piercings. now kate has five and i have four ! :) repaired my phone too but it still hasnt showed much of a diff though. pffft. so much for professionals. watched confessions of a teenage drama queen. it was really good. was bout 7 and amanda had to leave so kate and i walked arnd fer awhile and checked out if heeren renovate finish alrdy. and apparently not yet. walked and walked. thn laura called me saying they were going to lorraine's hse fer a stay over so tht for today's match we can all leave together. called my dad he said it was alright. asked my uncle to give me a lift home. gave kate a lift home too. walked with kate to the taxi stand to wait and there was a traffic jam. figured that my uncle might take a long time. sat down and we talked. it felt really good talkin to kate. she just understands everything. -nods. and it started raining monkeys and apes. pffft. uncle came and we were stuck in the jam for a full half hr or sth. whatever happened in the car is pretty much too private to put here. haha. -winks at kate. :)

so anyways, went home packed my stuff and my uncle fetched me to lorraine's hse. played cards, watched movies and just crapped all the way to 1130 until i slept on this really comfy chair. rui woke me up to sleep on the bed. the bed was really soft as well. haha. woke up at 530 today. rui and i were the last to wake up. hoho. and apparently while i was sleeping ytd, i sorta punched laura on the nose. [?] oh wells. sorry ! everyone got ready and left at 7. reached the padang at bout 8. 4 a-side match started. everyone played really well. and our c-div team which consisted of laura, rui, pokehh, meixian, amanda and i, were the champs ! :) dinner ltrs at suntec. HAN'S. godd. first, the service was bad. the food was bad. the health hygiene conditions were bad too. pffft. cabbed home with rui laura and meixian. got home at bout 9 plus. getting home pretty late these few days. bahh. :l church tmr. dont wanna go but i guess i dont have much of a choice do i.
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Thursday, May 27, 2004
drawing pictures on this empty stretch of beach
in the pattern of the waves,
i see your face in the sand ;

caipokk is a big fat idiot ! she keeps on calling me na4 ge4 my chinese name. like wth ? its just my chinese name without the na4 ge4. whatever lah. and she thinks that by making us guess who the monitors are fer nx term is very funny. it so wasnt. pffft. :l

some people are just so weird, disgusting as well, irritating, bitchy, thinks she oh-so-popular. who says she doesnt bitch behind my back. and i found out she did. pffft. who are you trying to kid. if im disgusting. so are you. cause you are not that perfect either. with that impropotionate body of yours and when you stick out your ass and make it look like its big which in fact isnt, you look so sick you make me puke. got that ? so i really dont care if you wanna call me bitch. i hope you get retained. i dont mind seeing you again next year. doesnt make much of a diff. cheers.
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Wednesday, May 26, 2004
you mean the world to me ;

ytd was really good. sch was slack and rui i dontknw fer wht reason grabbed my ankle and i grabbed hers and it was really ticklish so all of us with pokehh started grabbing ankles ! haha ! lame i knw but fun. j8 after schl. watched shrek. saw ___ -looks at amanda. the show was damn funny. went to long john fer dinner. i was full so i dint eat. thn i saw ___ get up to show laura sth and suddenly ___ fell down ! haha. it was in front of everyone and ___ just sat on the floor. ___'s damn cute. and ___ was so embarrased she got red in the face cause the fall made so much noise i tell you. it was like bingbing biangbiang. -laughs. im not supposed to write the name if not ___ will kill me. :)pokehh rui jess yuai meixian left so me and laura went up to the food court to collect tics from ed for the cath high music awards thing. took the tics and saw sammie on the way ! walked arnd with sammie and laura until freda came. left with laura and walked to cath high with laura. met our personal escort outside cath high. -looks at laura. okay lah. give our personal escort some recognition lah. danielthong. hope ur happy with the recognition i gave you. :) the schls quite huge on the inside though on the outside it looks small. and it was hot too. pffft. the music awards was good. -laughs. ended really late too. daniel brought me and laura to and fro the place which was nice. so thankyou. and i know something bout magdalene ! hoho ! -winks at laura. anws, ytd was good. was happy and, yar lah. good lor. -grin.

watched saving private ryan today during hist. it was gory but it was good. rui's gonna buy the dvd and im gonna borrow from her ! caipokk really is irritating me. she scolds me over nothing ! like what the hell is wrong with her ? pffft. trng after schl. yeah. thats bout it.

oh and some pple are so immature. :l you know who you are. calling me a bitch ? PLEASE ! give me something new man. -scowls.
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Monday, May 24, 2004
i used to think that love was just a fairytale ;
until that first hello, until that first smile.
but if i had to do it all again,
i wouldnt change a thing
cause love is everlastin'

hist test today. godd. mugged so much and whtever which i thought i studied and read up on dint come out ! and the damn test was damn difficult lah ! bahh. but im glad its finally over ! -nods. :)

the rest of day was slack. got back my ppr. i improved ! i dint expect to either but HAHA ! -laughs. proud of myself. now my momma gotta let me go out everyday babehh ! -jumps around. hoho. stayed back in sch with kate and amanda. crapped so bloody much in kate's class. hoho. we were all sitting on tchrs table and kate sat on the tchrs chair and thn talked on and on. and i realised that ha-ha actually had a meaning. checked the oxford dictionary and amanda and kate were laughing thier heads off when i was looking at the dictionary. HA-HA. :) went to the canteen. ate lunch obviously. haha. talked agn. we've got itchy mouths you see. called up the chalet. haha. gym toilet ltrs. amanda used the toilet and kate msging and my phone had no batt so i wasnt exactly doing anythin and thn i started talking and noone replied. seemed like i was talking to myself which somehow happens everytime. pffft. am i that insignificant. :l anws, amanda started laughing to herself again. haha. tht woman is damn lame lah. amanda came out stoned fer bout one min and we started raping each other. haha ! the good thing was that all three of us were wearing blouses ! hoho. pulled amanda and kate's blouses open ! and amanda tried pulling mine but she dint manage to. thn we did some karate thing in the toilet. haha. the gym pple mustve thought we were some childish sec twos. haha. how embarrasing. but i still had fun with my two darling besties ! -grin.

lift from amanda to bishan. had classes in town. today was pathetic. only five pple came. haha. talkin to a few pple and they are so crap esp kate ! hoho.
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Sunday, May 23, 2004
heal me, i'm heartsick
i'm hungry and i'm broken
i'm haunted, weeping
i'm hurt and i'm barely breathin'

church today was alright daniel told us our cc2 groupings and i so dont like it. but thnk god theres rach and cheryl. and we were supposed to get in our groups today and since we were the only girls and neither cherly nor rach came today which made me the extra one. and tht daniel kept on picking on me like so what is his problem ? he said i was quiet. like wth ? wht do you expect me to talk to the rest about ? barbie dolls ? pffft. :l i so dont wanna go fer the camp now. shizzzzzzzzz. :(

lunched ltr with laura in j8. some guy doin an ad fer aircons gave laura a balloon. haha. told her to throw it away or sth but she dint want to cause she said it was cute. it was quite embarrasing though. -laughs. walked arnd. thn came back at bout three. trying really hard to mug fer the hist test tmr. and after tht we are god damn free. :)
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Friday, May 21, 2004
when today is just a memory to me ;
i know i'll still be loving you
i'll still be loving you -

i hate mrs tian. she has some prob with my class or sth. during assembly today she was checkin socks of her class and whn she had nothing better to do she scolded grace cause of her socks. and she also said tht grace's belt was low. the worst part was tht she said "if ur not so thin why wear sucha loose and low belt that make you look fatter ? wheres your waist huh ? WHERES YOUR WAIST ?" she shouted infront of eevrybody and it was really embarrasing for grace cause there were sec twos plus sec ones staring. mrs tian like so think shes the slimmest thing on earth. pffft. bitch. :l

dance class. and we had this silly test which we had to do in groups of five. and i totally dint knw how to dance the whole damn thing casue havent been going fer the lessons. had to do it in front of the class and tht stupid chena tchr. pffft. i screwed it lah. was practically following ruobin and mostly stoning at my position maybe thts why the tchr only gave me a two. she freaking dint even let me pass. bahh. fine. mohan's lesson afterwards. i think hes really irresponsible. he gives a piece of work and he expects us to hand it in by tht period and he just leaves us to do it. like wth ? we are so lost and he just leaves us in the stupid lab. :l

stayed back to study and agn we tried calling the add the cash thing. and ytd we tried and we got through ! thn whn tht guy picked up he said i was the FIFTH caller ! i was so damn excited lah. thought i got through and he bloody said i was the fifth caller. bahh. tried agn today. meixian got through but she accidentally hanged up the phone ! ahh ! we may have been the tenth caller ! and this girl elaine called two times and she got throught two times ! wth man ! :l went fer the eldds play at 6. it was funny. haha. cris was good. :) saw fernie chris and ber. wore really nice clothes. guess they were going out with some ycs pple. saw them plus some other ycs pple from other schls leaving together. haha. got home and my bro pissed my off agn. he just thinks hes the oh so great person more like hes a piece of fat lump of shit. i hope ur reading this. cause i really do dislike alot as well. he has a fetish of making me cry or sth. pffft. big fat piece of mama shit !!! :( -screams.
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Thursday, May 20, 2004
pe today. mini tennis. was playing doulbles with manda karina and tiong. tab was my partner. thn i wanted to count how many times the tennis racket could turn in the air and so i threw it up hoping to count and catch it as well but i dropped it in the end and mrs tan saw everything. and she was like "TERESA !" haha. and tht amanda and tab started laughin like shit. :l embarrasin. and amanda classified tht as another dumb blond joke of the day. -hides.

tanyenting's period ltr. and im surprised she dint pick on me today but as usual she picked on amanda and tab. and whn she took stuff away from daphne like twice daphne started crying and sort of like scolded tanyenting fer picking on her ? tanyenting was damn irritatin. daphne was pretty rude too lah. but anyways. ive got no part in that.

oh and reen peiyu kel and i were thinkin of giving caipokk chee kuei fro tchrs day. haha. the brown thing on top of it according to ruobin is called caipokk so we can give her tht fer tchrs day ! haha ! :) stayed in sch to study after schl. left at bout 6. and just realised tht act pokehh jess and i dislike the same two pple ! -smirks. and we've got the same thoughts bout them too ! haha ! :) love them both alot ! hope you two are reading this ! haha!

9 more days to the hols ! gotta mug fer the only hist test of the term. hoho. cant wait fer the hols ! :) and i'll be going for the linkin park concert ! arranging with tab now ! -grin
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Wednesday, May 19, 2004
i see heaven in your eyes

morning jog today was really slack. haha. was walkin throughout with karina and tiong. thn mrs kwek started talking to us bout sisterly love and not vandalising yada yada. she thinks we are all naughty pple. haha. tanyentings period ltrs. bahh. shes so irritatin i tell you. the wrost part is that she keeps on picking on me amanda and tab ! like so whta is her problem ? pffft. :l recess and was late fer hist. tchr dint care so fine. copied the whole hist ans and question like crap and my hands were aching like shit. :( home ec. getting boring-er by the days. mdm mah said we will be cooking again nx term ! haha.

stayed back fer remedial after schl. mrs seet is really nice. unlike some tchrs.
-SCOWLS. for example caipokk. had no trng today and i freaking dint knw so i brought my shoe bag, shin pads, socks, towel for nothing. how smart. pffft. stayed back to study with laura pokehh and rui. jess joined us ltr with daphne abigail louisa. nothing got into my head though. was listenin to perfect 10 and they were having the cash line thing ? so me and pokehh were taking note of the digits and whn it was time to call, all of us called like crazy and we bloody dint get through. some guy called heng got through. idiot. i was hoping to win the 50 bucks thing. shizz. oh and psst lorraine. i saw AHEMAHEM in the canteen with her friend. she looked really good though with her hair finally up. haha. :) is it obvious ? i hope not ? -grin.
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Tuesday, May 18, 2004
ive been to paradise but ive never been to you

caipokk came to schl today. and shes the most irresponsible tchr ive seen in my entire life. she came in rushing to class. oh and you should have really have seen the way she rushed into class. it was hilarious. haha. so she gave us tingxie and its a fail for me but the fact that she said 'nong xue men, kaui dian. wo yao fang tingxie fen shu zai ppr li mien. hai yoh ce yan de paper hao go through. kaui dian.' see ? she does everything last minute and it becomes our fault and never hers. wth ? and i officially hate tanyenting and whatever other pple say bout her im still gonna hate her.she really made me angry today. pffft. she thinks i wasnt listening to her when I WAS ! bahh. shes so irritating. :l i dislike her. -looks at cheryl and daphne. haha. physics test after schl. caipokk came in rushing agn. reen and i were laughing like shit man. you should really see the way she sort of ran in ? man. was the laughing good. :) test was really tough. gave up on a few questions. oh wells.

peiyu >> HAHA ! yes. all thnks to you tanyenting forgot bout our skit ! hoho ! yarr lah. you rock can ? :)
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Monday, May 17, 2004
love is one big illusion i wont forget

schl was fine. caipokk dint come today. it was great. no ting xie. no needa face tht old woman. damn was it good. :) amanda dint come today too. oh well. she dint reply me so i guess she was fine.

after schl stayed in two charity with kate gwen qin cheryl danfong michelle and bel. it was damn funny cause michelle and bel was supposed to go to the canteen to get sth and they were gone like for a full half hr ? and we were all saying how far the canteen was from two charity in a sarcastic way i mean. wonder where they went. haha. all of us fed on bel's chocs. haha. i shared with kate a bar. left at bout 330. had lessons in town.

trained back. [is there sucha wrd as trained ?] oh wells. singapore should really upgrade on the trains. i boarded at somerset, and the train stoned for five mins. whn it finally moved, it stoned agn at orchard. for an even longer period of time. like pffft. :l thn at newton it stopped halfway. like in the middle of the railway track ? boy was i irritated. i still had a stupid sci test tmr and i was still stuck in the damn train. and thn this kid behind me kept pushing me like wth ? the train was really crowded and this kid still had to push me. he was lucky he was a kid. okay. im supposed to be mugging fer the sci test tmr and again im not concentrating. pffft. :l
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
when i say dont make me hate you, i mean it. so DONT MAKE ME HATE YOU.
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i hear you whisper in my ear;
of all the words i long to hear,
of how you'll always be
here next to me
to wipe away my tears.

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Saturday, May 15, 2004
dont make me hate you, its not gonna be nice.
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its in the way that you know me

trng today agn. woke up really early. bahh. i could hardly open my eyes. had trng all the same. after trng went to town with laura rui pokehh jessalyn and siewmin. watched 50 first dates. it was a good show. damn sweet too. rui and pokehh went fer van helsing. rui said the vampires were pretty ? haha. tht womann. siewmin and pokehh left first cause siewmin had facial. [?] and the rest of us were damn broke okay. i had 40 cents rui had a dollar plus and laura was totally broke. or maybe she still had a few coins lah. and jessalyn was really totally broke. haha. we were tempting each other with food whn we passed crsytal jade. we were really desperate for money. :l thn my mom called me and i told her where i was and she said she would bring money down ! hoho. so she brought 30 bucks fer me. mom, if ur reading this, ILOVEYOU ! haha. so we were sort of rich agn ! went to marche fer dinner. jessalyn classified tht place as high class. haha. ate and something funny happened. im not sure if i can say it but better dont lah if not laura angry. haha. but it was funny. and those pple are desperados man. -shakes head.
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Friday, May 14, 2004
my life is screwed now because of you. thank you very much. :) pffft.
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if i knew how'd it be right from the start ; then why am i falling apart ?

trng today was really good. rui and pokehh came back with thier new haircuts. :) laughed alot i must say. hoho. after trng played hei bai pei with meixian and rui. haha. if u ever have the pleasure to win that game go find rui. -grin. meixian's really hard to win though cause shes rly fast. haha. thn layed arnd the pitch. and we had a piggy back race ! haha. rui is the defending champion. haha. and we had audience too ! minfang and weilin. haha. we were also throwing arnd rui's shoes. and she went arnd picking them up like crazy and she threw my shoe bag and emptied its contents. haha. left at 7. got a lift home from siewmin's dad. home now and the bloody friendster doesnt seem to be in working condition. bahh. i cant approve anything. pffft. :l and my template is getting stale again. i wanna change it.
-looks at audrey. :)
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Wednesday, May 12, 2004
if i could save time in a bottle ;
the first thing that i'd like to do
is to save every day ;
till eternity passes away
just to spend them with you /

and i just got the news that someone buried a dog near the tennis court. like ewww ? these pple are so sick. and i think im slow or sth. everyone in the blk got the letter two nights ago and i only got it ytd night. hoho. ive been walking past the tennis court everyday and i dont smell anything. pffft. :l

had eng today and peiyu dont come so we dint need to act. hoho. anws, she finally found out who caipokk was. and she started giving us this lecture on us being disrespectful to tchrs. she said if our class were to be in any trouble caipokk would stand up for us. like HELLO ? caipokk said she was ashamed to be our form tchr ? so if shes so disrespectful to us i dont see the point fer us to respect her. point taken ? if not thn too bad. :)

had trng today. coach dint come but we still did intense trng. sprinted one round thn went out to the ave 2 slope there to do sprints up the slope and it was really tiring. -nods. we were all panting like dogs whn it was done. thn started trng. juniours werent really listenin from wht i saw. only some of them lah and laura had a hard time asking them to do the stuff. and jess and yuai wont feeling well. i hope they're alright now. :) figured tht maybe im not so part of them anymore. i dontknw but they seem to bother anymore. bahh. whtever.

tab's hse tmr. gonna bake fer ipw project. :)
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
he was just and asshole with an overly macho apathetic complex

check tht out amanda. -points up.

okay. so anw, mrs cheong just cant stop talking every morn. pffft. and she talks bout irrelevant stuff. " get a present for the present." makes sense ? NO ! and thts wht she was talking bout. not tht i listened but ruobin was telling the topic to me in class. pffft. maybe i should tell her that they should just cut short the damn assembly. or it'd better if we just have the darn thing in class. much appreciated. :) went back to class 15 min late and tanyenting was having some test. and during the test she kept interuppting yet agn and agn. bahh. chi test after schl. and amanda tab and i were just a lil late and caipokk started the test without us. like thanks ALOT for not waiting fer us lah ! and the test was just an hr long. and it also had compre, zao ju, yada yada. and damn was it tough. :l and tht stupid caipokk keeps bugging me ! cause i was late ryt, thn we were running before tht. and i was damn bloody hot so i took off my pinafore and mind you i was wearing everything needed whn u take of the pinafore. and while i was rushing to do the stupid test there she was askin me why i took off my pinafore. like DUHH ? hot lah ! bahh ! if i ever fail fer this test im gonna kill her and bury her body or i'll just throw it into the sea to let the fishes have a good feast. but the flesh maybe quite tough lah but whtever, like it'll ever happen. :l ycs after tht. it was pretty alright. melissa was serious today. hoho. and julia wasnt herself. :(

walked to the canteen with amanda saw cheryl kelly char and na. took a lift from na to j8. and 6 of us plus na's maid and na's sis had to squeeze into one car. and can i say tht na's grandpa ABIT rock lah ! everyone was in the car alrdy and i wanted to sit at the side so the door was still open and i was waiting fer kelly to move in so i could sit and na's grandpa just drove off ! i was like standing there ? and he stopped agn and whn i went in and na's grandpa just drove off whn the door wasnt even closed yet. it was damn funny lah. haha. j8 ltrs. cheryl and i were going socks crazy. hoho. bought alot of socks. :) left like 6 ? walked out with cheryl. and im home now doing the stupid sci coursework which i dont wanna do cause tmr ive to wake up at 5. like how great is tht. and im supposed to be sleeping now so tht i can wake up tmr. pffft. :l maybe tmr i can bathe too. haha. okays. not funny.
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Monday, May 10, 2004
there are no dreams that wont come true ; i believe in what lies ahead

had caipokk's lesson today. pffft. she keeps on bragging on how great she was whn she was teaching in her boys schl. firstly, we dont really give a damn. secondly, shes not even teaching us useful stuff. and third, maybe thts why she got THROWN out of the boys schl. such a friggin loser. during recess tab amanda and i were rushing through our sci project. cause a certain someone dint wanna do her work at home and we were half and hr late fer music. and ms lee dint scold us. haha. after schl, com lab agn to finish up the project. and tht someone AGAIN dint stay back to do with us. kate stayed with us though. :) crapped alot in the com lab. hoho. went back to class and found out tht the uncle locked all the class doors and our bags were still in class ! climbed in through the window. and amanda tried and she got stuck the first time. it was hilarious i tell you. haha. so kate tried pullin amanda out thn amanda was reaching out to ask me to help her but i was laughing the whole time and kate had no choice but to just pull amanda out on her own. the way kate did it, it was damn funny. and i was there laughing like crazy. hoho. not tht i dint wanna help but it was rly funny. thn we took out another plane. and amanda managed to get in but she broke a small part of the sill on her way in. took our bags and got out. i doubt anyone saw us anyways. haha. illegal activities.

got home. and mugged fer my chi tmr. pffft. :l bro got home. and as usual hes using the com outside and im stuck with the bloody slow and hanging com inside. anws, my bro has been telling me stuff these few days. it is surprising. fancy a 17 yr old guy asking ME for advice. HOHO. :)
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Sunday, May 09, 2004
so much for teamwork when none of them are doing a freaking shizz. pffft. :l what the hell is wrong with everybody. dont they know its all due tmr ? damn it !
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my awakening soul shines in this other world

just got home from mother's day lunch. im full. really full. :l -burps. the food was so-so lah. no tht fantastic. and i saw amandas cousin ! haha. i seem to be meeting pple who somehow or rather have connections with amanda. like ytd, i met tht assholes cousin being the normal gay he has always been. -nods. anws, i havent given my mom her present yet, boy, hope she likes it ! :)

and our sci coursework is like due tmr ? and im not sure if tab has done the collating or rather if kelly has done her work. pffft. i hate sci. i hate projects. i hate pressure given by MOHAN esp. all these spells s-t-r-e-s-s. pffft. tab should've just been the leader. shes the one doing the collating anws. :( im irresponsible. i knw tht. so you dont needs tell me.
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Friday, May 07, 2004
until the day i die ; i'd spill my heart for you

the talk was actually motivating come to think of it. haha. the last part especially. fun ! :) thn went down to the hockey pitch. juniors were still trng. and meixian got a lil shaky. poor girl .hope shes alright now. and laura too. realised tht pple are getting weaker each day and noone seems to notice. pffft. :l so much for friendship. and up till now, pple still go for putting-wrds-into-their-mouth. pffft. immature. anw, cake ltrs. courtesy of the juniours. they rock. as in really. they are nice, cute with the exception of some tht is. huge chocolate cake. it was rly yummy but after eating awhile got me burpy ! hoho. so we played some game and the loser had to eat up the cake. but we still dint manage to finish it anw. :l i think the cake's with yuai now. cabbed home cause it was late alrdy. the taxi uncle was rly nice. haha. and theres trng tmr !!!! :( i dont wanna go ! cause its so friggin early ! pffft. alright. im really angry. so id just end this stupid entry and publish this shizzzzzzzz !
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had some silly napfa test ytd. :( and because of the ~~standing broad jump~~ i got silver ! pffft ! they just had to have tht item ! darn ! after napfa went to tab's hse. weiloo and chew came over too. did my art piece there. with tab's help. haha. chew and weiloo were damn funny. oh. and so were abby and isaac. hoho. they were both damn cute. :) had alot fun there ! thn it got pretty late and there were flies all over tab's ceiling so all of us were runnin away from the flies. and isaac kept scolding me cause i was using two mogus to kill the flies. haha. did our sci coursework .just a little but we still did sth ! :) continued playing till bout 9 plus. got tred so tab's mom gave me a lift home. in the car we were bitching bout caipokk. haha. and tab's mom rock i tell you. :) rushed through my math work whn i got home. thts bout it ! -grin.

happy birthday pokehh !

its pokehhs bday ! hoho !dint have the npcc day cause it was raining thank god. caipokk came in fer awhile. pffft. skipped her lesson. went to the toilet with amanda and tab. and caipokk shows fake concern i tell you. ugly bitch. :l and now im in the art room. mr foo aint in schl so the class is rly noisy and everyone's doing their stuff. so yeahh. gonna have some mental skills wrkshop ltr. to prepare us for comp or sth like tht. bahh. i dont wanna go !
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Wednesday, May 05, 2004
every little thing that you do ; baby im so amazed

caipokk is big fat ass womann. :l cant stand her. pffft. someone please fire her or just transfer her outta the sch for the nx two yrs so i dont have to face her every morn. and after tht was eng. tanyenting came in. she gave us some summary test. and she wants us to do the bloody test but keeps on interrupting. irritatin bug. home ec ltrs ! the jelly tasted rly weird. but the pita bread bagel and some other long bread was rly good. last time cooking alrdy. :( nx wk lesson is gonna be damn boring lah. pffft. and my art piece is due on fri. and i still havent done it ! cause i dont freakin have adobe ! bahh ! trng after schl. laura dint come and it was raining. so we were pretty slack today. hoho. and while were changing out shoes and socks lorraine started throwing her shoes arnd and thn it kinda hit me so i wanted to throw it back at her and it hit rui ! haha ! so rui and i got up and started shoes at each other ! it was hilarious ! and rui and i were screamin like shit i tell you. thn i took rui's newbalance shoes and wanted to throw it acrosss the field and she took my bag ! haha ! so rui and i started throwing everything and the worst part was tht it was raining and one foot had sock the other was bare and rui too. so walkin arnd made our feet like rly dirty ? and rui even took my schl shoes. actually i wont mind her throwing them so i wont have to go to schl tmr ! hoho. so rui nicely lent me her nike socks to wear home cause mine was hopelessly dirty. really. haha. tht womann is damn funny ! iloveruiALOT !

rui>>see ? i wrote your name ! im not sure if its 15. you go count but i still did ryt ur name many times too ! :)
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Tuesday, May 04, 2004
everytime is see you in my dreams i see your face ; your haunting me ___ / i guess i need you baby

had some fire drill today. and it was so damn hot. the sun was like... WOAH. and tht mrs cheong kept on talkin and talking non stop. i swear if i wasnt tht hot or tired i would gladly snatch the darn mike from her and let everyone off from schl. :l and we spent like 20 min sittin on the hockey pitch under the blood hot sun. pffft. and jen is amazing. i tell you. the things she comes up with for pasting stuff on the wall in the most creative manner [haha] ever. and she nv does perspire even whn its so hot. and whn everyones like perspiring shes like "look ! im dry !" haha ! tht womann is damn funny ! and so is peiyu ! haha ! :)

saw tzx on the way. and she was agn givin her oh so innocent smile. i rly wonder why whn we dont even knw her she just gives us tht smile which we rly dislike seeing. :l tsktsk. shes just so weird. oh wells. there are weird pple i knw anyways. pffft.
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Monday, May 03, 2004
you can make me whole again

schl was alright todays ! and julia + denn gave me letters ! :) anws, j8 with tab after schl cause kate had some leadership camp gg on and amanda wanted to go home. and we saw tzx there ! hoho ! we followed them to precious thoughts. and since neither of us had anything to do we decided to start talkin bout gabrielgoh. we just wanted her to knw tht we actually knew him. as in to find out if she likes him and blahblahblah. so tab and i were like gabriel this gabriel that and we were talkin bout the chalet which tzx went with gabrielgoh. and to make her knw tht we were talkin bout the correct gabriel i added tht jeremy was there too and i also said everything with gabriel's surname. GOH. hoho ! and she started saying some things to her friends and they all stared at us. so they knew we were talkin bout gabrielgohshuliang. -nods. and boy oh boy was it fun ! amanda rly missed out on tht ! :) we still had some time b4 my class started so we tailed them to popular. and they were at the pens section and i started coming up with some shit bout gabriel asking amanda to get him a pen ? it rly doesnt make any sense but wth ? so i was like " dint amanda ask me to help gabriel get a black pen ? " and tab just continued playing along with me ! and i think we did a great job by not laughin through it and it seemed rly real ! we spent like almost 10 min at the pen section arguing on wht color pen to buy for gabriel. black or blue. and me and tab just kept on repeating amanda and gabriel over and over agn ! haha ! and i guess tzx got so jealous she dint wanna hear anymore she left popular ! awwww~ how sad ! but we dont look like we give damn do we ? and like tab i wanna give tzx a msg.

~~tzx~~ ;
i dont care if ur reading this but i wanna tell you tht you are the most immature shizz ive ever seen besides some other pple. -SCOWLS. i mean. really. who steals boyfriends ? esp since the other party is younger ? im referring to you that is. and stop acting so darn cute. cause its rly irritating me. it would do you some good if you get the oh-im-so-cute thought out of your head. cause ur not. :l feel free to call me anything cause i dont care.
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Sunday, May 02, 2004
everytime i try to fly ; i fall without your wings i feel so small ___ ; i guess i need you baby

woke up rly early today. meixian and lorraine were playing for SRC today so pqs went down to support ! meixian and lorraine played rly well i must say ! -nods. took pics and they are uploaded alrdy ! :) anyways it started raining. rly heavy. and all of us were stuck in the complex cept for those who left early, namely coach. since it was rainin and we had nth to do so we all lazed arnd and lorraine and i slept. yes. it was the best weather to sleep anyways. thn the uncle had to lock the gates, had no choice but to leave. ran in the rain. it was rly fun ! :) went to ps. ate pizza hut. -rubs tummy. filling lunch i had ! amk central with laura and rui. bought cds thn left for home. and ive got loads of things to do. those shit things the tchrs give us over the wkends and they say we've got alot of time to do it whn we actually have no time. and projects after projects. pfffft. :l

peiyu>> HAHA !
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
just got back from church ! met laura at 5 at j8. wanted to go to ctk but we ended up late coz we thought tht the mass started at 630 and whn i called up damian to check out the tym he said it started at 530 and by thn it was alrdy 534 and lorraine still wasnt here yet so we ended up gg to svdp.met ah ma and cheryl ! ah ma was damn cute i tell you ! haha ! and there was this chee ko pei man sitting in front of us. and thn this girl came in with her bf if im not wrong and apprently she wore a halter and whn the girl took off her shawl i tell you tht old man's eyes were on the girl the whole damn time ! and the man came with his wife some more ! can u beat tht ! laura and i were smirking through the mass man ! haha ! laura's damn cute ! so after mass dinner with lorraine and laura ! they were damn crappy and laura and lorraine kept tripping over stumps ! HOHO ! clumsy pple ! and i dint trip at all ! they were rly hoping i cud trip though.. but TOO BAD ! haha ! thn lorraine's sis gave me a lift home. i tell you she was rly scary man. -nods. but i still love lorraine all the same ! :)
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look at all your post ! they aren't bold anymore !
:) all thanks to ____ ! guess who ? :P
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:) all thanks to ____ ! your blog is completely okay now ! :)
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