i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Wednesday, March 31, 2004
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Monday, March 29, 2004
to hear you call my name ; brings me joy so hard to explain

clit was rly fun today.tanyongming dint come to schl so we went to the mpr and peanut face was our tchr in charge.and she keot on talkin to kelly whn we were supposed to be doing our sci coursework thing and kelly was in our grp.stupid peanut face. :l so we ended up talking bout how irritating brothers were.was damn funny.and lebbu n minglu joined in coz they were rly bored.and i started givin IQ questions and i announce tht amanda has low IQ.heh!silly her! :) umm.ltr on was just the norm lah.

KATE>>heyy dearr!thanks fer helping me with my blog song yarr! :) *ilu !
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Sunday, March 28, 2004
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my dreams came true when i found you

back from church.and i must say today was really fun!!! :) but in the morn a latelatelate wake-up call from my maid.she woke me up at like 855 whn i had to be in church by 930.but surprisingly i managed to do everything and get outta the hse by 901.hows tht?6 mins!my present record!had class.kinda boring though. :l but it was still alright.mass ltr on with laura kris amanda ken julius and some other girl i dontknw her name though.anyways.after mass i was running away from ~~someone~~.lols.he/she was rly irritating.ken and amanda should knw!-grin

lunched with laura amanda and kris.talked alot. :) and kris and amanda left so me and laura walked arnd j8.damn pathetic place to walk in but wth?and we saw daniel soo[is tht the correct spelling laura?]!diff daniel from the one i was referring to below though.but anyways.laura and i started our spy investigation and apparently we found some *ahemahem* things gg on!hah!so we just continued tailing since we had nth better to do.it fun though. :) walked out to the bus stop coz my mom was here and laura was trying rly hard to beg her bro to come meet her coz she would be alone.shes damn cute i tell you.and at the bus stop i saw my tuition friend.and i obviously told laura!!!and she also agreed he/she was cute/pretty!!! -swoons laura!!!u should see his/her dimples!they rock!!! :)

no mush,no drama,
no gush no trauma,
no drivel,no drool.
just this--you are cool.

laura and i saw this at precious thoughts.was damn cool ryt? :) it was from a card though. :)
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Saturday, March 27, 2004
stuckontoyou

match this morn with pioneer jc.we managed to draw the match.got pretty much a red tan instead of a brown tan.i nv do get a brown tan.which is so unfair.pffft.and i hafta remain UNtan fer the rest of my friggin life.

time to move on // you used to be the only star in the skies ``says ;
if ur not going to do anything bout it,i will.

its not tht i dont wanna do anything.its tht i cant do anything.and i dontknw wht to do either. :( aye.where's julius pp?hes always there when i needed someone to talk to.pffft.i guess nth's gonna help now anyways.i cant be tht mean and do tht ey?aint my style.oh wells.theres nth i can do now.so whts the point of me worrying here?but i just cant help it.-frowns
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daniel is the best daoyen ever!!!haha!!!hes one of the lames ones ever too!were doing some story thing bout dragons!and there were main characters and all.man.it was hilarious.the stories we come up with.it was like sentence by sentence and he kept on praising himself.how ego!beat tht! :) crappy pple we are.the story had a rly good ending!*winks*and daniel was REALLY happy with ending.duhh.i came up with the ending anyways.now im the ego one!lols.and i ended up marrying dragon number one!haha!and daniel married sbp.still rmb wht tht means?haha!!!we must do one of these stories agn!its funfunfun!and really crazy too! :)

DANIEL>>u poopoo!see?i wrote wht u wanted me to write!the BEST daoyen ever!lols! :) i need to do one of these stories agn okays???whee! :)
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Friday, March 26, 2004
i miss you even more and i can't fake it the way i could before

so cai pok changed our seating arrangements.and im sittin behind.with karmen.not tht i dont like her but do u realise how friggin smart she is?and i feel so ~~stupid~~ sittin next to her.she gets like full marks fer her tingxie and i just passed.pffft.and im seated so darn far away from rui amanda tab tiong and karine!and i so miss crapping with them! :( oh wells. :l

trng today.rained.so dint exactly trained.coach was just briefing us on the friendly match with pioneer jc tmr.damn the match is at 8 in the friggin morn!which means i gotta wake up so darn early.pokk.went to macs with the pqs after trng.met ru danfong michelle and janice.ru and danfong were retarded i tell you.funny pple!hah! :) went home with them.was telling jokes on the bus and pple were starin coz ru was laughin like crazy.lols.back home now.im stoning agn.pffft.

AMANDA>>i updates!!!it was only a few days wht u poopoo head.u dint even update except fer tht tue post okayy.u pokk. :)

LAURA>>u nv sign my gbk alrdy. :( so sad!!!

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Tuesday, March 23, 2004
this place wont ever be the same again after u've come and gone

schl today was rly slack though.ms keh dint come so we ended up gg to the mpr.and mrs tian ended up being our tchr in charge.PFFFT!shes so irritating!she thinks we all go to the toilet to wet our hair and wash our hands till it gets CORRODED!tell me who goes to the toilet and lets thier hands get corroded!get a life mrs tian!!!and sci.physics.mr mohan was suppposedly our tchr but some other guy took his place i dontknw why either coz i saw mr mohan in schl ltr on.anyways...tht tchr rly thinks hes funny.and he speaks so softly i think only the front row could hear him man! :l stupid pootpoot.ycs after schl.was rly funny today.the sec ones were rly cracking up.hah!me and amanda too!lols.headed home.and now stoning.stoning real bad. :(

i so hate my bro.he is a big fat bitch i tell you.he freaking thinks the com outside is his and his alone!open ur fucking ears and listen up!the damn com outside is fer SHARING!!!and u dont just come home and whn im on the com u say "i want to use it now"and u give me tht fucking look as if i owe u a million bucks!PFFFT! :l get a damn life!if i could i would rly like to give you a slap on both of your superr flabby cheeks!-rollseyes-and whn i simply dont wanna move my butt you go runnin to daddy.awwww~how SAD!but do i look like i give a damn?NO!?!and how old are you?17!grow up!will you please act your age?i'd scream "fuck off asshole" in your ear if i could. :) and i would gladly do so.really.the com is not yours alone!!!!and u got no fucking right to slap me either!u think i cant slap you ey?well.you are so darn wrong.i can.but i just dint wanna dirty my hands.i would rather kill you.-smirks-so screw off! :(
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Monday, March 22, 2004
i feel you slipping through my fingers

got back some test papers today.pleased i must say! :) dint go fer my class in town today so went to rui's hse with laura meixian and jingyu.jewel is so friggin cute!she was licking me the whole damn time!hah!and she looked like a carpet! :) left at 630.home now.

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Sunday, March 21, 2004
back from church!lunched at sakae!went crazy taking pics!uploaded them!go see okayy?haha! :)
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Saturday, March 20, 2004
okayy.umm.this is to reply someone.yeahh.i did say leave ur comments but do u knw tht if u give comments like this u are hurting other pple and further more these pple are my close friends.u dont seem to realise tht yeahh?and i obviously dontknw who you are.you dont expect me to knw if u put ur name as "someone" ryt? :l
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Friday, March 19, 2004
i got a fetish fer braces :)

i got a fetish fer braces i must say!

and just wanna say tht i rly appreciate u giving ur coments to the uploaded pics but if they are unwanted comments and almost seem like you are insulting the other person thn i dont think i want you to even state ur comments so just keep them to yourself. :l pffft.

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Thursday, March 18, 2004
im sorry i cant be perfect

hols havent exactly been hols fer me coz i hafta wake up so darn early in the morn everyday i tell you.man.trng today.at 8 in the morn.and whn everyone is still sleeping the c'div is having their trng.godd.someone pity us! :l poo!

oh wells.had a rly yummy tea today at marriot!julius and ken got tempted by me!hah!but i still got them sth from there but obviously not those cakes and all but sth else.not gonna ryt wht though coz its supposed to be a surprise!whee!lols.

and i uploaded new pics so go check them out okayy?heh! :)
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teresa - hey dear . your blog is done already yeah ? hmms . if there is still any problems feel free to tell me yeah ? oh wells . take care then . bye . `kate
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Wednesday, March 17, 2004
he and she were in the same secondary school.he was older thn her by three yrs so they did not know each other at first.walkin past each other,crashing past the same guy in the bus several times,she did not notice him and he did not notice her.

but at the end of the year,things started to change,and led to a story,which noone will forget.

at that year,online chatting had just been introduced and it was hot among students and especially students.he was curious about wht online chatting was.so he connected the MIRC.and went into his schl's irc channel.there,he met her.he went into the channel looking through all the nicks.he saw a nick "ReMeMber"he found it special,so he clicked on the nick ,and he and she started chatting for the first time.

days passed.they met in schl.she was really pretty.and he was really cute looking.whn he saw her,he would smile and walk past quickly.she too.she only gave him a smile everytime she saw him.they have nv talked much face to face.but whn both of them were online chatting they would have loads and loads to talk about.soon,both of them fell in love.he was the first person tht she loved and she was the first person he loved.but they nv did tell each other about their feelings towards each other.then..she changed schl...moved hse and they lost contact.

years passed and he could still remember her.they have been seperated for 6 yrs,and both of them had alrdy reached the working stage.he became a fashion designer and she became a fashion designer too.though they were in the same line,fate was never onto them.he nv saw her saw her and she nv did see him at all.

until tht day,he was to represent his company to sign a contract with the other supporting company.he met her,she saw him.memories came back.everything.the times they had.the path that they had once taken.all falshed and recapped in his mind.he and she had a long talk.they began to contact each other by exchanging each others phone numbers.

one day,he logged in to his MSN messenger.and someone had added him.the nick was "ReMeMber" he knew it was her.they stared chatting,soon,he told her tht he liked her b4 and still did.there was no reply fer a moment.thn the girl replied tht she felt the same way at first.she liked him alot but thinkin tht he didnt like her she did not dare express her feelings.she apologised a regretful sorry and told him she had already gotten married a yr ago and is livin well with her husband and baby boy.she told him to forget about her.thn she qutied and nv came online.they lost contac forever.he was sad disappointed and full of regrets.should he have told her tht he liked her.today,they might still be together.regrest.regrets.

in order to remember the love they once shared,and in order to remember her,he contacted MSN and paid an amount of money to personalise and reserve the nick "ReMeMber" just for her only.and only she could use the nick "ReMeMber" and he did this all...just to remember the girl tht he had always loved but were nv bound to be together.

nice story ey?really touching.so daniel pp has gotta read it!and i simply dedicate this story to daniel pp!so he says its a different situation...but im tellin you its almost the same. :)

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Tuesday, March 16, 2004
lying close to you feeling your heart breathing and im wondering what you are dreaming ;

watched a movie in church ytd.school of rock.its a freaking nice show first of all since tht was my first tym watching it though. :l and have i said how freddy jones is?drumming and all. :) show ended at 945?and the cathecists chased us outta the church.poo!oh wells.the show just rocks lah. :)

trng today.and its meixian's bday!
happy birthday meixian!!!

screwed my whole trng today.coz my position changed and i hell wasnt used to playing back so i pretty much got scolded the whole match lah. :l pffft.after trng rui siew and i headed to j8 fer lunch.was talking all the way.let me add,mainly bitching.lols.but me and rui rly think alike!woot!and tht rui nv tell me.finally i found someone who thinks the same way as me but we both just dint get the chance to voice out our opinions yeahh? :) met sui there.hah!tht woman!lols.walked arnd and met julius!tht poopoo head! :)) sui got so crazy.cheeky ahh.lols.oh wells.wetn home after tht.so now im stoning in front of the com.pffft
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Sunday, March 14, 2004
church today was pretty much alright.though it was boring without the norm pple.amanda chris joel ken francis but it was still damnit fun with laura!tht girl is superr cute i tell you.telling me how holy she was coz she went mass ytd too!and she tried telling everything the priest was gonna say and wht pg the songs they were goin to sing.lol.finefine.laura is one crazily holy girl! :) was in church early so laura and i sat outside the canteen and talk.haha.was rly fun.though there were only two of us we can still come up with things to talk about yeahh?so we just talked all the way to 1115.went up fer mass.sherri and jane were late so jason was with us.tht nehneh.hah!and jeremy too.but too bad he dint sit with us fer mass.he was seated like over the other side of the church!with vanessa.man.they dint sit with us.poo you jeremy!if ur readig this tht is.lol!and so mass started and sherri and jane still werent here so jason obviously had to reserve place fer them ryt?thn this old man with his son or sth came and moved the books tht jason placed there.i tell you.he has a hell of a attitude problem!jason was pretty pissed too.pffft.oh well.almost half the mass passed and finally sherri and jane came.jane sat with jason and sherri sat with laura and i behind.and she updated me!like FINALLY!and im so superr duperr happy fer tht pretty girl!im so proud of her!hah!really!im THIS happy fer her and she is happy too!-fatgrin-

lunched at j8 after mass.met ken first.he dint go fer mass coz he was grounded.he always gets grounded anyways so it makes not much of a difference.hah!ate at long john.laura and i were asking him so many questions!but apparentyl he dint admit but we aint gonna give up ey?yepp!walked arnd after lunch.there was this hamitaro thing goin on downstairs and laura bought a small one fer you-know-who.hah!so sweet!you better appreciate it okayy!or i will smack ur face to pootpoot space!haha!on the way out me laura and ken thought bout a cute clique.called the insect clan!lol!

here is the present one:

kendrick-shieldtox
laura-cockroach
teresa-mosquito
amanda-grasshopper
julius-mosqutio net
joel-red ant
francis-black ant

and a few others we still havent thought of yet!hah!oh wells.will update bout it ltr.
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okayy.im kinda rushing this post coz im getting all ready fer church. :) yepp.and i think my template is getting kinda stale now.pffft.but havent found a nice template yet.oh wells.im pretty bored now so i will do a couple of shoutouts thn.

AMANDA >>
amandakowyingli!!!it was rly fun sitting near u this term!always laughing bout nonsensical stuff!you making me laugh till our stomachs ache!lol!and also bitching bout stuff.great partner you are. :) though u still keep some stuff from me yeahh?but i still foung out sooner or ltr! *winks* this is badbadbad.u have not been updating me though i seem to knw almost whts gg on!haha!and so you know how much kate and i misses you?so u better hurry get fart arse back in singapore coz i rly needa update u on stuff!!!and i have so many things to update you about!!!oh wells.i will cya whn schl reopens thn!or maybe if we go out or sth!i miss you like the desert misses the rain. :)

KATE>>
katewangyunqi!this is for you.thanks fer calling me yeahh?was feeling rly down but u cheered me up!managed to bitch to you about her.able to update you on a few things too!like finally?!?but im still confused bout you-know-who.hurr.im not gonna let it affect me.though sometimes it does.or i will turn into a...i dontknw?a wreck?so u take care dearr and study real hard nx term alright?coz thts wht im gonna do!and u can work towards ur aim!the triple science thing we were talking bout?yeahh! :) love you dearr!

LAURA>>
lauratansiru.im doing one fer you now!hah!dont forget to ask me along whn u give the hamtaro thing to *ahem* yeahh?lol!and u dint update me anymore too!how could you?im so uninformed like kendrick too!so must update me!i dont care!anyway u wanna. :) just wanna tell you how much i love you! -hughug :)))

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Saturday, March 13, 2004
chris and fernie dearriess!>>

heyy!i dont think ur will be able to read this in tym fer the ycs camp yeahh?but im rly sorry i cant go fer the camp.dint rly do well fer my ppr so the more i cant go.but i promise i will go fer the nx one okayy?though i BADLY wanna go this camp.pffft.oh wells.u both enjoy yourselves!!!and i love ur to baconn bitts!!!-hughug :))))
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Friday, March 12, 2004
i am such a failure ; a total disappointment
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Thursday, March 11, 2004
it was a long hard road without you by my side

was superr slack today.had some musikalthon goin on after recess and basically we dint have any lessons! :) so crazy me amanda and kate started playing arnd with my cam agn.took pics under the tent used fer sports heats!lol!how silly.but it was rly fun.and b4 recess had eng.godd.~~tanyenting~~ can just piss off.we had to do some speech.and so we did.and she got so pissed coz almost everybody dint write it in point form?pffft.thn at the end of the lesson she wanted everyone to hand in thier second draft by 230.and she dint even let us enjoy musikalthon.coz i was basically making use of the extended recess so i totally forgot bout the re-writing of the speech and i had to rush through at the end of the day.pffft.~~tanyenting~~ was still seen smiling happily at the forum.stupid pootpoot.

went down to ccab after tht. S.A was playing against northland.they play super pro man.hah!and northland won in the end.oh wells.thn sn played.we won!got third!everyone got so happy chai cried and so did mrs tan.so cute!lol!

shcl's been boring.so nth much to update on.feel like studying which is good.coz i seldom feel like studying.but it always comes whn the tests are near.which is obviously too late.hurr.i feel the need to rant.as in RANT.on and on and on.ohhh!before i forget...pple who want to be updated on on on...you knw....-esp *cough* marc *cough*- call mano!wassup with you dude?!? :)
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Wednesday, March 10, 2004
~~ripped this off marc's blog~~ sorry but im too lazy to link you though im alrdy inside blogger but wth?and i basically think tht these quizes are sucha waste of tym.but whtever.
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MY
name : teresa :)
piercings : two on right. one on left.
tattoos : nope
height : 165
shoe size : 6
hair color: brown ?
siblings : older bro.

LAST
movie you rented : i dont rent movies
movie you bought : mvp valentine?tht was a long tym ago
song you listened to : outcast hey ya
song that was stuck in your head : light in your eyes
cd you bought : blink 182
cd you listened to : is all burned cds.
person you've called : my momma
person that's called you : kendricktan
tv show you've watched : the simpsons this morn
person you were thinking of : mmmmmm

DO
you have a crush on someone : maybe...possibly....
you wish you could live somewhere else : im pretty alright with spore though
you think about suicide : no way.
you believe in online dating : NO.
others find you attractive : wht answer do u expect ?
you want more piercings : yesssss
you like cleaning : ummm...
you like roller coasters : yes
you write in cursive or print : print

FOR OR AGAINST
long distance relationships : against.
using someone : against
suicide : against
killing people : for
teenage smoking : against
driving drunk : against
gay/lesbian relationships : no comments
soap operas : against.whts so fun in seeing someone crying on stage?

HAVE YOU
ever cried over a girl : no...like...whtever for?
ever cried over a boy : maybe....possibly...
ever lied to someone : who hasnt?
ever been in a fist fight : no
ever been arrested : no.

WHAT
shampoo do you use : satinique
shoes do you wear : converse
are you scared of : those flying things namely insects

NUMBER
of times I have been in love? : mmmmmmssshhhh
of times I have had my heart broken? : a few a few
of girls I have kissed? : ZERO
of boys I have kissed? zero
of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? : my momma
of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? : like ZERO?
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends : a few.
of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : i wish
of scars on my body? : about 14?more or less there.
of things in my past that I regret? : too many

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE
pretty : -
funny : haha!sometimes sometimes.whn i start cracking up.
hot : - but i knw vabitch thinks she is. -winks at amanda and kate-
friendly : a lil.but not to those who gives me an attitude.
amusing : to myself tht is
ugly : in the morn and whn im angry?
loveable : -
caring : -
sweet : no idea.
dorky : hah!YESS.duhh.

FAVORITE
5 letter word : pffft. [is tht a wrd?]
actor/actress : no fav ones
Candy : those soft ones.mmmhhhmmm
Cartoon : the simpsons
Cereal : anything
Chewing gum : the yellow packet one
Color(s) : anything
Color nail polish : those transparent one and the one woth glitter!
Day of week : it's the people you meet that make your day.
Least fave day : ^
Flower : no favorites
Jello flavor : strawberry?
Jewelry : fcuk bands.
Special skills/talents: like i knw?
Summer/Winter : winter
Trampolines or swimming pools : tramps

PERSON WHO LAST.
Slept in your bed : no one but me.
Saw you cry : no one sees me cry mano
Made you cry : you knw...
You went to the movies with : ahvent gone to the movies in a long tym man.
Yelled at you : my bro.hes gonna get it from me ltr on.
Sent you an email : leonard

HAVE YOU EVER.
Said "I love you" and meant it? : yeahh
Gone out in public in your pajamas : whn i was this young
Kept a secret from everyone : yess
Cried during a movie : yeahh
Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : never?! huh ?!?
Planned your week based on the TV Guide : pffft. no.
Been on stage : yeap.
Been to New York : nah.
Been to California : nope.
Hawaii : no!
China : no?
Canada : no.
Europe : ay shit.
Asia : ....
South America : what's going on with this fcuking questions??!!
Wished you were the opposite sex : no.
What time is it now? : 2105. thanks to this quiz, i've wasted half my life.
Apples or bananas? : bananas.
Blue or red? : blue!
Walmart or target? : the difference being ?
Spring or Fall? : Spring!
What are you gonna do after you finish this? : i dontknw?
What was the last meal you ate? : dinner at macs with fellow hockey mates
Last noise you heard? : i'm playing a cd now. what do you think?
Last smell you sniffed? : my maid's cooking something.
Last time you went out of state/province? : huh ?!?

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight? : no way.like at first sight would be better.
Do you want children one day & if so, how? : i'm still young.ask agn whn im 25 or sth
Most important thing to you in a friendship is : understanding

Other Info
Criminal record? : nope.
Do you speak any other languages? : chinese?
Last book you read : the pearl.fer freaking elit
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : my cushions and this shelf which has cards and presents from pple.
Thing you dislike about yourself the most : pffft.
Worst feeling in the world : ...
Who you love : :)
Who you miss : manymany friends of mine and of course...mmhmm

You
Nickname(s) : jaunty.but noone calls me tht cept julius though.
Initials : T.C
How old do you look? : 14 i guess?
How old do you act? pri one
Glasses/Contacts : i got perfect eyesight
Braces? : fetishes
Do you have any pets? : a dog!
You get embarrassed : yarr.like duhh?
What makes you happy? : im easily contented
What upsets you? : easily hot tempered too.

Finish the sentence
I Love to... love
I Miss... blast.you-knw-who
I Wish... to kill the person who invented textbks
I Hope... tht i can turn back tym.
I'm Annoyed by... those inconsiderate asses
I Am... who i want to be.
I Want to Be... myself
I Would Never... want to be alone
I'd Rather... be alone then be in a crowd.
I Am Tired of... giving way to some pple.they can just piss off.
I Will Always be... the same person. and who i want to be! ;)

Have you ever.
Thought you were going to die : yes.but i still lived.
Wanted to Run away : yeap.
Flunked a grade : like how many times?!
Skipped a grade : i wish
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you are the drug that keeps me from dying

got more presents today!i really love birthdays i tell you.they rawk my socks.hah!amanda and i were crazy over taking pics today man!havent uploaded to the com yet bt will do tht asap.silly us.i dint get any with kate yet!pffft!took some with rui and laura.b div had a match today.but was postoned coz of the damn irritatin rain.poo the rain!and checked out my math marks today.godd.i did so badly!and they only counted ONE test!tht was the one i failed like some shitass!im gonna do so badly this ppr.i think i only did well fer my eng and home ec.pffft.how nice my report would look ey. :l and science!how i hate chem.hatehatehate chem.how i wish i could just kill the person who ever invented sth called studying.thn they wont have to determined how hard u study to get wht job but how hard u play.pffft.tht sounds utterly retarded but who cares?pffffffffftttttttttt. :((
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Tuesday, March 09, 2004
happy birthday to meeee!!!

presents present presents for me!yay!!amanda and kate gave me a PRETTY pleasant surprise yeahh?hah!im tellin you how much i love these two besties of mine!they really rock my world to the moon and back!!!and the pqs.godd.i love them so bloody much.got me a rly prettypretty card.some rainbow pattern.was rly niceee.meixian got me a pillow.hah.tht woman damn funny.lol!arlana gave me this really sweet thing.she claims its ~~lame~~,but hell it aint.its not lame okayy?i loved it!!!jingyu jess and siew got me a me to you bear and cheryl too!hers was rly cute!and jialun!!!she gave me chocs!hah!tht girl is so sweet like wht she gave me!!!and cards too!from chris ber fernie and mel!i love all u pretty ladehhs hell lott!~ :))))))))))))))))))) im a happyhappy girl today!just a teeny wineey sad only.oh wells.but my mom totally made my day today.she ordered pizza fer dinner and thn we had a cake and she gave me this huge box.it was BIG.so i opened it and i got DIGICAM fer my bday!!!!goddd!i have been wanting one since eons ago!!!and my momma got me one!!!she said it cost her 500 over bucks!oooohhhh boyyyyy.its one sexayy thing i tell you!-beeeggggsmile- have i ever told you how much i love birthdays?lol!
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Monday, March 08, 2004
you are the drug tht keeps me from dying

chinese test was pretty much alright cept tht some wrds i cant rmb.pffft.and the ans were like found everywhere?so its was simple.hah.after schl kate went to find jillian coz she wanted to join cheer!!!and if im not wrong she got in!-clapps-kate is in cheer!man its cool!haha!kate practised fer awhile thn left with me and amanda fer lunch.ate some mian xian thing in the canteen.it was good.talked and talked and talked and talked.and it started pouring agn!so we were pretty much caught in schl but we just ran out of schl all the same.it was hilarious.we were screaming the whole tym coz amanda and kate kept splashing water on me and amanda and i kept spalashin water and kate and i and kate splashed water on amanda!hahahaha!went to macs to dry hair coz we were drenched!thn took bus to amk.amanda and kate dropped at bishan i was supposed to go to somerset.but on the way i saw...i saw...i saw...nvm u dont have to knw.so i dropped at newton instead.and i decided to give amanda a call and so i did.told amanda and kate who i saw!hohoho!it was rly retarded coz i was alrdy so late fer my class and i still dropped at newton!lol!but it was worth it! :)

i cant wait fer tmr!!!gonna have my long awaited outing with amanda and kate!!! :))))))))))))))) im mad! -fatgrin
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Sunday, March 07, 2004
so say goodbye , but don't you cry , cause true love never dies

churh today.had vocation mass.it was long.really long.the forum especially.took up so much of my time man.pffft.so mass ended like at 2 plus?amanda and i was pratically playing throught the whole forum thing?hah!went to the canteen.gave julius his long belated vday gift!and he got me a cake!!!i was so red!and he got his brother to do some dedication thing.i was so embarrased!!!my whole face got this red?and he even said my name!but he kinda said the chinese part wrong.but nvm.and julius francis joel ken amanda laura chris and rach sang me a bday song!lol!such sweeties!!! :)

town ltr on with julius joel ken laura chris and rach.was supposed to catch a movie but it was pretty late and everyone except julius and ken had to go home.and ken!tht ass.his parents aint in singapore!!!poooooo!!!thts so unfair man!so we ended up playing in the arcade!the hockey thing?yeahh!and im proud to say tht laura and i have maintained our championship title!!!we beat julius ken and joel joined together!!!woohoo!cheers to laura and i!defending champs!hoho! :) walked arnd thn.took neos like crazy.saw cynthia koh outside heeren.joel went up and asked her to have her pic taked.haha!

after tht was supposed to go home but after rach left we decided to drop by j8.and agn we took neos like crazy.the first one ken covered laura's head with the curtain and in the second one i covered ken's head with the curtain!it was hilarious coz in the noes can see this round head poppin out of the curtain.lol!

home now.im supposed to be muggin fer chi but chi can just make me sleep so forget it.i can just flunk the whole damn subject.pffft. :l but i will continue ltr on!hah!see?i still study!lol!oh wells.im happy today!!! :)))))
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Saturday, March 06, 2004
if a picture could paint a thousand words than why cant i paint you ?

match this morn with ajc.they were rough man!i rmb this girl number seven.pffft.she uses her hips to just hit ur ass i tell you.she just comes up to u behind ur back and "pwaaa" u get hit!and sometimes she just comes up and hit for NOTHING.and i got pretty fed up with her hitting me on my ass so MANYMANYMANY tyms tht whn the ball came i just pushed her down.and glad to announce tht she FELL on her ARSE!!!!and i almost hit her on the head with my stick coz she was gettin up thn her hips just bumbed into my stick.pffft.laura got preety pissed at number seven too.i mean dont play dirty like wht laura sais,if u cant beat us with skills thn dotn resort to violence and underhand mean.man.i sound so thick skinned. :l and the refree was damn bias.mainly coz she was ajc's coach but i dont see our coach showing any biasness.stupid poopoo head.but we managed to draw the match though.back to schl ltr.had to rush off fer tutiion.pfft.was late.man.i so hate havin tuition on sat!!!

oh wells.home now.stoning in front of the com.tmr church would really be cool coz theres no clas and only vocation mass.and after tht....OUTING!!!!and im really happy because...because...nahh...you dont needa knw anyways...-fatgrin-
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Friday, March 05, 2004
love is a conveyor belt of warmth

my whole post got deleted!coz i pressed the esc button!and it was hell long!okayy.shall just ryt agn thn.

had eng enrichment today.went to the lib.i was being sucha nerd.had to do a speech so we had to go find materials.and i was like finding all sci stuff fer amanda tab and kel.and the way i held the books.kel had so much comments on how to hold it the cool way.hah.and while they were busy talking i was taking down notes!lol!nerd ey? :)

after schl saw tian scolding kate.im telling you tian is sucha bitch.even in the mpr.after morning jogs naturally we will all be sweaty ryt?and ladylike tian would shoo us all in front as she finds us all smelly.she thinks she aint smelly?smell my dog first!i bet my dog is thousaid tyms cleaner thn u!and she wears red like ms low.she thinks she hot.pffft.get a life. :l

rushed down to temasek after schl to watch a match between the b div and northland.and unfortunately mr tay came.i dont see the need fer him to be there.his presence is so unneccessary.he goes arnd shouting at the whole team.the comments he puts across.tsktsk. "dont dribble!why u dribble?waste tym only!" "dont hit so hard!just do a light push!" "aiyohh...why ur defence so weak?tht ball shouldnt have gone in!it should be easily cleared!" "tht could have been a goal!why ur nv deflect the ball?" pffft.like he can ever do better thn tht!puh-leese!mr know-it-all should get a life as well. :l thn they stared waterin the pitch.and there was this rainbow reflected on the ground of sth.so jing and i being the retarded ones of the lot started jumping on the rainbow?lol!how lame.but it was fun!we find simple things amusing ryt?haha. :)

back to shl ltr and played arnd in the pitch until bout 645?went to the canteen to wait fer rui laura and meixian.some parent meeting goin on in the hall.got a huge lecture from my mom.she thinks i went somewhere.like wth?cant she get her facts clear?pffft.sometimes she just pisses me off man.oh wells.

tmr match with ajc.mrs chan says we are expected to win.and have to be in the forum at 950 and i got ycs meeting from 9-11.how nice.i hate it whn stuff clash!poo!and i gotta rush down from delta to tuition.i hate tuition!esp since its on sat.sic is okayy coz the chapter now its PRETTY interesting.but math is damn boring.i can just sleep through it! :(
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Thursday, March 04, 2004
together we will move the clouds to a birghter place ;

someone shud just ask mrs cheong to cut short all her speeches.she talks fer a full half hr almost everyday during assembly.and we are all so tired standing listenin to her talk nonsensical stuff and she doesnt seem to realise noone is listening to her.the things she talks about.tsktsk.is basically bout this and she goes a big round to get to tht point.pffft.and she repeats herself over and over and over and over agn.if you are reading this and u like mrs cheong or u dont agree with me no offence.im mainly statin facts. :l

health check ltrs.wasted so much tym on tht.was talking throughout with amanda kelly and tab.we were half bitchin and talking bout kell's past.man.it was hilarious esp the way she describes it!lol!b4 recess we were in the mpr and after recess we were still in the mpr.thn the nurse chased us back to class so we just sat outside the mpr and carried on talking so we missed eng math and a lil bit of sci.lol!they shud have health checks everyday!haha. :) i love health checks!okayy.maybe i dont but i love the tym wasted after health checks!

after schl rui meixian and i went to lib!can u belivev it?i went to the lib!was actually to use the com but the com was so lac so i decided to just read a book.was reading diablo number one.it was a nice book!but i dint borrow it coz i wont bother returning it so it wud end up overdue and i gotta pay,so whtever.lucnched ltr on in the canteen.met weilin and claire in the canteen.

walked out to the bus stop with rui and meixian.home now.stoning.pffft.oh wells.whtever. :l
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Wednesday, March 03, 2004
i could stay awake just to hear you breathing ; watch you smile while you are sleeping

had some boring talk during pastoral care.it was THIS boring.talking bout some textiles thing.dint quite get wht the hell the woman was saying and the worst part was tht she was speaking in chinese and it was so difficult to understand.so since amanda and i were sitting at the back we came up with some lame stuff to do.it was pretty retarded though.lol!we tht bored.and the woman just kept stopping halfway through coz there were pple talking.and she gets pissed real fast.i guess she started talking bout out uniforms?maybe we werent listening so she decided to talk bout some topic everyone would listen to.how lame.she said smth bout we must button our collars if not our necks would be hurt and we must put our belts at our waists if not we wont be able to walk straight and will end up falling over.righttttt.how lame can she get man!tht totally dint make any sense at all i tell you.back to class ltr on.nth much cept tht ms tan laughs at her own her jokes.so she will be talking to herself with half the class not listenin and all of a sudden u will hear her laugh and the class just stares at her.pffft.

trng after schl.jude got pretty mad at us.i think coz we werent serious enuf or smthg?yeahh.it was quite scary.he was pratically shouting at us and he had tht pissed look on his face.oh wells.i guess we all have to have tht really serious look nx trng.friendly match goin on on sat against ajc.and some assholic asshole hacked into my bloddy hotmail account!u idiot fcuktard!i said before...NO SPAM!!!!sheesh!

a beeeeeeeeeggggg shoutout for cheryl dearrrrrrr!!!!!!

happy birthday cheryl!!!!
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Tuesday, March 02, 2004
i don't wanna close my eyes cause i'd miss you baby

was cramming the whole day with chem chem chem.studied like crazy.even went to the canteen with notes.man.amanda kate me and tab looked so nerd!eating while studying!first tym i actually studied fer sci.pffft.and during the test.my whole mind went blank.BLANK i tell you.whtever i studied for totally dint come out.sheesh.how nice.i will see this big fat zero on my paper.ycs after tht.i tell you the sec ones are so darn cute i tell you.in the chapel they beign so retarded.playing some game with them shaking their heads or sth.hah!and i ended up playing with them!man i felt retarded too. :)

study at macs ltr with amanda and gab.feels so accomplished.knowin tht "cute" RI [writing this in favour of amandakowyingli] guys can actually fall fer my trick!poo!low EQ i tell you.lowlowlow EQ.thts wht i can beat u at so dont ever call me dumb blonde anymore u stinky thing. :l
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Monday, March 01, 2004
If only you could be, right here by my side ; home wouldn't seem so far from here

had hell lotta fun today.lessons b4 recess was so slack i tell you.maria sng dint come to today.tanyongming was just telling ghost stories and the bell goes and recess!was telling amanda and tab some embarrasing stuff.really.its so embarrasing!-hides-after recess was very slack too.man i love mondays!whee!lunch with amanda and kate after schl.we were really cracking up and i was telling them all about my irc experience!it was hilarious!amanda laughed until she cried and kate almost choked on her ice cube!lol!walked with kate all the way to some bus stop pretty far away from schl.on the way out we were thinkin of ways to save each other if either of us almost get knocked down by a car or motorcycle.

1.kate would pull me and amanda back if shes standing behind[car]
2.kate push me and amanda forward and three of us fall down together[car]
3.if either me or amanda flies due to impact kate would hold on to our ankles and pull us back and swing us arnd like kites!lol.

haha.hows tht?we were really laughin all the way.and kate was bein so cute!coz me and amanda started commenting bout ken!no offence but sometimes ken can be pretty slow and retarded which ends up making him a loser.ken sometimes admits too kay.so its not a prob puttin it public!lol!j8 with amanda after sendin kate to her bus stop.walked arnd.yeahh.town ltr.

home now.muggin fer my sci test tmr.nth seems to be gettin into my head though.pffft.i can just flunk the whole freaking test tmr.pffft. :l
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