i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Sunday, February 29, 2004
1. Starting Time: 1940
2. Name: teresa
3. Best Friend: a few a few
4. Sexiest Friend: nat!
5. Funniest Friend: kate!she makes me laugh man! :)
6. Smartest Friend: karmen.shes has hell of a brain man.
7. Dumbest Friend: lol!kendrick tan!
8. Shyest Friend: ming lu!!!!
9. Most Boring Person: ummm... [?]
10. Who Do You Get Advice From: most of tym friends close to my heart
11. Height: 164[the last tym i measured]
12. DOB: 09031990
13. Righty / Lefty: righty
14. Eye Colour: dark brown i guess
15. Shoe Size: 6. :)
16. Shoe Brand: converse converse converse
17. Do You Crack Any Body Parts: toes. when i dance.rly niceeee...
18. Pets: my dog!
19. Siblings: GABRIEL. girl or boy? ;)
20. E-mail: metal_pink16@hotmail.com .please no spam
21. Boy Friend / Girl Friend: single :)
22. Crush: MMMHMMM
23. Liked a Teacher: nahh.i dont think so.
24. Killed Someone: yessssss.pffft.
25. Laughed So Hard You Peed Your Pants : ALMOST but did not
26. Ate A Tub Of Ice-Cream : nope.
27. Went Into A Glass Door: yeahh!it was pretty embarrasing since it was in church.:l
28. Went To Rotten.com: yeahh.SICK i tell you.
29. Gone Skinny Dipping (Swimming in the nude): nahh.
30. Gotten Hit By A Car: more like i hit the car.
31. Ran Into A Parked Car: kinda?
32. Time finished: 1949
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Saturday, February 28, 2004
if you love him ; let him go ; if he comes back ; he is yours ; if he doesnt - he never was //
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Wednesday, February 25, 2004
i think i have said this a million times but somehow my message got lost in the winds ;

eng today AGN.i rly dread gg fer eng classes man.pffft.ms tan is boring which makes the lesson even more boring.home econs ltr on.i passed my test!woohoo!but by a bloody half mark.man.i think the only subject i will ace is home econs.wht a subject to ace.pffft.this is nuts.do i look like i sew?man.i need to pass my march ppr!!!!!-screams-

my life is a major screw up.i doubt anyone knws why.dont plan on telling anyone either.PFFFT.rahhh.

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Tuesday, February 24, 2004
we'll fly through the falls and summers with love on our wings

hist common test today.it was pretty alright i guess?oh wells.it doesnt make a difference if i fail anyways.pffft.lessons were rly boring today.really.alomost slept through english.man.ms tan really has to brush up her pronounciation man.tab was counting how many "okayys" and "alright" she said.it was bout 100 "okayys" and 50 over "alrights".and really.she cant pronounce "answers" for nuts.she thinks she is leneint which in fact is not true and she thinks shes very kind.right.i think almost the whole class can do better than her.chinese lesson ltr.dint get to sleep through tht coz cai lao shi was in front of me.so i just talked through it.and she seriously thinks shes a hell of a sexay ladehh or sth.the clothes she wears to schl.tsktsk.so revealing.wonder wht she has to reveal in the first place.pffft.and i think in her life she has this lack of romance.which is why she needs it in class.told the back pple to off the lights so it seems more romantic.and the stuff she talks bout in class is so related to BGR.whtever.shes hell of a ego teacher.she keeps on braggin on how pretty she was whn she was young.and i mean she thinks she PRETTY.fer goodness sake!i even think julius is prettier can?the only lesson i listened to was hist.ms keh rocks.which is why i listened dint i?so i mainly went to schl fer hist?pffft. :l

when the tears start to come,
and you need someone to be there,
i will always be here.
but once u find me gone,
and disappear from your very life.
all i can say is sorry.
i tried.
perhaps all u will ever think of is ur loss or gain.
there will be no tears for me,
or anyone for that matter.
after awhile the depression stes in
and you think the world is bleak.
you cry and your tears start to flow again.
and somoeone else will be there for you.
but not me //

onlooker>>yep.i gotta get outts ctk if i dont pass.and please leave ur name.would rly apreciate it alot. :)

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Monday, February 23, 2004
its your face i long for ; you alone are life to me

i think i have been pms-ing these few days.well.all i have to say is the pms queen is back.ken's been rly sweet.man.sucha nice bro of mine.really.w/o him i really wont knw who to rant to // who to talk to // who to shout at //who to piss myself at//hes rly nice.trust me. :) doin some advertisement here yeahh?haha.

got back ting1 xie3 today.can leh.9 and half.wow.not bad huh.failed by a bloddy half mark.screw the teacher.hist test tmr.sheesh.i rly gotta pass my ppr man.or not i will be outta ctk and tht is where i got to knw great pple!pffft!better study harder man.

dhini>>heyy dearr!havent been talking to you in eons!!!u deleted ur blog!!!leave ur gbk add kay?update me on stuff dearr!dont bottle everything inside okayy?its so sad to see happy dhini so sad!!!cheerup alright?im always here fer u okayy?msg me anytime okayy?promise i will listen to you!teresa loves dhini to the moon and back!

laura>>heyy u poopoo head!lol!i have ur gareth gates cd but u lent me the one w/o my fav songs man!and music fest was fun huh?esp the bus part and the walking home part yeahh?-winks-and yeahh!basically we are all banned from upstairs.just tht gabriel dint tell me and the rest only.so from now on we all have to be good pple and sit downstairs and be superr quiet so tht we can sit uptairs agn kay?and we will all freeze together!!!lol!bring ur jacket fer me okayy?haha.love you to bitts and pieces!-hughug

lorraine>>-does the L sign-LOSER!!!haha.nahh.just kidding la.smg oopsed me many tyms so i gave up.and heres ur entry kay?haha.wont nag anymore.u've been signin my gbk like a good girl.-pats head-haha.take care too yeahh?love you truck loads! :)

daniel>>u nehneh pig!!!lol!i doubt u will even get to read this but nevertheless i will still reply you.how nice can i get?godd.im so ego!!!!pffft.nvm.and bout the lightsticks..its okayy la...but dont be so mean to her la.just express it the way u want it.ahhh.see?good advice!hrmph!so dont call me stupid alrdy.-pouts
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Sunday, February 22, 2004
hey teresa dear ! i couldn't find the song lights in your eyes . so i change to gareth gates' say it isn't so yeah ? hmms . hope you like it . hahas . shall see ya in school tomorrow . good night ! -huggs
`kate
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chruch today.got pretty screwed with the cathecists.with my fellow law-breakers too.pffft.had to gather in this rm with laura kris amanda rach ken joel and francis.the cathecists started lecturing us.pffft.whtever.

ripped this off marc's blog
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[My name is]: teresa

[In the morning I am]: blur

[All I need is]: you

[Love is]: check out the bible man.u dont expect to tell me do you?

[I'm afraid of]: not passing my tests

[I dream about]: whtever i wanna dream about

-H A V E .Y O U. E V E R . .-
[Pictured your crush naked?]: no

[Actually seen your crush naked]: no

[Had sex]: no

[Made love]: no

[Been in love]: maybe , possibly

[Cried when someone died]: yeahh :(

[Lied]: yes

-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
[Coke or Pepsi]: i dont see any difference in that

[Flowers or candy]: candy :)

[Tall or short]: id rather be taller

-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
[What do you notice first?]: the eyes.the eyes are the nicest most of the time.oooohhh

[Last person u slow danced with]: -

-W H O-
[Makes you laugh the most?]: most of my friends

[Makes you smile]: my friends too but if u wanna be exact , you-know-who :)

[Do you have a crush on someone?]: maybe, possibly

[Has a crush on you?]: dnt think so

[Easiest to talk to]: amanda kate laura julius ken

-D O. Y O U. E V E R-
[Sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to I.M. you?]: all day long?u gotta be kidding.

[Save Aol/aim conversations]: seldom

[Wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: lol ! tht would be PRETTY intresting yea?

[Cried because of someone saying something to you]: depends on who and wht he/she said.

-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
[Fallen for your best friend]: hah.

[Been rejected]: i dont think so ?

[Rejected someone]: yes

[Used someone]: no,tht would be too harsh

[Been cheated on]: at least up till now not yet?

[Done something you regret]: yeah.loads.

-W H O .W A S .T H E .L A S T. P E R S O N-
[You talked to on the phone]: amanda kow!!!!

[Hugged]: if u count peace time in church today tht would be laura rach kris amanda lynn ken francis joel and matt. :)

[You instant messaged]: ken

[You laughed with]: laura dearrie!!!she makes me laugh man!

-D O .Y O U-
[Colour your hair]: nahh.find it too much of a bother

[Ever get off the damn computer]: occasionally

[Habla espanol]: whtever tht means all i gotta say is i still can speak a lil of hua3 yu2

-D O .Y O U / / A R E .Y O U-
[Smoke cigarettes]: no

[Obsessive]: over some things

[Could you live without the computer?]: i dont think so

[How many peeps are on your buddy list?]: how would i knw?i dont count

[What's your favourite food?]: anything not too vegge

[What's your favourite fruit?]: whtever.

[Drink alcohol?]: sometimes

[Like watching sunrises or sunset]: yepp!but i dont seem to be able to wake up in time fer sunrise and fer sunsets...i do sometimes :)

[What hurts the most?]: psychological and emotional pain.

[Trust others way too easily?]: i dont think so.i only trust a few

-N U M B E R-
[Of times I have had my heart broken?]: once or twice? :l

[Of hearts I have broken?]: no idea

[of words used over msn]: pffft.mmhmm.heyy.yepp.and some other random wrds.

[Of continents I have lived in?]: one

[Of drugs taken illegally?]: um.the purple syrup which tasted like grape juice and i was obsessed with it so i drank it whn it wasnt time for my daily dosage.does it even count?

[Of tight friends?]: a few . not too many though.

[Of cd's that I own?]: pretty much over twenty or so?

[Of scars on my body?]: 8

[Of things in my past that I regret?]: too many

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Saturday, February 21, 2004
went to schl today at 10 plus?practised with the rest fer a lil while.thn laura kris and matt came.talked to them.music fest started.i looked so silly during the dance!!!ahhh!but i dint go red!!!i repeat myself.i dint go red! :) was rushing the whole tym coz ltr on was the song.the song was rly silly.man!oh wells.nvm thn.ken and gabriel ltrs.went out with laura and kris to bring them in and they were acting dao big tym or mayb acting cool.pffft.fine la.go all the way out and bring ur in they act dao.so we played a trick on them.went off first and let them find thier way to the drama studio.haha.but apparently they found their way.lol!had a break so me and laura went to walk kris out as she had to go home thn me and laura went to somewhere near the drama studio but not the drama studio to talk.was talkin bout matt.and matt suddenly appeared!damn we were shocked man!but he dint hear anything so its fine.phew!

went back one hr ltr?talentime.woohoo!st nick totally rocks!they got first!woah!sizzle dizzle babehh!this guy dint get anything so he was like crying?oh wells. :l and we given lightsticks.i badly wanted the pink one but got the orange and yellow one instead.and daniel had pink one so i wanted to exchange it with him and tht nehneh was being sucha nehneh!he dint wanna exchange with me!!!but exchanged it with ber instead!pardon me laura but let me repeat myself daniel is a big fat nehneh pig!!!shouldnt have helped him just now.if u knw wht i mean laura.-winks-haha.

stonin at home.man im tired.pffft.no dinner fer me at home.im starving!!! :(((((
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Friday, February 20, 2004
without you in my life ; i just would not be living at all

trng today.was pretty slack.yu ai was damn cute today man.helping everybody pick balls tht went out.always got this golden haired girl running arnd the pitch the WHOLE tym man.damn cute man she!wahahahas.reached home at bout 745.really tired.and whole body was aching man.esp my leg.still got the scar.pffft.im gonna look so silly tmr!and everyone will see my scar!oh wells. :l and i got an ulcer under mt ongue which hurts like shit man.pffft.

tmr is music fest!!!ahhh!!!im gonna be so embarrased!and amanda just told me tht gerad james is performing too!lol!tht nehneh!wonder wht hes gonna do!laura and i can just start laughing man!-hope he doesnt see this post-he can BRING THE HAUS DOWN man or rather TURN THE HAUS UPSIDE DOWN!!!wahahahas.man.i feel mean!poo!cant wait fer tmr!amanda is comin over first!yay!im crazy.and i have been ranting to so many pple today.some get irritated but after whil they are cool and some rant TOGETHER with me and some just listen to me rant and somt give thier comments as i rant on and on!haha!greeat pple man.love them to bitts and pieces!!!!woohoo!pffft.im being silly agn.coz im elated!amanda and kate shud knw why yeahh?-winks-im gloating!

i believe i can fly,
i believe i can touch the sky.
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Thursday, February 19, 2004
its hard knowing you,loving you,losing you ;

had to rush to schl today coz first,i woke up late thn i was holding on to laura's monitor badge and she needed it for duty coz other schls were coming to our schl for prefects investiture.so i got off the bus and guess wht?i tripped over the steps!man!it was so embarrasing!dropped my phone.batt fell out.pffft. :l leg was pretty red.went to class and it was burning!skin came out.and amanda and tab being suc sweeties went to get antiseptic fer me!was kinda screaming whn they put the lotion coz it was rly pain knw.so i was walking arnd with tht retarded bandage on my leg.pffft.i looked so silly man.but it was okayy coz i dont have to do pe and today pe was gym.lol!amanda and tab were damn cute doing forward rolls and backward rolls.and while they were rolling on the floor i was comfortably sitting my ass down!haha. :)

came home ltr.have been doing most of my work these few days.man.did hist just now.some graded assignment i had to complete by tmr.so yeahh.i sat my ass down agn and did the work!but with some help from ken but dint exactly help much though!lol!nahh.thanks yea? :l

music fest in 2 days.pffft. :l forgot all my steps and not prepared.totally.PFFFT.
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Wednesday, February 18, 2004
love lift us up where we belong

pffft.music fest in 3 days.seems like everyone wants to go mainly to see me go red and totally embarrase myself.how nice yeahh? :l thn theres gonna be this solo part with amanda and im defintely gonna go so so so red and ken plus julius will start taking pics of me turing red and just circulate the pic in church and on sun i will be so maluated to go to church which i doubt i will even go after ycs thn.pffft.my life is THIS screwed.me and big fat mouth. :(

feeling rly sad nowadays.dont seem to be showing it in schl.yepp.but some other friends seem to be able to see through me yeahh?thanks anyway yeahh?:l

MY OATH TO YOU...
when you are sad.....i will dry your tears.
when you are scared.....i will comfort your fears.
when you are confused.....i will help you cope.
and when you are lost.....and can't see the light.
i shall be your beacon.....shining ever so bright.
this is my oath.....i pledge till the end.

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Tuesday, February 17, 2004
to have you in my heart is a gift from god ;

really envy those pple who get fetched to schl every morn man.and i have to get up early in the morn and wait fer the freaking bus to come.pffft. :l

ycs this sat.which means its in -counts- 4 days!!!!poo!!!and im totally not prepared or anything???pffft!im gonna turn red man.and ken is gonna maluate me and whole lott of peeps would be starin and i would go EVEN redder!!!! :l oh man!

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Thursday, February 12, 2004
as i sail with you over the finest oceans ; on our way to find the key to our emotions

pffft.valentine's day.a day for me to stay home and ltr set off fer tuition.hate it. :l cant have the all-girls outing i have been watin fer.cant go fer mtv asia awards.cant do anything cept rot rot and rot.at home.where else?oh wells. :( my life is screwed to the core.

[they say you can determine who would make a good partner within the first few minutes of conversation. i'm not too sure about that. all i know is that you've tripped me up. i've fallen for you, and i can't get up.]

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Wednesday, February 11, 2004
u run through my mind all the time

i wanna go to mtv asia awards!!!wanna try win them on 98.7 but they say only pple 18 and ^ can win them.like wth?rahhh.so now i gotta go fer my bloody tuition.pffft.valentine's day and i gotta go fer tuition!-pouts-wanna pon coz gg out with amanda and kate!been waiting fer eons fer an all girl outing with them mann!but if i dont go fer tuition this wk thn nx wk i wun be gg either coz of music fest!and its in 9 days!and i havent got my clothes fer the performance.man.im screwed babbehh!but i cant possibly skip tuition twice ina row yeah?oh god!i feel so nerd!i am nerd anyways.lol!oh wells.pffft.

kate>>thanks dearr!!!fer helping me yeahh?see?im making a public thank you kay.lol! :D
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Tuesday, February 10, 2004
teresa ! hehheh ! you better thank me for helping you kay ? i took one hour to do just this small thing ! i just came back from training , haven bathe and haven eaten , you ask me to help ! hmpf ! hahas . anyway , hope you are happy with it kay ? take care lots ! see ya tomorrow ! -huggs `katie loves teresa LOTS :D
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Saturday, February 07, 2004
i thought i lost you somewhere ; but you were nver really there at all

had tuition just now.damn funny.sci topic.was on chapt 6.[go check out wht tht topic is]lol!all of them were being so sick in the head man.haha.home after tuition.yepps.

got a msg from pple arnd.sth rly sad happened.its rly saddening to hear bout it.man. :l im rly bad at comforting pple but i rly hope she wud not be too sad.im not sure if i can put names up so i better not.yepp.but dont worry.god will take care of him very well yeahh?:))

to some guy>>yess?wht bout me using colgate total?and pls leave name?wud rly appreciate it. :)
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Friday, February 06, 2004
so tell me where do i start ; cause its really breaking my heart

rain has really been pretty damn irritating.trng today.ended early coz of the rain.trng was one thing to keep my mind occupied and it had to end early.wth.pffft.oh wells.

ddescribe your

1. [wallet] black quiksilver one
2. [hairbrush] um pink
3. [toothbrush] haha wth, i think it shud be colgate total
4. [jewelry worn daily] fcuk bands. without fail.
5. [pillow cover] right now? from happy hse.with flowers?and theres another one from ikea
6. [blanket cover] ditto
7. [coffee cup] got it from happy hse too.
8. [sunglasses] dont use shades
9. [underwear] hah! now wouldnt you like to know :) overshare, i tell you
10. [cologne / perfume] use estee lauder most of tym.
11. [CD in stereo right now] ataris
12. [tattoos] haha none.
13. [piercings] ears
14. [what you are wearing now] black tank and boxers. lol!
15. [in my mouth] frozz
16. [in my head] finding ans to these questions
17. [wishing] nth.
18. [after this] going to bed..
19. [fetishes] braces!
20. [person you wish you could see right now] mmmm
21. [is next to you] my baby phone
22. [some of your favorite movies] matrix, lotr and most recently, love actually
23. [something you're looking forward to] outings with girls
24. [the last thing you ate] mashed potato from 7-11
25. [something that you are deathly afraid of] darkness i guess?
26. [do you like candles] yeh
27. [do you like incense] mmhmm its fine
28. [do you like the taste of blood] hahah yessss i dooooo..
29. [do you believe in love] yeah, of course i do
30. [do you believe in soul mates] ahh yeah guess so
31. [do you believe in love at first sight] nope, i'd rather belive as like at first sight
32. [can you eat with chopsticks] MMHMM
33. [what are some of your favorite candies] nth in particular.but clorets pretty cool.

do you ever..
[sit on the internet all day waiting for someone special to i.m. you?]: haha all day long?
[save aol/aim conversations]: yeahh
[wish you were a member of the opposite sex]: yeah i guess so
[cry because of someone saying something to you]: ahh yes, guess everyone has

have you ever..
[fallen for your best friend]: haha how about no??
[been rejected]: hurhur no comment
[rejected someone]: um. yes..
[been cheated on]: i wouldnt consider it being cheated on. thats a little too harsh dont ya think?
[done something you regret]: yeahh

okayy.thts bout it.did tht to waste some tym.pffft. :(((((

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Wednesday, February 04, 2004
wanna know you better but words dont come out right

pretty fine today.lessons were okayy.not too serious and all.yepp.had trng after sch.was fun!cept tht laura seemed pretty down today.was wondering why at first thn after trng she told me.thanks for sharing with me sweets!was piggy-bagging laura!whee!so fun!and laura kept on making me laugh mann!so unsteady!lol!trng was okay.cept tht coach kept on saying i cant smile anymore?like wth????i cant smile?oh mann!im gonna age if i dont smile anylonger mann!stayed in sch til 645.reached home at 728?rmbed the tym!lol!

realised i've been blogging continously?woah!haha.off ta watch american idol now!its gonna be funny mann!lol!
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Tuesday, February 03, 2004
no one said it was gonna be easy ; i was merely fooling myself

schl today.was pretty fine.got back hist papers.damn i failed by just a puuunnny half mark mann.damn!oh wells.got back math test ltr on.tht was much better but not too good either.but at least i passed.had chinese test after schl.screwed it mann.the idioms part die alrdy.pffft.

headed fer ycs after tht.gonna have our own ycs shirt!its gonna be cool mann.its black and some metallic pink things gg on too.yup.and christine told us tht sec twos and threes are gonna put up an item besides the dance thing.we are doin some american idol show!chris is gonna do "she bangs"!!!lol!she rocks doing it mann!and im paula!wanna be randy!thn can say"whatzup dog!"oh wells.guess i will go beg them tmr.yepp.

rain has been really irritating me these few wks.been raining non stop since chi new yr.mann.have been coming back drenched all the tym.pfffft.right.i knw its my fault.fer being too lazy to pack an umbrella.but the thing its too bulky fer my bag mann.pfffft.
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Monday, February 02, 2004
when i close my eyes ; all i see is you

went to christine's hse today to practise dance.was pretty cool.learnt it all well.but came home wanted to try it out but forgot most of the steps alrdy.pffft.went to bishan station.met nehneh and jeremy!!!so cool!haha.i was like "ay?"and nehneh was like"ay!"damn cute mann they all.wanna pinch nehneh's cheeks!but nehneh say mus ask jane first.lol!met julius after tht.wanted to do ez-links card but went all the way to bueno vista and realised tht we need birth certs.i was like [???] made me come all the way fer nth?argh!went to raffles after tht.walked arnd.mom gave me a lift home ltrs.learning fer chi test tmr.think im gonna fail it.oh wells.

music fest is 19 days away!!!im seriously freaking out???will be performing in front of tonns of pple!ahhh!!!okayy.im being so retarded mann.-pulls hair- pffft.
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Sunday, February 01, 2004
inside me heart there is a place for you ;

decided to do away with those color things.found it abit too colorful.yepp.had church today.overslept like one hr?made amanda wait fer 45 min.oops?sorry sweets!went fer class.not late though.after tht had mass.was pretty fine cept the fact tht everyone seems to be fiddling with my phone.pffft.went town ltr on fer rach's bday lunch with laura christine and amanda.after tht walked to topshop to look fer some retro clothes.checked out pac plaza.laura and kris bought a new roxy bag!!!ahhh!!!im so jealous!nahh...but laura being the nice gal she has always been agreed to share the bag with me!so is like we exchange every now and thn?yay!love tht pretty girl ta bits and pieces!bought a new wallet too!from quiksilver.cool mann.thn went to far east to look agn fer some clothes.but by thn amanda left alrdy.yepp.walked arnd till bout 6?reached home at 7.yepps.gg to chirstine's hse tmr to practise the music fest dance!yay!music fest is gonna be a bash mann! :)
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