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Friday, January 30, 2004
you are like a dream come true
my com is seriously pms-ing me today.and i mean bigbigbig tym mann.it keeps on d/c-ing me.so i better blog fast enuf or else i wud be d/c-ed agn.and tht idiot asshole bro of mine.thinks the com outside is his and his only.whatever la.always chase me away from the com.he is seriously such a fcuking asshole.hate him!!!arhg!and whn i tell my mom tht he does tht,she doesnt believe me.in front of my mom he acts so nice and all...thn whn my mom aint here he acts like a total bitch.rahhhhhh......hes a bitch!!!a big fat one!cant believe someone wud fall in love with him.im telling you..."open ur eyes girl..hes not worth it!go find somebody else of better calibre can?ur blind to ever like my bro mann!"okayy.i wrote tht sentence coz im soooper pissed with my bro now!and rly angry.pffft... :((((((
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Thursday, January 29, 2004
you are the one who leaves me completely breathless
slack most of the periods today.went fer assembly.boring mann.mrs tan was giving some boring talk so started talking to kate amanda and sui.funny lar.lol.thn at the end if assembly,mrs tan called up many many sec twos.and she was like reading out the names in front of everybody.nv give those wo got called up face one lor.malu them in front of sec ones.wth?so irri.pfftt.said tht coz i was one of them.lol.thn she was checking belts.argh.i made my belt look so high and she still dint pass me.damn her.such an arse.went fer hse meeting ltr.was okayy la.checked out the cheerleading tryouts after tht with laura and meixian.pretty cool.all of them cud dance mann.but i think they only picked three?out of...12?yepp.anyhows,cris owes me and laura a treat la.yupyup.left sch at 5 plus.went to macs and....er....macs-ed?yepp.ate ice cream cone.and shared fries with laura and meixian.it was bout 6 alrdy by thn.left fer home.
home now.using the com mainly coz my bro is asleep.the com in my rm seriously sucks la.just got modified and its still S-L-O-W.and it gets disconnected halfway through. :l bleahh.oh wells.admiring a rly nice pic now.-faints lol!
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
i think i better leave right now before i fall any deeper
laura dint come to sch today.poor girl.got some bad flu and cough i think?but shes sick thts all i knw.wanted to pon trng.had to go get presents fer so many pple.bday as well as vday.thn realized tht i brought an empty wallet?like...whn i opened my wallet i was lyk"omg.i dint check b4 i left the hse mann.left the money at home!!!"so had to go fer trng.it was fun.coz it was raining the whole tym?our shirts were like so translucent mann.and we were like comparing sports bras.sick ryt?but we were so hyped coz of the rain.and everyone was trying to figure out wht the number on my sports bra was.lol!thn coach mane us skip.[?]i cun skip fer nuts la.was so pai seh okayy.im not gonna skip anymore dude.oh wells.after trng,went home with rui.cabbed home i mean.rui kindly paid the taxi fare.love tht girl to bitts mann.
laura >>laura deariee!muz take care of yourself yea?dont always fall sick kay?get well okayy?tmr u coming to sch yea?goodgood.miss you to the moon and back today!loveyooooouuuu!-beegfathugg
came home bout 645?yupyup.did some work.not much though.but at least i did hw la.not so bad after all.had dinner.yummilicious.-smacks lips- not gonna say wht i ate coz u may think its not nice at all.oh wells. :l
thinking of you.wondering where you are.do i ever cross your mind?oh wells. :l
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
a broken heart that can never be healed
sch sucked mann.lessons were pretty boring today. :l cai lao shi was seriously bugging me today.argh.wanna give her slap mann.oh wells.had hist test today.screwed it mann.pple said it was simple.maybe im just stupid. :l rahh...nvm.went fer ycs.realised tht if you wanna perfrom fer the music fest we gotta audition!!!but christine said tht me amanda laura and lorraine just had to learn the steps thn if its okayy we are in!!!whee!guess im being crazy.but its gonna be cool mann.if im not wrong its on the 21st of feb.1300 to 2030.we are dancing to this retro song!gonna download it ltr.lol.gg shopping on sun fer clothes from topshop!see wht can i get.had some sharing.it was funny mann.damn retarded.oh wells.
headed to canteen.thn amanda cheryl rui and me started bitching bout this girl.bel joined not long ltr.damn fun mann.was so scared bel wud go tell tht girl.anyways..her lips are sealed alrdy.thn went to macs.started talking agn.almost the whole pqs were there.yepp.
home now.stoning.and cant get in to friendster.maybe its screwed?or i think my com's screwed.but i tried on two coms and it still doesnt seem to work.oh wells.will try agn ltrs thn.bleahh.
feeling crappy now.fcuk
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Monday, January 26, 2004
heaven would not be heaven without you
amanda came over after sch.let her hear jail house rock!we were dancing mann!blasted the stereo.no one was home anyway.thn i had to go fer dance so we left.cabbed to bishan station.took a train to somerset.after dance took 73 home.thn this REALLY cute girl sat beside me.thn i ahd my earphones plugged in my ears so i cun hear her.and she tapped me on my shoulder and asked me which sch was i from.and i said...oh wells,i'll just type out the whole convo.
she:which sch are you from?
me:st.nicks
she:me too!
me:cool!how old are you?
she:im in primary three purity
me:ohhh.im in sec two justice
she:im wendy
me:im teresa
[and she gave me tht sweet smile.oohhh~]
she:where you stopping?
me:the nx stop
she:oh!i drop one stop after you!you knw toho gardens?
me:oh!i knw!i walk past there everyday!
she:yeahh!
me:cya in sch yea?droppin here!bye!
she:bye!
thn i walked on.and i saw her drop at the nx stop and she started running.i passed toho gardens and i saw her there!!!she was like waving?omg!so cute!!!!!ahhh!-faints. oh wells.my bro just came home.godd.hes seriously pissing me off mann.so wht if im in my sch u?cant use the com ahh.thinks he owns the com.chasing me away.thank goodness i got my own com in my rm.but this com the speakers got prob la.wth?idiot bro.hate him mann!arhg!okayyyyyyy...hes making me sad and angry nowwww...pffftt. :l
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Sunday, January 25, 2004
if words dont come my way ; i hope you still know what my heart wants to say
had church in the morn.was okayy.most of the tym quarelling with gabriel agn.guess the woman sittin beside me got pretty pissed off cause she was giving me tht face.oh wells.i dont knw her anyways.went fer lunch at sakae with amanda and gabriel.he treated us lunch.and i had to pay 30 cents only.lol.tht really brightened me up fer the day.thn went town together fer awhile.walked arnd.went to topshop.treid on the hats!!!godd.it was cool mann.was so paiseh to show amanda and gabriel and guess they got irritated i think.sorry!-hides thn went to coffee club.re-enacted a cooolll story in front of amanda and gabriel.it was fun mann.thn i had to go meet my mom so amanda and gabriel left.met my mom.walked arnd agn.realised tht walking with my mom can be pretty boring at tyms.coz she goes to shops which i dont exactly lyk gg to. :l went to my aunts hause fer a awhile.had dinner there.thn came home.and fer the very first tym in my life..i cant wait to go to sch tmr.IM GONNA GET MY PHONE BACK TMR!!!!!!yess!!!!after a loooonnnnggggg wait.its been bad livin w/o my phone mann.stupid mrs tan.no offence to those pple who like her.pfftt.
seated in front of the computer and stoning.cept tht my fingers are just moving thts all.feeling down agn.argh.wish there wud be sth to cheer me up.but i still dont knw wht.-bish oh wells. :l
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i love you with every beat of my heart
oh wells.tuition fer me ltrs.3-7.have been repeating this since dont knw whn.feeling so down agn.sorry fer making most of the pple arnd me down too yeahh?
i so love amanda and laura!!!manda has been the one listening to all my rantings these few days.her patience rules mann!she can tolerate all my nonsense!!!and laura too.has been cheering me up eveytime she thinks im sad.and surprisingly she appears whn i need her the most!!!and there are so many other pple!dhini too!sweetest girl i have ever seen.very cheerful.her smile never fails to brings a smile to my face.
oh wells.im getting down agn.better stop now thn.btw entries tht cant be understood by you arent meant to be understood anyways.so dont try to understand them if dont.yepp.
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Saturday, January 24, 2004
back from tuition not long ago.read through kate's blog.wanna say i cried too yea?just wanna say im really sorry kay?i rly wanted to apologize but my "baby" got confiscated and i dint knw other ways on contacting you.so...yeahh...i admit i was pissed at first cause i rly dint knw wht the hell was gg on at tht point of tym.but after some tym,[which happened to be a looonngg tym]realized tht it wasnt entirely ur fault.yupyup.wanna say sth but no offence or anything...those msges posted on ur gbk wasnt by me okayy?i seriously dint knw who did tht.but i nv lyk pple who use my name w/o me knwing at all and i had to go find out.so just screw off!!!if i wanna post a msg i will do it.i dont need someone else to do it fer me kay?not tht i hate you fer doin tht or anything but pls tell me in advance.i knw im being sucha bitch but thts the way i am feeling right now.so my post seems abit not me today.yepp.thts bout it fer now thn.pfffttt...
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Friday, January 23, 2004
if anything could last forever ; it would be the way i feel fer you
nth much today.jus went fer lunch at rivervale restaurant.food was okayy la.realized i've been feeling rly down lately.one of the reasons coz my "darling" got confiscated from mrs tan.feeling damn "striped".but thts the point laa.i guess its sth called fate.maybe we just dont have that essential ingredient in life.yepps.
:(
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
went to sch fer some boring cny mass.thn in the middle of the mass xiaotong called and asked fer directions so i told her over my phone and apparently mrs christina tan saw from dont knw which part of her eyeball saw la but after the mass she took away my phone.like...thanks alot laa.i did a kind thing and she confiscated my phone.and i can only get my phone back on lyk...monday?thts 5 days ltr!!!and its the cny period and i have to live w/o my phone.how great...shes such an arse knw...hurr...
finally the thing ended,went back to class.was kates bday today and we actually ordered a cake fer her.but tab forgot to bring the receipt so i had to follow tab home to get it.but we dint want kate to knw so we just told kate tht we had to go somewhere first.and i think she got kinda pissed which i got no idea why...and she just walked off!!!like...thanks alot???called after her and she just daoed me..so fine..by all means...was kinda pissed i almost broke into tears.i mean pple buy cake for you thn u just leave liddat...like...pls lor... :l so me and tab stayed in class.talked. ;) yepp.thn left fer town.walked arnd...saw loads of peeps!saw my bitch partner gabriel too!!!tht ass!lol!went to wisma and collected kates cake.told the aunty to cut into half and she was lyk [?] haha.tabs dad came.gave me a lift home!just came back from dinner.yumyum-rubs tummy-damn full now...whee!-burps- :l
ARHG!!!im sooooo sad damnit!why izit tht you have to go arnd breaking my heart over and over agn!!!every step i take towards you,to me is a big mistake.do you knw tht you were a dream come true?cant belive i fell fer you :l
i guess i must be wishing on someone else's star...
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Sunday, January 18, 2004
francis koh!!!this msg is specially fer you kay!!!anyway...wanna thank you fer the rly sweet email you sent me kay?appreciate tonns!and dont worry ur shoulders are broad alrights?lol.so i can call you 24/7 ahh.u said i could.i will be bugging you fer the rest of my life mann.coz i've got way way WAY too many probs.and you have nv ever made me sad or angry kay?ur the one who is always brightening me up loads and loads.trust me. :)) and ur are sooooper sweet!!!ahh!!ohhh.and thanks fer the call this morn yea?and fer listening to my rantings too!!!i so love my francis dearr!!!!wahahahaahhs!!!! :D
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Friday, January 16, 2004
i thought i lost you somewhere ; but you were never really there at all .
feeling rly sad these few days.seems like everyone is pissing me off nowadays.even my bestest frenz.or maybe im just pms-ing big tym.well...the pms queen is back! :l such a badbadbad wk fer me.just hope nx wk wud be much better...-sighs-and in front of pple i have to put on smile.they all think i got no probs at all.like some happy-go-lucky ass.im not okayy!!!so wht if im smiling?ever wondered it could just be a mask?cause im actually crying deep down inside!no one seems to notice.maybe except laura.she just seems to knw almost everything.i got no idea how she does this,but she reads me like a book mann.sometimes it gets kinda freaky.lol.maybe thts wht made her my rly good friend and a friend tht stayed by me all these yrs.yepp.amanda,kate and tab too.they listened to all my senseless ranting.and tolerated my retardedness.yeap.
i love you all so bloody much! :)
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Monday, January 12, 2004
happy belated one day birthday shawn!!!
heya!dont play arnd too much ahh.ur O's are round the corner okayy?study hard kay?sorry fer the late bday wish! -hides- anyway...see ya on sunday!must come fer church la.always nv come one.nottienottie.lol.ermz..may all ur bday wishes come true!yeahh!-beegfathugg-
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Sunday, January 11, 2004
today is a saturday and i have to go fer tuition.and it is from three to seven!!!!arhg!!!how great...anyway...i dint update fer... -counts- 5 days...hmmmssshhh...i guess nth much have been happening so dint bother to update.yeahh.life has been rly boring fer me...except fer home econs.doing sewing fer the first half yr.bleahh.cant sew fer nuts!had mdm mah as our teacher.and she made me the home econs rep!how great!hate her mann!anf she cant pronounce my name!!!i was lyk "no...mdm mah...its teresa..."and she goes on saying it the wrong way.gosh!!!my name so difficult to say mehz?thn whn her lesson ended she said my name wrongly agn.thn i was lyk "its t-e-r-e-s-a!!!" and agn she said it wrongly so dint bother to correct her agn.i have to assist her fer one whole yr!and 1 and a 1/2 hrs a wk!arhg...i wun mind as long she freaking prononce my name the right way damnit!!!pffft...
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Monday, January 05, 2004
to passerby::
whatever lar.i cant be bothered with you anyway.and i dun wanna waste my tym.u dun even wanna write ur name!gosh!ohh fine.talk to the hand.
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LAYER 0NE:
-- Name: teresa
-- Birth date: 9th march 1990
-- Birthplace: singapore
-- Current Location: on a chair looking at the computer
-- Eye Color: brown
-- Hair Color: golden brown? [?]
-- Height: 163 [not very tall.hmmsh.must jump more often]
-- Righty or Lefty: righty
-- Zodiac Sign: pices
LAYER TWO:
-- The shoes you wore today: converse
-- Your weakness: no idea.but i will tell you whn im weak
-- Your fears: [?]but i will tell you whn im scared
-- Your perfect pizza: anythin tt does not have those vege in them
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: im goaless at the moment
-- Your most overused phrase(s) on MSN: heyy,yeahh,wtf, and some others
-- Your thoughts first waking up: crap...
-- Your best physical feature: [?]
-- Your bedtime: depends
-- Your most missed memory: none
LAYER FOUR:
-- In love? not very sure[quite retarded having only one pathteic question in this layer]
LAYER FIVE:
-- Smoke: nope.
-- Curse: all the tym
-- Sing: yeahh!whn im happy!
-- Take a shower everyday: duhh
-- Have a crush: maybe.
-- Do you think you've been in love: yes
-- Believe in yourself: yess
-- Get motion sickness: nehh
-- Think youre a health freak?: dun think so
-- Get along with your parent(s): yeahh
-- Like thunderstorms: nope!!!never lyk them
-- Play an instrument: piano.learning guitar at the moment and i so suck in it.
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
-- drank alcohol: yeahh - got myself all high and tipsy and into deep shit
-- Smoked: dun smoke and dun plan on smoking
-- Done a drug: i don't do drugs either
-- Had Sex: lyk...no?
-- Gone on a date: yes
-- Gone to the mall?: duhh.juz came back from one.
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: nahh.they make me puke.
-- Eaten sushi: yes..on sun with amanda!!!!
-- Been on stage: yeahh
-- Been dumped: no
-- Gone skating: no
LAYER SEVEN:
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: nope!tts kinda sick
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: no
-- been caught "doing something": .. no
-- Been called a tease?: uh.. no?
-- Got beaten up: no
-- Shoplifted: i think so..
-- Changed who you were to fit in: [?]
LAYER EIGHT:
-- Age you hope to be married: 25
-- Numbers and Names of Children: 2 - havent thought of names
-- Describe your Dream Wedding: no idea.but i dont mind those they do at the beach?tts kinda cool!
-- Describe how u want to die: painless and happy :))
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: famous lawyer![like it wud ever happen..but wth?] -woohoo!
LAYER NINE:
In the opposite sex
-- Best eye color?: anythin as long as it fits
-- Best hair color?: -points up
-- Short or long hair: reasonably long.never like them too long esp those with hair in the middle and sides are botak
-- Height: taller thn me
-- Best weight: its gotta fit his height
-- Best articles of clothing: not too beng-ish and fits his built
LAYER TEN:
-- # of drugs taken illegaly: i don't do drugs
-- # of people I could trust with my life: a few.
-- # of CDs that I own: why bother counting?
-- # of tattoos: none.
-- # of scars on my body: hand[four?]
-- # of birthmarks: one.on my neck!
-- # of things in my past that i regret: lotts of them
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Sunday, January 04, 2004
a note to fcuking idiots who seriously got nth better to do thn to go poke thier noses into other pple's buisness ::
to tt passerby and linda.whoever ur are.dont exactly wanna knw who you are either anyway.but i juz want you're to get sth straight!!!i hell do not like julius!!!i treat him as a soooooper good fren of mine kkay?wht is ur problem?you mean friends cant blog fer friends is it?it is breaking the law or whtever fcuk tt goes in ur head????can ur juz grow up?tts is seriously so childish?if ur rly got nth to do thn sign my gbk?i dont like replying ur on julius's tag!!!ur seriously got no guts to even ryt ur freaking name!!!so wht if julius gives me his passwrd?big deal?why make sucha fuss bout it?lyk its sth bad?puh-leese!!!!godd!u dont even knw wht is gg on so ur have got no fcuking right to comment okayy?i rly hope ur wud juz stop all this!!!i wud appreciate it.
a note to ur:grow up!!!!
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Friday, January 02, 2004
happy new year!!!
had dnd ytd.went there with amanda rly late but they still had not started.julius,sherri,francis and kendrick were downstairs waiting fer us!awwww...so sweet!hahahas.went up.there were so many pple!sat down took a grp photo.dunnoe where izit now[?].everyone started eating me and amanda went exploring arnd with francis and kendrick[our two lil doggies!!!]jkjk.was kinda weird coz whn we went down everyone started staring at us coz we were in formal from head to toe.yeahh.decided to go back up.checked out the toilet.it was pretty cool.was actually spending the tym walking arnd the hotel la.nth better to do.went to the swimming pool.very windy and all.thn the performance started.they danced until sooooper nice!!!esp julius and jeremy.they shook thier asses lyk nobody's buisness!!!hahahahas.sherri and dhini danced rly nice too.clapped loudloud.thn went walkin arnd agn.we seriously had nth better to do la.and we din wanna dance either.so all of us went to do sth.and all i knw is tt im so screwed now.godd.heard from amanda and dhini i was talkin rubbish ytd nite!!!and i almost wanted hit francis fer drinking my ice water!!!!francis was bout the same as me too.he too was talkin loads of crap.was kinda freaky.im juz screwed la.got a huge lecture though i was'nt exactly able to hear whatever the cathecist was scolding.check out kendrick's blog fer more info.went to amanda's hse to stay over.could not walk.was not able to slp either.great huh.this morn woke up.went fer mass.thn went lunch.had a pretty cool hangover!knocked into the door!was quite embarrasing.hahaha.was feeling rly down.coz you were not even the least bitt concerned!!!argh.wht the hell is wrong with you mann?you think you knw but u have no freaking idea!!!i just wish you would stop hurting me the way you do it.wht am i supposed to do whn my heart is stuck on you?screw you shithead idiot!i'm trying hard to forget i was addicted to you!asshole!!!ur such an arse!!!argh!im so pissed!
if anythin could last forever ...
it would be the way i feel for you ...
you came along and captured my heart ...
you are the one that leaves me completely breatheless ...
you are the place my life begins ...
and you will be where it ends ...
i swear ...
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