i looked into your eyes and my world came tumbling down ))

Monday, December 29, 2003
went to sherri's hse today!whee!!!was at home at first rotting thn sherri said tt julius wud b at her hse so i decided to go too!it was about 315 whn i decided to go.realized tt sherri lived sooooper near me?i cud juz walk to her hse!walked to her hse met julius and her at the playgrnd downstairs.went up to her hse.she had two coms in one rm!tt was damn cool.to me tt is.thn juz started crapping along.took loads and loads of pics with them.thn i was taking with sherri tt tym all the pics we took we thought we looked so crap so we kept on asking julius to take fer us over and over agn which kinda pissed him off.hahahahas.sorry julius!!! x) thn they started wrapping sherri's sec three text books.so i used the com.started practising chinese.haha.both of them were them cute lar.sherri had to go fer some dinner with her parents so me and julius went to j8 to have dinner.and i got a dinner treat!!!but it was at delifrance.so it was kinda so-so lar.but anyway...ate quite slowly which agn kinda pissed julius off.i mean...aiyahh...nvm.so pple nx tym go eat with julius ryt...muz eat faster ahh!thn went to shop arnd bishan[which is quite a stupid place to shop lar].julius was looking fer his ck crave.lyk j8 wud ever have it anyway.thn walked past sakae.started laughing!-winks at amanda-hahahahas.damn crappy.went to watsons.julius bought addidas perfume.bought one fer me too!thankew!smells damn good.thn went to perlini's.saw julius's frenz.godd.they were soooo irritaing!better dun say alrdy.i was damn irritated tts all.bleahh.thn it was pretty late alrdy.so i left and julius took a cabby home.rich ass.hahahahas.gonna sign gbks now!
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met amanda fer mass today.went there super early coz had to get dhini's present!realized tt the shops aint opened yet so juz went to muji to get her some stuff thn bought a bag dere.cant believe they even charge fer the paper bag mann.crazy pple and the bag is not say very nice also lor.anyway...was supposed to get my present from francis today but he alrdy left church besides dint bring his calvin klein crave[which was so ex]so we'll juz exchange on 31st.thank you francis!!!!went fer mass upstairs.sat at the side.so long nv sit dere alrdy.after mass went to the canteen.passed julius the dnd tics.and julius was wearing the armani exchange shirt i bought him!!!!whee!it was lyk so ex kkae.he so owes me beeg tym mann.wahahahahas.everyone said tt the shirt was nice.im so proud of myself!leonard said it was DAMN nice!godd.im crazy.thn got a present from leonard.din exactly expect to get anythin from him though.thank you leonard!!!me and amanda wil be sharing and gettin him sth!was supposed to kick julius's ass but was wearing a skirt!damnit!thn he was lyk threatening me say its a one-time-offer.crazy fellow.so im gg to kick it agn on 30th the new yrs eve mass.u better watch out julius!hehheh.went fer lunch at j8.sakae sushi.thn sth rly freaky happened.-winks at amanda-but lucky an archangel [pukes] came in tym to save us.hahahahahas.damn retardedd.thn bought lunch fer dad.came home.and my blog is so screwed.gahh.i juz cant make the pic get big.bleahh.better go do my blog alrdy.toodles!
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Friday, December 26, 2003
merry merry christmas everyone!!!!whee!anyway...julius...u are so sweet kkae?write such a nice post juz fer me but abit not ~~short~~ onli lar.but thanks kkae?fer always being there fer me yea?ur lyk some angel sent above knw though ur not exactly tt angelic or anythin but ur most of the tym supporting me and encouraging me on my darkest moments.same goes fer amanda kate dhini ele and francis!tt crazy lil boy!hehheh.ur are rly great mann.treasure ur tonns kkae?have a christmassy christmas and to julius francis and amanda...dun forget tmr yarr?gonna do christmas shopping!kinda late rite?but better late thn never.esp to amanda.got lotr show tmr kkae?better be free ahh.ok everyone takkiare!love you all to bitts!-beeghugg :D
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Wednesday, December 24, 2003
I was only thinkin of you, hopin' you were thinkin of me
Two hearts beating just like one, agaisnt the world, baby
I am always dreamin of you, hopin' you are dreamin' of me
I could never live, one day without your love

I will kiss you like an angel, baby, cradled in my wings
I will take you up to heaven, show you precious things
If you promise that you love me, if you promise that you care
I will be here for you always, and forever this I swear

tmr is christmas eve.not very happy though.fer the first tym in my life i dread christmas.grr.okok.the christmas spirit.whee!tmr's christmas eve!!!im so happy!-bleahh.was juz being crappy.now ele and kate's not gg fer dnd!how great can things get.tt julius ah.say he alrdy confirm get ticket fer ele now he say not confirm.so gonna smack him ltr on.if they r not gg,i doubt i'll be gg anyway.the hols suck mann.ohhh.and francis when i said this -points down- i was juz kidding kkae?so dun worry and dun hav to feel guilty lar...yeahh.alrights.nuthn much to rite alrdy.toodles!
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
i got a hole in my heart and the truth leaked out
was supposed to go out.bleahh.this sucks mann.staying at home.feeling so crapped up.anyway...got a call from francis.he lost my earrings!!!godd.im so gonna kill you when i see you kkae.francis watch out i maybe behind you juz ready to stab lil boy...hehheh...but he said hes gonna get me new ones!whee!anyhows..i was juz kidding kkae.francis so cute how can i kill u rite?wait all of francis's admirers come and kill me ahh.ok i was juz being retarded.but rly laa.hes a rly sweet boy.hahahahahas.im so sad.gahh...i wanna die now.someone please kill me?thankew in advance.
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
went fer mass today.was rly sad.but amanda made me cheer up tonns!thanks dearr!after mass went fer lunch at delifrance and i drank two cups of milk!one cup was 1.80 knw so ex rite?then it was actually one fer me and one fer amanda but amanda cun finish so i drank it for her.besides milk is good fer one's bones anyway.and francis was being rly retarded.was playing with two balloons.but was damn cute la.was laughing until stomach pain which actually made me forget all my probs.then julius gave me and amanda this ripcurl wallet.was pretty cool.yepps.was juz laughing all the way la.damn funny.came back home then whole hse upside down.haii.thn was sooooper sad agn.hurr.so cried agn.was lyk crying fer dunnoe how long.but julius was rly sweet.

the first cut is always the deepest
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went fer da ballet performance.it totally rawks!!!first met laura at bout 3 sth then went to bishan to use da toilet.so lame rite?hahahahas.went to check out the timings fer love actually but it started at 520 and the ballet show started at 8 at the esplanade so we cud make it.left j8 then in the train i was coughing lyk nobody's buisness kkae.my throat juz was soooooper irritaing!!!we stopped at city hall.walked through city link then i showed laura my dnd shoes!she said it was nice!whee!continued walking on saw danfong ru and michelle and thier frenz said hi.walked on agn.went to suntec to see if they had love actually.saw the timings and tt show onli had one timing tt was at 10am which was so crazy coz it was so early in the morn!!!so we juz had to walk arnd and spend 5 over hrs there.went to eat fish and co. the fish was yummylicious mann.shared fish and chips with laura.then went to check out 'rock' auditoriom.they locked the place la.haiyohh.wanted to go in knw.but saw the outside.it was pretty cool.started to rain.took a cab to the esplanade.wasted 5 bucks coz it was really near suntec.walked arnd the esplanade.it was huge!then saw these few peeps singing christmas carols.laura noticed her fren so we listened.omg.she sang lyk charlotte church!her voice was so high!it was really nice.managed to take a pic of her.she was so cute in the outfit she was wearing.prettypretty too!still had one more hr to spare went to the mrt dere.realized tt from city link we cud hav juz walked to esplanade sheltered all the way.so stupid knw.go and waste money take the taxi.haii.checked out the pple doing break dancing.cool mann.but we din stay long though it was kinda scary.juz in case they got into a fight or sum sort.it was bout tym anyway,went to the concert hall.the dance was absolutely b-e-a-u-tiful.enjoyed it.cept tt the intervals were 20 min long and dere were three intervals so we wasted 60 min.yepps.then my mom fetched laura home and we went home!
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Friday, December 19, 2003
woke up bout 930 today.went to suntec with bro and sum other frenz.the whole tym dere i cud not talk kkay.coz i had this sooooper bad sorethroat.then when i talk rite,i sound lyk sum toad croaking so mignt as well dun talk rite.went for breakfast it was sorts branch lunch coz it was early afternoon alrdy anyway.bro left to go meet his frenz at cinni so me and my frenz went to shop arnd.i was looking for my dnd shoes and they were looking for suits.saw URS i.n.c went inside and the shoes were pretty ex.but i saw one which was really nice but it cost 80 bucks so i din buy it.then my frenz went to G2000 to get thier suits.so fussy noe they all.juz coz the jacket got pocket then they dun wan.i mean all jackets wud look nicer with a pocket or sth rite?and they choose thier suits lyk girl liddat.slowslow one.cant stand them.i had to measure for them sum more.felt lyk a maid lor.finally they settled on the suit n bought it.walk to city link.got so many shoe shops.then went inside VNC.saw a shoe which was really nice.they all agreed too.so i bought it.whee!finally bought my dnd shoe!so happy.then went to plaza sing to drink coffee.so dumb rite?muz go plaza sing.but dey all insisted so fine la.sat fer awhile cud not drink coz of my throat and they were all tempting me with the mochas.lyk whatever lor.so mean noe.then they purposely drink until so loud lyk *SLURP SLURP*???i was lyk so jealous noe.argh.nvm.then took a train home.the rest took bus except two of them.one of them stopped at potong pasir or sth liddat then the other one took train with me to serangoon.so sweet~awwww.im so touched.lyk i will.wahahahahhas.then said bye coz i had to take bus and my fren had to take train back to dhoby ghaut dunnoe do wht?anyway.juz reached home.so peaceful.whole hse to myself!papa and mommie not home.bro went out,maid went to pasir ris to clean the hse dere.sweet...totally...-imitates the turtle from finding nemo-okie!off to sign gbks now! :))
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Thursday, December 18, 2003
I would like to know him better,
but I know what road that will lead to.
disappointments, heartaches and uncertainty.
I will end up liking him, or maybe I already have.
and I question myself if I still want to be a nun.

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Saturday, December 13, 2003
ytd got a call from laura sayin tt dere was SRC match today at 10.so we were meetin jingyu n meixian at amk station 9.so it was lyk had to wake up or crawl outta my bed at 830.then went to take the bus then train all the way to city hall coz src was near the padang.then only to find tt the whole thing was cancelled.damnit.make me wake up so early noe.was so angry.then after tt went suntec wif laura meixian jingyu clarissa n zhewei.we ate at marche n clar treated me to a coconut!wheez!then shared soft shell crab with laura which i wil nv eat ever agn.then zhewei n jingyu so left me laura n clar n meixian.decided to go boelin so we went to the jalan sultan one.bowled lyk crazy.then left for home!

Is there a chance you could be mine
If I let you see inside
Or do you love somebody else
Should I keep this to mylself
I could rish a broken heart by telling you the truth
Or I could keep my secret safe and when I see you

got this from dhini.thanks dearr.n ur a hot chic kkae? :))
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Friday, December 12, 2003
second day of me usin my new fone which totally sucks coz its not user friendly at all.the buttons r so diff to press!ive sent lyk 6 uncompleted msges altogether?coz of the stupid joystick.damnit.n to make things worse,the color is silver which i totally hate it.i cant believe my mom talked me into buyin tt color.i wanted the red one lor n my mom said the silver not common.bluff me onli lor.argh!forget it.
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
i think i love you

does it smile up here when i'm happy?
does my happiness show?
in an instant, the sun is shining bright
i can hear your laughter and your sighs
these are the moments when my heart soars
we can nuzzle our noses
like eskimoes do, like eskimoes do
'cos you make me feel warm and fuzzy inside
we'll sew a quilt of love
a blanket of hope

today had last trng of the yr!-whee!no more wakin up early in the morn!then came back bout 12 plus stayed in sch to do sum banner thing for the cca fair.met my mom at plaza sing.wanted to get my fone at starhub but dere were far too many pple dere so we decided to go the raffles city one.finally got my fone!the sony t610.damn nice.was actually eyein the 7250i.but my mom told me the resolution for tt fone was not very good.but the fone not very user friendkly lei.aiyah nvm use long then ok alrdy la.chargin my fone now cant wait to use the fone!!!ok im crazy...
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
okie...finally changed my blog...my mom sorta found out me old blog so had no choice but to change it.hahahahas.yepps.anyway,gotta change my pic coz it is too small for my blog...sorr laura for troubling you...juz need a bigger pic tts all lor...
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